The world is heavy and late

Chapter 183
Anping didn't know why the two masters were fine at the beginning, but they still looked like glue, but what's the situation now?
Xu Zhong's legs seemed to be filled with lead, he smiled miserably, and said to Anping: "Follow, send it to the gate of the palace to make sure she goes in."

Anping followed immediately, and only Xu Zhong was left in the yard.

What Xia Qing said was always in Xu Zhong's mind.

"What exactly does Eunuch want?" He just wanted her to coax him.

"Hate the way you look."

"Think again." Did she regret it?
Doomed to sleepless tonight.

Xu Zhong lay on the bed with his lips tightly pressed and his eyes tightly closed, but the pain in his heart and stomach surged up one after another.

Some grievances and great panic.

Why can't she coax herself anymore?Or be a little more patient with yourself?Or, teach him again?
He also blamed himself for keeping silent to Xia Qing. He knew she didn't like it, so why couldn't he follow her a little?
Why do I have such low self-esteem, I dare not say anything, I dare not even stop her to explain.

He even regretted it, but his heart was full of powerlessness.

He felt that getting used to it was a terrible thing. He had never thought that Xia Qing would really be with him, but now that he lost Xia Qing, just thinking about it, he felt that he might go crazy.

But, is he really worthy to stand by Xia Qing's side?
She hated herself, and Xu Zhong's heart seemed to be being torn apart by this realization.

Maybe she was tired of being tolerant of herself, so she said it and thought about it.

In the night, a person pulled the corner of his mouth miserably.

He was lucky enough to pick up a treasure, but he couldn't learn how to cherish and take care of her, so everyone would be bored.

……

Xia Qing also sat in the carriage in a daze, and began to reflect on himself, did he unconsciously bring the anger of this period to Xu Zhong?

She actually didn't want to say such hurtful words, after all, she knew that his father-in-law had always had low self-esteem.

What's more, she was the one who said something that her father-in-law didn't like to hear on purpose, but in the end coaxing him a few words made her angry.

Also specifically say "Hate him like this."?
And even if I don't like him not talking when he is angry, but every time, my father-in-law never ignores her for more than half an hour.

Although there may be reasons why she took the initiative to coax, but the father-in-law really rarely has a temper with him.

Also, it's very easy to coax, thinking that in the past, every time I finished coaxing Xu Zhong, I could always see his neck flushed.

Xia Qing felt even more uncomfortable in her heart. She felt that she was too bad.

She even hesitated whether the two of them were compatible.

Xu Zhong's inferiority complex is inevitable, but isn't her inferiority complex being eliminated day by day by Xu Zhong and the people around her?
She always thought that she was not liked by others, but Xu Zhong loved her so passionately and sincerely.

Are you still blaming him now?

Xia Qing lowered her head dejectedly, feeling that she had treated Xu Zhong really too badly, she was simply a scumbag who would throw away after use.

Obviously just now, my father-in-law stopped her and wanted to ask for peace, but he refused to even turn around, and left on his own, and said such ambiguous words.

She could tell how sad Xu Zhong was feeling just by thinking about it.

She sighed and stomped her feet in annoyance, opened the curtain and asked, "Anping, can you go back now?"

Anping didn't understand these two people, but he took a look at the place and said: "Auntie, just turn around the intersection and the gate of the palace will be locked soon. I'm afraid I won't have time to go back."

Speaking without stopping, Xia Qing saw the palace gate right in front of him.

A little dejectedly said: "No need."

Xia Qing returned to Weiyang Palace a little dejected, and pursed her lips when she saw that Gu Weiyun was still waiting for her.

Seeing Xia Qing's face, Gu Weiyun waved his hand to order the palace servants to retreat, Xia Qing waited until there was no one in the room and couldn't help leaning on Gu Weiyun.

After Gu Weiyun finished listening to today's events, Xia Qing received a surprised and scrutinizing look without any surprise.

Xia Qing lowered his head deeply, and said a little sleepily: "It's because I didn't send out the evil fire a while ago, so I vented my anger on him."

Gu Weiyun didn't comfort Xia Qing, nor did he say anything about Xia Qing.

After all, Xia Qing already knew the crux of the problem, she just said: "Go back and get a good sleep first."

But Xia Qing couldn't sleep at all and tossed and turned on the bed.

Feeling guilty, especially when she thought of Xu Zhong's face, she covered her head with the quilt, really wanting to find a crack in the ground and slip down.

