last time

Chapter 76
Zhuo Ran didn't forget what happened, she froze suddenly, and let go of Li Yuchuan's hand.She knew that she had slept long enough to think about many things clearly, and now that she had dragged everything out, she didn't need to pretend to be affectionate anymore.

Li Xunchuan noticed Zhuo Ran's strangeness, he also let go of his hand, separated some distance from her, and saw another Zhuo Ran in the eyes that were still a little steamy when he just woke up.

Fear, cowardice, desperate.

She didn't move anymore, and covered the pair of eyes that could explain everything with the only remaining cocoon, but she was too slow.Li Xunchuan held her hand again, forcing his five fingers to intertwine with his, as if this would give him a sense of security.

"Why are you so stupid?" Li Yanchuan frowned, he didn't understand, and whispered in Zhuo Ran's ear: "It's only been a year, how dare you bet like this?"

Zhuo Ran caressed Li Yanchuan's cheek with the other hand, she said in a hoarse voice, "I did all this to fulfill my promise earlier. Chi Yue, as long as I bring down the Yan family, I can let go." Start these things..."

Li Xunchuan raised his head slightly, and Zhuo Ran's hand was stuck in the air. He didn't understand that ants were stealing their lives, but this person wanted to kill himself again and again. Even if he reached some kind of agreement with Zhou Yu, he definitely couldn't do it. .

This man is gone forever on the road of hatred.He looked at it but was powerless, because he had come to the present through hatred before, and he endured it step by step. At this time, stopping her would be like adding fuel to the fire, and it would only make her more and more crazy.Just don't stop, Zhuo Ran can only jump into the abyss in front of him.

He has no idea how this person has been tortured for the past four years. He behaves perversely and cruelly, which cannot be taught by precepts and deeds. Moreover, Zhuo Ran is too young, she will not be raised in the lotus pond like a lady. , and no one would really care what she was thinking.

This person is very good at disguising, and the city is unfathomable, but Li Yuchuan had the idea of ​​peeling her off layer by layer, and putting her back into the normal Zhuo Ran.

"Xiaqiu...Since I know what you're thinking, then don't do anything else lightly." Li Yanchuan warmed her hand and said, "I'm six years older than you, and I'll watch over you in the future."

Zhuo Ran shook her head, she looked into Li Yanchuan's eyes, and passed her refusal to Li Yanchuan, she said: "...My brother is also six years older than me, he said so, but he broke his promise..."

"I won't." Li Yanchuan clenched his words and said, "Xiaqiu, I won't break my promise."

There was no blood on her face, and she even became paler with her shortness of breath, Zhuo Ran tried her best to hold back the tears welling up in her eyes, her hands became more and more bloody, as if soaked in the bloody water of Yongzhou that day.She couldn't forgive herself, and she couldn't look directly at how ugly she was now.

"Your master taught you not to hate me..." Zhuo Ran put her hands on Li Yanchuan's chest, she had no strength, so she put it lightly between the two of them, she said: "...you did it, but why did you do this...Li Chiyue, you…"

Li Xunchuan bowed his head and kissed her, brought her both hands above her head, one hand bound her wrist, and the other hand stroked her cheek, trying to dye it red, at least it looked like a human being.

The bitterness was all mixed between his lips and teeth, and Li Xunchuan was telling Zhuo Ran with his actions that he didn't hate, and he had another reason to live.Shang Luoqiu was just making a point, it was Li Yuchuan who saw clearly what to do in order to be truly at ease.Instead of just clinging to the past, the person who left will never come back, and the lost things will never come back to him.Only when he sees the situation clearly and truly knows how to choose, can he not be influenced by others.

Zhuo Ran is different.She seems to be more extreme than others in her bones. Maybe her master's method went wrong, or maybe she forced herself into such a state. No one has walked into her heart, so even if she wants to save her, she can't do anything.

Sure enough, he was a brave kid.

Zhuo Ran was so coaxed by his gentle kiss that she gave up her armor, and that feeling made her learn to breathe.Li Xunchuan buried his head on Zhuo Ran's neck and did not speak for a long time.

"...I killed too many people..." Zhuo Ran sobbed.

Li Xunchuan held her in his arms.Zhuo Ran knew that if she was a different person these days, she would definitely not talk a lot in her ear like Li Yanchuan, and no one would want her to come back to life. She turned into a puddle of water and was warmed by Li Yanchuan, very obedient very well behaved.

"Xiaqiu," Li Yanchuan patted her on the back lightly, Xiao Ziyi liked it very much when people patted him like this, and Zhuo Ran seemed to like it too, Li Yanchuan said softly, "Be good, trust me and yourself..."

Zhuo Ran grabbed his clothes tightly.

***
Yan Chengxuan came and went freely with Liu Yulin in the Guozijian. The news of Zhuo Ran's serious illness was locked up by Liu Yulin.

When Yan Chengxuan returned to the mansion in the evening, he saw that Yan Yingzhen was still sitting in the courtyard in a daze. Several lamps were lit in the courtyard, and was beaten by the sound of rain.

"Father." Yan Chengxuan said softly, "I'm back."

