The world is heavy and late

Chapter 60
Xia Qing and Xu Ji had actually heard some movement outside, because there was no sound insulation at all.

She was a little curious and glanced sideways at the window, wanting to see what was going on in the room.

Xu Ji gave her a hard look,
Xu Ji felt uncomfortable. He obviously didn't feel it when he heard it in the past, but he knew why.

Because of this court lady and his apprentice.

So when he heard the news that His Majesty was going to deliver the meal, he immediately ran down without letting others do it for him. He decided to change someone to guard the emperor at night.

So Xia Qing saw that it was Xu Ji who went to pass on the meal, and it was Xu Zhong who came back.

In fact, Xia Qing was a little relieved when she saw it, after all, she also thought it was strange to listen to the corner with Xu Ji.

So when Xu Zhong came, Xia Qing smiled and winked at him.

Xu Zhong still looked upright and serious, he rarely smiled.

But my heart was a little soft. The day before yesterday, I really wanted to talk to her, but I still felt that she was too bold to keep a straight face.

Seeing her cute and clever appearance now, I just feel that there is nothing wrong with her.

Xia Qing and Xu Zhong finished serving the meal for the two people in the house together.

During this period, Xia Qing looked at Gu Weiyun's embarrassment and gave her a playful look, but got a hard roll of the eyes.

Xia Qing raised her eyebrows and said nothing, she felt that tonight Gu Weiyun would have no bones left, did the emperor's eyes stick to you without seeing him?
The emperor naturally also saw Xia Qing, and thought to himself that this court lady is really courageous, but now his mind is completely on Gu Weiyun.

Gu Weiyun felt that his body was about to be on fire, and couldn't bear it any longer, and turned his head to stare at the emperor fiercely in embarrassment.

But the emperor only felt that he was a bit weak, so he said: "Let's withdraw."

Spring nights are worth thousands of dollars.

Xia Qing and Xu Zhong retreated outside the door and stood guard under the eaves, and Xia Qing also said: "Go and watch at the door, watch."

The people from Weiyang Palace went down immediately, and one of the servants behind Xu Ji also dragged the other out.

Xia Qing began to whisper to Xu Zhong: "Elder-in-law, do you need to record this?"

Xu Zhong glanced at Xia Qing and said, "Master has already reported to the police."

Xia Qing nodded in understanding, before the voice in the room thought about it, Xia Qing said: "Elder-in-law bought a house outside?"

Xu Zhong: "Yes."

Xu Zhong thought that he still had hope in his heart, so after he had more money, he asked someone to look at the house. He probably also wanted to have a home. If he had her... this life would be enough.

Thinking of this, he glanced at Xia Qing slightly sideways, lowered his eyelids, and covered them with gentle eyes.

Xia Qing didn't pay attention and continued: "Then on the 25th of next month, father-in-law and I will leave the palace together."

"I asked for family leave on the 25th."

Xu Zhong was stunned for a moment and said, "Has your family come to the capital?"

Xia Qing looked at him speechlessly, Xu Zhong was a little embarrassed and was shaken for a while, and now he reacted and asked: "Why did you leave the palace?"

Xia Qing curled her lips and said, "Go and see our house. Although I didn't pay for the house, I will save some money in the future or earn some after I leave the palace. We will be equal. I don't want a betrothal gift or a dowry." .”

Xu Zhong felt that he was about to believe it. Every time she said such things to herself, did she really want to spend the rest of her life with herself?
This is the voice from the room suddenly, it is very... Lively and fragrant.

Before dinner, Xia Qing still wanted to take a glance indifferently, but now that Xu Zhong was here, his eyes flickered and he felt embarrassed.

Xu Zhong's thoughts suddenly stopped when he heard the voice, and he glanced sideways at Xia Qing, whose eyes were shining and his earlobes were red, and he lowered his head directly.

He gritted his teeth, and suddenly hated himself for thinking wildly, and also blamed Xia Qing for often saying irresponsible things.

He also thought of the meaningful look in the master's eyes when he came. He thought that the master asked him to come to let him meet Xia Qing.

The voice became louder and louder, male and female voices were still mixed, Xia Qing also became more and more embarrassed, complaining in his heart that the emperor was a pervert.

She turned her head and continued talking to Xu Zhong: "Why isn't your father-in-law talking anymore?"

As a result, Xu Zhong didn't even look at Xia Qing this time, and just didn't speak.

Xu Zhong didn't want to talk, he had nothing to say at all, what did she want him to say in this situation?Telling her not to leave is a joke?Or do you want to go with you after your likes disappear?

