The palace is quiet, and the empress of the cold palace is acting as a demon

Chapter 145 Means
Qin Wan thought very clearly that if she kept being in a weak position, Ji Yan's abuse of her would definitely intensify, and she had to find a way to reverse the relationship between the strong and the weak.

In the next few days, Qin Wan began to ask Ji Yan to teach her how to practice calligraphy. His handwriting was excellent, with beautiful cursive strokes.

Gradually, Qin Wan asked Ji Yan more and more. She began to avoid sitting in a wheelchair, but stretched out her arms to let him carry her around.For a while, he wanted him to carry her to the garden, for a while to the study, for a while to go to the porch, and for a while to go to the pond.

If Ji Yan does everything, Qin Wan will praise Ji Yan without hesitation.She praised Jiyan's handwriting, his medicine, and later praised his handsome appearance and his slender fingers.Ji Yan never accepts her compliments, the more she praises, the deeper Ji Yan feels that she has a scheming behind her.But Qin Wan always had a sincere and pure appearance, blushing about his various advantages, even including the ink he researched, the brush he washed, and the soup he served.

But if Ji Yan refuses her request, Qin Wan can always find a way to force him to submit, such as overturning the inkstone, overturning the vase, taking scissors and the herbs he cultivated so hard.If Ji Yan gets angry because of her actions, she will get even worse, overturning all the food, knocking on the wall desperately while sleeping, poking holes in the paper door of the house... until Ji Yan obeys her , she will stop all kinds of destructive behavior.

Then she would say: "Ji Yan, do you still remember that we are competing? Whoever breaks down first loses."

Ji Yan gradually began to understand what she meant by "torturing each other".

He imprisoned Qin Wan here, and repeatedly tested her medicine.

She never wanted not to run away, but instead had a hundred ways to challenge his bottom line.

Every time Ji Yan was about to get angry, Qin Wan would show a complacent look, waiting for him to rage like he was expecting.

Ji Yan couldn't satisfy her, he would change her prescription to make her vomit, paralyze, dizzy, tinnitus, and even hallucinate.Occasionally he would stop her drug and make her suffer the pain of withdrawal.

But Qin Wan never got angry, let alone had a nervous breakdown, and she could always chat with him calmly with a smile on her face.

While drinking tea after lunch, Qin Wan suddenly asked, "Ji Yan, why do you have so many injuries on your back?"

Ji Yan turned to look at Qin Wan. At this time, she was wearing a plain white chest-length skirt, and her shoulders could be vaguely seen through the light gauze bezel. Her hair was loose and smooth. At some point she found a red Ribbon, lightly tied in a bow in hair above the left ear.She held the teacup in her right hand, put her left elbow on the arm of the wheelchair, propped her cheek with one hand, tilted her head, and waited for his answer with curious eyes.

Ji Yan knew that she would ask, so he walked up to her and sat down with the corner of his mouth raised: "My father would beat me with a whip every time I made a mistake. Remember when I told you that I went hunting with the two brothers?" Was it about being chased by Bai Pi at that time? My father was angry with me because the second brother was injured, and that time he was the most serious."

"Were you expelled from the palace later?" Qin Wan looked around.

"Yes, I was kicked out of the palace, dragged half my life and almost died. Fortunately, I was rescued by the abbot here, so I got my life back."

Ji Yan still had a smile on his face when he said these words, as if he was not telling his own story.

"Where's your concubine mother?" Qin Wan asked.

"She's crazy," Ji Yan smiled. "It's said that it was caused by her father's abuse. But there are too many women like this in the palace, and she's not the only one. No one will think there is any problem."

"Oh." Qin Wan smiled faintly, and turned to look out the window as if losing interest, "It's going to rain."

Ji Yan suddenly felt uncomfortable as if he had bumped into a wall. It was obviously Qin Wan who asked the question first, but after he answered it truthfully, she avoided empathy for the question. He went out and fell directly into the ditch, and was sneered at.

Only then did Ji Yan realize that she did this on purpose, she just wanted to mobilize his emotions, and then dodge away, making him feel neglected, even despised.

Qin Wan took this kind of mental torture every day at his fingertips.

Ji Yan felt that she did it on purpose, and felt angry in his heart.

In order to get revenge, he mixed another bowl of bitter medicine and put it in front of Qin Wan: "Drink it, Qin Wan."

Qin Wan picked up the medicine bowl and drank it down, then showed a bright smile: "Superficial cruelty does not mean that you are already a serious adult, nor can you hide the real you very well."

"What did you say?" Ji Yan was dumbfounded by her sudden words.

"Ji Yan, in fact, the you when we first met is the real you. No matter what cruel things you did to me or how much poison you made me drink, in my eyes, you and I are the same The way you looked was actually no different."

Ji Yan originally thought she was intentionally indifferent, but was suddenly struck by her sharpness.

Qin Wan went on to say: "Ji Yan, only children can use cruelty to cover up their fragile hearts, and be happy when others praise them, and actively correct their behavior when others are angry. You see, when I praise you, you will be happy, Once I am dissatisfied, you will obey my will, and once I do not accept your emotions and emotions, you will be annoyed, and then retaliate against me. Hehe, no matter how you look at it, your heart is full of insecurity, Little kid who needs affirmation from other people, am I right?"

Qin Wan's provocative words made Ji Yan angry.It was obvious that Qin Wan was the captive who was imprisoned. She couldn't even walk, but she had slowly started to manipulate his emotions from manipulating his behavior. He couldn't figure out how Qin Wan did it.