Although Yan Yingzhen was not injured that day, it was his regret that he did not explain the matter clearly to Yong Niang.Most of the time, it is better to say some things earlier, as time goes on, the taste will change, and perhaps saying it again will not have the same effect as before, but will hurt people instead.

Yan Yingzhen looked at him through the light and said, "Ah Xuan, sit down and talk to me."

Yan Chengxuan asked someone to change the hot water, and he might not be able to fall asleep after drinking tea now.Looking at her son's face, Yan Yingzhen felt that time flies like an arrow, Yan Chengxuan is no longer the child who made her worry about everything in the past, now Yan Yingzhen feels very bad about being able to personally execute Kang Shengan to death for him.

They said they wanted to talk, but they were silent to each other, leaving the sound of the rain dripping and playing a desolate song.

"Father." Yan Chengxuan raised his eyes and said, "I know you must blame me for not keeping Kang Sheng'an alive, but I don't think I did anything wrong. If Kang Sheng'an is kept by the Yan family, it will be a disaster sooner or later. How did Yong Niang treat you? You have also seen it, and you are not sure whether Kang Sheng'an has been affected. I did this just to prepare for a rainy day."

Yan Yingzhen drank all the water and said, "You have grown up."

"Father, I know you're blaming me." Yan Chengxuan sighed, and said, "But I don't want my father to be disrupted by these irrelevant people, the current situation is not good, and any trivial matter can end up being punished. Even if Kang Sheng'an is my father's child, I can't let it go."

"Ah Xuan." Yan Yingzhen smiled when she heard the words, and said: "In my whole life, I have never really made a decision. Yongniang is, and so is your mother. It doesn't matter if you don't understand these things for the time being. In the future, you will understand." understandable."

Yan Chengxuan didn't hear him mention his mother, he just heard Yan Qingyao talk about his mother's appearance, portraits can't satisfy him, and he can only rely on imagination.

Yan Yingzhen has always been in good health, but since Yongniang passed away, he has been unable to cheer up all day, so he was sent back to the house by Yan Chengxuan to rest.Originally, he had nothing to say, and it would only increase his troubles if he insisted on saying these useless words. Yan Chengxuan stepped out of the room, and as soon as he went out, he saw Wen Rongxi who was waiting for him at the corner.

Wen Rongxi at the end of the lamp was shrouded in a thin layer of light, Yan Chengxuan raised his lips slightly and smiled, and walked towards him.

"Mr. is in a bad mood. You should spend more time with him." Wen Rongxi looked at Yan Chengxuan and said, "How can there be so much enmity between father and son? The second young master has always been generous, so don't get confused about this matter."

Yan Chengxuan nodded, and said: "But Yan Shu, are you saying that I killed Kang Shengan, right? I really... At that time, my head got hot, and after hearing Wu Xiuting say a lot, I felt that he really couldn't stay, so I..."

Wen Rongxi dragged him into the room, the room was warm, and the cold air on Yan Chengxuan's body was all evaporated.Wen Rongxi frowned and said, "When did you meet Wu Xiuting? Didn't he almost break his leg when he was hit?"

Yan Chengxuan sat down, looked at Wen Rongxi and said: "When I sent you back to the mansion that night, he sent someone to tell me something, so I went."

"He told you about Kang Sheng'an?" Wen Rongxi asked.

"Yes." Yan Chengxuan said: "Yan Shu, we took care of their mother and child in every possible way before. I thought you meant to wait until Kang Shengan's academic achievement and asked them to leave Gaodu, but I found that you have not done anything else, so I doubted it. Do you want your father to take them back... Besides, even if father is willing to do this, the rest of the Yan family will not accept them, I just want to..."

Wen Rongxi sighed and said, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Yan Chengxuan blinked and said, "You've been busy all this time, how can I have time to discuss these things with you in detail? It's just a guess..."

"Second young master." Wen Rongxi said seriously: "You and I treated their mother and son well together, and didn't let the husband know. I thought that Kang Sheng'an would know how to be grateful. Whether he stayed in Gaodu or went to other places, he would be Second Young Master's right-hand man. Ten years of grievances cannot be resolved overnight, so we can only do it step by step..."

The recognition of Yongniang and Yan Yingzhen was completely unexpected, but this did not affect his plan.As long as Yongniang and Kang Shengan continue as before, the Yan family will only treat them respectfully, and even get more. Their previous karma can also be resolved calmly, but they never thought that Yongniang would do this.

He suspected that Yong Niang was being coerced, and thought of Zhuo Ran.Although Yan Chengxuan told him that Zhuo Ran took a stick to save Kang Sheng'an and couldn't afford it because of an old disease, but this is not an excuse.He really wanted to know what kind of person Zhuo Ran was.

Yan Chengxuan didn't doubt Zhuo Ran, she rushed out to protect Kang Sheng'an only made Yan Chengxuan feel that Zhuo Ran was very affectionate.He didn't know what Wen Rongxi was thinking, nor what Zhuo Ran was thinking.

"Second Young Master." Wen Rongxi said softly, "I want to ask you something."

Yan Chengxuan raised his head.

Wen Rongxi said, "Let me see Wu Xiuting."

(End of this chapter)