He doesn't have that kind of mind or tolerance, he thinks he is far from the gentleman taught by his husband.

However, Xia Qing understood something, and understood Xu Ji's deep meaning in asking him to come. She fixedly looked at Xu Zhong's lowered head.

I understand that this is another knife. In the past, my father-in-law did not feel inferior because he never violated the principles in his heart, but now the father-in-law is pushed into a dilemma by himself. His principles tell him to push himself away, but he keeps getting closer. Father-in-law He couldn't bear to refuse at all.

She directly reached out to grab Xu Zhong's hand and pulled him into the courtyard. Xu Zhong was startled and immediately wanted to break free, but Xia Qing took this opportunity to clasp his fingers tightly.

Xu Zhong didn't care about it anymore, he glanced at Xia Qing in shock, and immediately wanted to put on a serious face to teach, but Xia Qing had already said: "Elder-in-law, are you happy like this?"

"Every time I talk to my father-in-law, I hug him, I kiss my father-in-law, is he sincere?"

Xia Qing looked at Xu Zhong with fixed eyes, Xu Zhong opened his mouth, and finally said softly: "Happy."

"Then why does the father-in-law feel uncomfortable every time because of this incident?"

"Qing Niang, you are still young, you don't understand."

"My father-in-law, you feel that you have been a slave all your life, that you are a eunuch, and that I would not like such a person, right?"

Xu Zhong was concerned about what was said, and now he can't control the voice inside and the five fingers clasped tightly. Tears have been drawn from his eyes, and he said in a trembling voice:
"I used to be a eunuch, but I didn't think about those things. I know that many things cannot be changed by one person, including my fate. I don't blame others or myself. I just want to live all the time, but I don't know Why live."

After speaking, he raised his hand to caress Xia Qing's face, but finally put it down and said:
"Until I met you, the first time I met you, I felt that I should get out of the quagmire of Si Lisi, and in the subsequent contacts, no one has ever treated the eunuch like this. I seem to have a living goal-to guard you protect you."

"But only at this time did I realize that I would also feel inferior. You are open-minded, tolerant, smart and clever, but I am just a little eunuch with both parents dead and no relatives or reasons."

"Every time I think about it, I know how unworthy I am, but I can't help it. For the first time, I also blamed fate and myself. I wish I was an upright person. It doesn't matter even if I am poor. I have hands. Your feet can support you."

"But I'm not. I met you, but I don't seem to have the qualifications to stay by your side all the time."

At this time, Xu Zhong had already started to choke up. He kept these words in his heart, but he couldn't say them. Now that Xia Qing had exposed him, he realized that there were many things that he didn't have to listen to if he didn't want to.

He continued: "Qing Niang, you are too young. You don't know if you want to be alone, if you want someone who loves you wholeheartedly, or if you really want just me, but no matter what, these things I can do it, but have you ever thought about it?"

Speaking of which, Xu Zhong turned his eyes away and looked at the pitch-black night outside without the slightest light.

Slowly said: "If one day there will be another person who can accompany you and love you, then what should I do? I don't have the slightest chance to refute, because I don't deserve it. You may like me now because only I am alone, but you will meet more people in the future."

Xu Zhong looked at Xia Qing who was a little stunned in front of him, and still stroked her head with his hand, and said with loving eyes:
"Qing Niang, I'm very happy. I'm very happy to meet you. I'm very happy that you need me. Xinyue is very happy to meet you. I'm also happy every time I meet you. But it seems that I can only be happy until I'm happy. I can't covet more."

Xia Qing looked at this man who was crying in front of her for the first time in a daze. She knew that it was not only Xu Zhong's own problem, but also his own.

She didn't expect Xu Zhong to see through herself completely from the beginning to the end. It was her desire for love that was far higher than her desire for him, which made him feel so uneasy.

He could understand himself, that's why he was so desperate, and that's why everyone could come and stab him, including himself.

But he still opened his arms to himself, allowing her to absorb it unscrupulously.

He listened to those heartbreaking words over and over again, and looked at his carelessness over and over again, how much perseverance he must have to deal with these every time.

His sweet words may be honey or arsenic, because he doesn't know whether he needs his love or him, he is too desperate.

Status does not give him qualifications, reality does not allow him to indulge, even he ignores his helplessness, so what can he do?

　Today is April Fool's Day, I wish you all a happy April.

　　Thank you to all the little cuties who have supported "The World's Heavy Late Youth" since March~
　　Let's go together in April.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)