After a long while, Xia Qing, who was covered so hard that he couldn't breathe, slowly came out of the quilt, his face was flushed with anger.

I don't know what Xu Zhong is thinking now, whether he is sad and pitiful, whether he will blame himself.

It was obvious that I was wrong first, but I lost my temper with him in the end?
Xia Qing couldn't sleep anymore just thinking about it.

She cursed fiercely in her heart a few times.

Then she prayed silently in her heart that she could meet Xu Zhong by chance tomorrow.

……

In fact, there are many people who can't sleep that night.

For example, Qin Taifu couldn't sleep, he was not only the prince and Taifu, but also too learned too often.

Thinking of what the emperor meant, he was also thinking about how to implement it.

There are many Doctors of the Five Classics in Taixue. The world has been peaceful in recent years, and there are naturally many people who study. Even if the Taixue is graded and the number of students is expanded, it will not be a problem.

After all, the emperor meant the highest institution of learning, so there would not be many people in the expansion of enrollment.

There are 500 people in Guozixue, including the children of ministers with a rank above three; 800 people in Taixue, and there are also places for officials above rank six; and 500 people from the last four schools.

Actually not too much.

Moreover, the emperor also made it clear that in the future, the imperial examination will give priority to the students of the entire Guozijian, that is, the ordinary post-enrollment of doctors, anecdotes, etc., will also be selected from the Guozijian.

At that time, it is estimated that some people will rush in.

Regarding this matter, the emperor has summoned them three times and five times, and everything is ready.

So he is not worried about the failure of this matter, what he is worried about is the budget of the household department.

The treasury said it was abundant, but it was actually in short supply. The day before yesterday when he handed over the budget, Cao Xiu directly crossed out two-thirds.

The remaining ones are still following the "Tai Xue" at the request of the emperor.

But that was a drop in the bucket, he sighed faintly.

Thinking of this incident, he inevitably thought of the source of this incident.

It was a feeling of emotion again, he had never spoken to that Master Xu on weekdays.

After all, as a servant, literati are mostly self-confident, how can they associate with such a humble person.

Even at that time, when the emperor appointed Master Xu as an official, he still opposed it, and wrote a few large memorials. If the emperor did not insist on this, the appointment would not be an important official. He will definitely not agree to it if he has done a great job.

But I didn't expect that this person is really not the kind of person who is so charming, but also has some talents.

Thinking of this, he felt a little regretful, yes, sorry.

Qin Taifu is a promoter of orthodox thought, a person who stands at the top of the world's literati and students, of course he will not look at Xu Zhong differently because of his talent, his identity is the original sin.

He just regretted why such a person insisted on entering the palace as a servant.

Master Qin Xuan from a family of poets and writers obviously did not have as deep an understanding of the suffering and helplessness in the world as Zhang Zhilai.

His whole life's energy has been devoted to great works of sages and subsets of literature and history.

In fact, most of the time, those who are the most stingy people are right, Taifu Qin is a really well-learned person, and also a really old-fashioned person.

And the bastard who said this was not stingy with King An, and couldn't fall asleep.

I had a quarrel with Princess An at night, of course it was Wang An who thought so unilaterally.

Whether it was Princess An or Princess Anyang who was watching, they all felt that King An was yelling for a long time inexplicably.

Concubine An frowned and looked at the manic Wang An, and sighed in her heart, she knew that it was Wang An who was restrained severely.

Wang An consciously breathed a sigh of relief and let the woman teach him a lesson all day, so he stopped Qin Xuan and scolded him for a while. Why did she say that she should apologize?
Wang An wants to be able to beat Qin Xuan with a sack in front of everyone. You can just say one thing once, stare at him every day, and write so many memorials to scold him?

After yelling, Wang An was like a big rooster with his hands behind his back, and left.

Wang An, who returned to the study, was about to take a rest, why didn't he go back to the main courtyard?
Of course, he felt that he didn't want to see Princess An crying and crying after being taught by him.

Princess An: ... as long as you are happy.

But King An, who was lying on the couch, couldn't sleep anyway. According to what Xu Zhong said, he might stay in the capital for a long time, what exactly did the emperor want him to do.

Wang An, who couldn't sleep after thinking about it, sat up and ordered his servants to call his staff over.

　Life fragments, quarrel and reconcile at the speed of light.The reason why Xia Qing's emotions were not written too much before was because her emotions were directed at Xu Zhong.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)