"Ji Yan, admit it, you're just a child." Qin Wan sneered, "Why don't you call me sister from now on, I'm very happy to have a younger brother like you."

Ji Yan directly lifted Qin Wan from the wheelchair, and then threw her on the bed violently. With his hands on her left and right sides, he lowered his head and approached her, "Qin Wan, you underestimate me."

"What are you going to do like this? Use this kind of men and women to prove that you are an adult? You want to correct others' views of yourself so much, and say that you are not a child," Qin Wan raised her head and looked into Ji Yan's eyes, He smiled softly, "Ji Yan, do you really think I'll be afraid of you now that I'm lying here without the power to restrain a chicken? You know, sister, I've slept with more men than you have slept with women, hehe, You are so naive."

"You!" Ji Yan looked into Qin Wan's eyes angrily.

"Even if you forcefully have sex with me now, I will not treat you as a mature man." Qin Wan stretched out her finger and pointed at Ji Yan's chest, "There is a poor child living here, who has been I found out. Believe it or not, I can easily hurt him. With him in your heart, Ji Yan, you can't beat me. "

Seeing Ji Yan's expression, Qin Wan breathed a sigh of relief. She has gradually become the one who manipulates their relationship.Only in this way can she gain the initiative and break free from the passive state.

"Qin Wan, you are my prey, don't forget your identity." Ji Yan said angrily.

Qin Wan disdained: "That's not necessarily true."

At this moment, the young monk outside the door came to the door, saw the ambiguous posture of the two of them, and quickly turned to look outside: "Your Highness, the abbot has left the customs, please go over."

Ji Yan took a deep breath, picked Qin Wan up from the bed again, put her on the wheelchair smoothly, and then pushed her towards the Garan Hall of Kongchuan Temple.

The sky is gloomy, and it seems that there will be heavy rain. Dragonflies fly low in the courtyard, and goldfish in the pool swim among the lotus leaves.

The bells in the temple were struck, echoing faintly in the air with the smell of incense sticks.

After arriving at the Garan Hall, Qin Wan put his palms together and worshiped the Buddha statue devoutly.

Qin Wan thought Yun Ku, head of Kongchuan Temple, would be an old man, but he turned out to be a handsome man.However, after meeting the Elder Yaogu and the Empress Dowager Huayu, Qin Wan felt that there was no need to make a fuss about Master Yunku being so young.

Yun Ku asked Ji Yan to wait outside the door, he wanted to have a private chat with Qin Wan.

Ji Yan seemed to respect Yun Ku very much, and went outside the hall without further ado.

"Concubine Qin." Yun Ku saluted Qin Wan with one palm.

Qin Wan replied, "I heard from Ji Yan that it was you who calculated that my soul was passed on to the princess of Ba Guo, and you specially asked him to go to Jiangcheng to bring me back?"

"It's the poor monk."

"Why did you let him do that?"

"The poor monk meditated under a tree for a day, and after falling into a dream, he was enlightened by the Buddha: If the Kingdom of Shu wants to avoid the catastrophe of being destroyed by Bei Rong, the key is you, Concubine Qin."

Qin Wan chuckled: "Master Yunku, you miscalculated, I seem to be better at destroying a country than helping you keep it."

"The poor monk firmly believes that this prophecy is true."

Qin Wan pointed to her legs and wheelchair: "Is this how you Shu people ask for help?"

"The fate between the empress and the third highness, the poor monk can't and can't change it, there is a destiny in the dark. The poor monk just conveyed what the Buddha said in his dream to the third highness. Will not interfere."

Qin Wan raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile, "Even if I kill him in the end, you don't care?"

Yun Ku replied indifferently: "Your Majesty won't."

Qin Wan: "That's not necessarily the case. I will make him pay for what he is doing to me now."

"Your Majesty, whatever you want." Yun Ku spoke unhurriedly, as if he wasn't worried about Qin Wan's threat at all.

Qin Wan asked: "Master Yunku, what is Ji Yan to you?"

Yun Ku: "It's no different from others."

"But I feel that he is very grateful to you. Maybe he regards you as a benefactor and master, or the only person in this world who cares about him." Qin Wan said.

"The poor monk is a monk and treats everyone equally. The poor monk just happened to take in His Highness the Third Highness and let him live in Kongchuan Temple temporarily. He also occasionally got advice from the Buddha and passed on a message to him. He did not favor the Third Highness." Yun Ku said. .

"Master Yunku, you are really cool." Qin Wan sneered.

Qin Wan felt that she could be soul pierced twice, no matter how mysterious Master Yunku's words were, it was estimated that [-]% of them were true.

So now the question is, whether to help the Kingdom of Shu avoid extinction as foreseen in Yunku's dream, or to go against fate and help Ning Yi destroy the Kingdom of Shu, this is a multiple-choice question.

Since she didn't want to have anything to do with Ning Yi anymore, she decided to resign herself to fate.

　Withdrawal reaction: refers to the special psychological syndrome that occurs after stopping the use of drugs or reducing the dosage or using antagonists to occupy the receptors. The mechanism is due to the adaptive rebound caused by the sudden withdrawal of drugs after long-term use. Withdrawal symptoms vary due to their different pharmacological properties, and generally manifest as symptoms that are opposite to the effects of the drugs used.

　　
　
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