After wearing a book, the sickly tyrant only acts like a spoiled child in my arms

Chapter 261 As long as you believe, she will exist forever
how come?how come?
He couldn't accept such a fact, nor was he willing to accept it.

When Su Jiuer caught up, Yan Yunxiao was already staggering in the muddy water, covered in mud and in a panic.

When the belief in his heart is shattered, everything in this world loses its focus and meaning to Yan Yunxiao with this personality.

He himself had no direction and fell into self-confusion.

What Su Jiuer was most afraid of was that in this state, Yan Yunxiao's tense nerves would burst and he would become a real lunatic.

He staggered and fell into the muddy water, then got up numbly and confusedly, and walked towards the field ridge step by step.

Sometimes I look up at the sky, the birds flying in the sky, and the people working in the fields in the distance.

There was still blood on the corners of his lips, and his eyes were clear and confused, looking at all of this, showing an unprecedented curiosity.

He was thinking, are these real or fake?

The hem of his clothes was stained with mud and water, and he was a little heavier. He staggered and walked forward blindly. At a certain moment when he turned his head, he saw Su Jiu'er following her.

I couldn't help being taken aback again.

He fell down and sat in the shallow water beside him.

Seeing him like this, Su Jiu'er couldn't help feeling cruel.

But after all, we have to come here one step.

Whether it is reenacting the scene to make him face the truth in the illusion, or letting another personality see the real fact, the original intention is the same.

It is all about him having the courage to face up to his own heart and face the reality that has already happened and cannot be changed.

Without Su Jiu'er, Yan Yunxiao would have gone crazy.

But when he saw Su Jiu'er at this moment, he remembered many things again.

In the fire in Wenmo Palace, it was Su Jiu'er who led him to escape.

There were still many vague nights where Su Jiu'er coaxed him and watched over him to sleep peacefully.

Su Jiuer asked, is she also a fake?
He also asked himself, right?
How could such a gentle smile and warm embrace be fake?
Yan Yunxiao sat down on the ground, watching her slowly walking towards him, couldn't help murmuring her name softly.

"Su Jiuer"

She lowered her body and leaned forward, stretched out her hand to gently wipe away the blood from the corner of his lips, and replied.

"Yes, it's me."

Yan Yunxiao was in a trance for a while, his eyes were a little blurred, and there was no way to argue whether it was true or false.

Even if it is fake, he is willing to believe that Su Jiuer is real.

He stretched out his hand and hugged Su Jiu'er in his arms. The touch of his arms was so real that even the dry fragrance lingered in his nose.

He held Su Jiu'er so hard that he almost embedded Su Jiu'er in his body. Smelling her breath, the tombstone and the words written on it emerged in Yan Yunxiao's mind.

There was a heart-piercing pain in his chest, his hands holding Su Jiu'er began to tremble, and his throat was as heavy as lead.

He asked in a hoarse voice, "Jiu'er, tell me that my concubine mother is still there, right?"

Su Jiu'er was so wrapped up in his arms that she could barely breathe. She raised her head slightly, took a breath, and comforted her.

"Xiaoxiao, as long as you believe, she will always be there."

"At night, maybe she will still watch you and me in the sky."

How could Yan Yunxiao not understand what she meant, but this kind of comfort seemed to make him understand again.

Yes, as long as he believes, her mother and concubine will always be there.

As long as he doesn't forget her mother and concubine, then her mother and concubine will always coexist in his memory.

Su Jiu'er couldn't make him let go of such painful emotions. The only thing she could do was lean in his arms, patted his back lightly over and over again, and let him slowly pull back to his own state .

After an unknown amount of time, he finally couldn't stand the tiredness that came from the backlash after the mental outburst, and he closed his eyes heavily.

When Yan Yunxiao woke up, it was already You hour.

The two were sitting on the shore of the shallow water, leaning against a big rock, their long clothes still floating in the water, and their bodies were stained with mud and water, which looked very strange.

At least in the eyes of the villagers on their way home from farming, it was very strange.

As the sun set, it cast a dazzling golden red on the clouds in the sky.

Leaning on Su Jiuer's shoulder, Yan Yunxiao slowly opened his eyes and saw such a dreamlike scene. If it wasn't for the pain in his chest, he would have thought he had ascended to heaven.

He subconsciously stretched out his hand to cover his chest, his eyelashes trembled, and subconsciously began to recall the previous events.

But it was the same, except before he lost consciousness, he couldn't remember anything after that.

"Yan Yunxiao?"

Su Jiu'er didn't do anything else, but called softly.

Yan Yunxiao responded, "Yes."

The two leaned on each other silently.

The two of them didn't speak for a while, Yan Yunxiao raised his sleeve to look at the mud on it, then put down his hand again, looking at the beautiful scenery of clouds and clouds in the distance.

Su Jiuer thought for a while and asked.

"Do you want to remember what happened just now?"

Yan Yunxiao shook his head.

With Su Jiuer by his side, he has nothing to worry about, even if he can't remember, it's okay.

Then he sat upright, looked Su Jiuer up and down, reached out to touch her face, and observed her complexion.

Su Jiu'er pressed his hand and understood what he meant.

"You didn't hurt me," she said.

"I trust you and won't hurt me"

Yan Yunxiao's fingers curled up unnaturally, and he couldn't help but dodge his gaze at Su Jiu'er twice.

He will always remember the wound on Su Jiu'er's back, which was caused by him himself.

He absolutely dare not take what Su Jiuer said.

After making sure that Su Jiuer was not injured, he slowly got up, the pain in his chest made him frown uncomfortably, and then moved his gaze to the other side.

He was a little afraid to step over, for fear of touching another personality in his body, and then being deprived of the sovereignty of consciousness.

But Su Jiuer held his hand, walked across the shallow water, passed the muddy muddy road, and returned to the small slope, in front of Yin Niangniang's tombstone.

He resisted and struggled for a while, but Su Jiuer took him back with a firm attitude, and said, "It's okay, you have to trust me."

"Even if something happens, I'm still by your side."

Yan Yunxiao followed Su Jiu'er's steps and returned to the place where he squatted just now.

Yin Niangniang's tombstone stood there alone, so Su Jiu'er squatted down like Yan Yunxiao just now, and continued to wipe the area that was not wiped clean just now.

She greeted her earnestly, "Hello, Niang Niangniang, I am Yan Yunxiao's friend, and he brought me to see you today."

After speaking, he turned his head and glanced at Yan Yunxiao.

Her appearance made Yan Yunxiao's dull heart suddenly relieved.

The corner of his mouth involuntarily curled into a shallow arc, and then he slowly knelt down in front of the tombstone, his back straight, and his gaze fell on the tombstone.

(End of this chapter)