Siheyuan: Twenty-eight bars chasing Qin Jingru

Zou He started to eat, and Zou He's mother wanted to ask Zou He about the blind date while eating, but Zou He hated to talk about these things, because Zou He himself hated blind dates very much, and he was too lazy to talk about this topic.So he faltered and flickered, and then quickly ate a few mouthfuls, thinking that he would finish eating early, and then there would be no need to talk about this topic anymore.After leaving, my mother could see it, so I chatted for a few words and didn't ask any more questions.

He just asked Zou He to eat more, and he went out to do other things right away, and told Zou He to clean up the dishes after eating and wait for him to come back to wash.Zou He obediently obeyed after eating.After tidying up the dishes, he went into his room.He is used to living alone at home at night, because his parents are still very busy at work, and Zou and his mother come back every night to cook a meal for Zou He.Unlike letting him eat takeaway every day, he is actually very busy, and the time for cooking is also squeezed out.So after eating every day, I have to go back to work for a while.

Zou He also persuaded her many times not to come back, because running back and forth is still hard work, so it would take two more trips to go back and forth, and Zou He has grown up now and can take care of himself.However, under the care of Zou He's mother, Zou He is still very lazy. At such an age, he hasn't cooked a meal by himself.So Zou He's mother was worried that if she didn't come back to cook, Zou He would just eat takeaway every day to deal with it.

Zou and his mother felt that it was not good to eat takeaway every day, it was too unhealthy, and it was not nutritious, and the ingredients were definitely not as good as their own.So he insisted on making an extra trip every day to cook for Zou He and eat with Zou He.Zou He sometimes feels that this love is too heavy, but he can't refuse it, he can only accept it.Zou and his mother are not easy at work now. The competition in the workplace is very fierce. Sometimes they are so busy to get things done well, so that the unit will not pick her up. Otherwise, at his current age, it is easy for him to be caught by younger replaced.

Zou He saw it in his eyes, and he really knew in his heart that their difficulties were not easy.Although he looks a bit idle, he is not that naughty after all. He still doesn't do anything out of the ordinary, but he is usually lazy and less self-disciplined.Just love me playing games and stuff.This is actually not a big disadvantage.

Zou He's mother and father also knew him very well, so they always treated him well in their own way, and never said anything about Zou He.Zou He also loves his parents very much, but he doesn't know how to help them lighten the burden, but Zou He silently remembers these things in his heart.Thinking that one day I can treat them better.

It's just that Zou He's current job really makes him very speechless. No one in the company believes in Zou He's ability. He has been in the company for more than half a year. Except for various blows, no one seems to see his talent. No chance.So for half a year, he has been doing odd jobs, which is hard for him to accept.

Thinking back to when I was admitted to university and then looking for a job, I also had ambitions, and I wanted to give full play to my talents at work.I never thought that after working, I finally got into the big company I dreamed of.But there are indeed a lot of talents inside, and I am nothing at all.So at the beginning Zou He followed the seniors and outstanding ones very humbly.But they seemed to be very proud. Zou Heping seldom talked and asked them questions, but they would ignore them.At first Zou He thought it was because he was not polite enough, but after a long time he finally understood that they didn't think highly of him at all.

In order to keep those high-achieving students, the company gave them extra preferential treatment.So much so that they didn't take other people seriously, which Zou He couldn't accept.But I can't change it, because he is just a small employee, who will listen to his ideas.So Zou He began to make soy sauce every day in the company.After a long time, I have forgotten my original purpose of coming to the company.

He also thought about resigning, but he didn't have much work experience. If he quit his first job so soon, others would suspect that he was not stable enough when looking for a job in the future.So he has been in the most junior position, slowly holding back.He really wants to be able to work well, but it is really difficult for him to be serious about this kind of work such as wheat coffee every day, buying food or printing.So it stayed like this day after day.Although I feel very numb.

But he still did not choose to resign easily.Later, I learned that Xiaopang and Dachuan are not much better than Zou He, and they also do odd jobs in the company.Now Zou He has experienced the hardships of society.If I hadn't been admitted to university, I guess I wouldn't even be able to do this kind of chores.He suddenly felt the cruelty of society.It's hard for him to think that he will have to spend decades like this before he can retire.

So the three of them often told each other their grievances and unwillingness at work, but in the end they all chose to compromise.Because they themselves can't change the atmosphere of this workplace.And in the final analysis, it's because I'm not good enough. If I was good, I wouldn't have to look at other people's faces every day, because then I would be them.

Okawa and Xiaopang also felt the same way, so they gradually became too lazy to talk about the company after work, but found some happiness in their own way, which could at least offset most of the emotions and unhappiness at work.Zou and his mother didn't know that Zou and his work were not going well.

All he knew was that Zou He was working in a big company, and it sounded like his relatives and friends were very envious.But he didn't know that Zou He was actually doing odd jobs there.However, Zou He never told his parents that this is probably a way for adults to report good news instead of bad news.Zou He is the same. He never thought of telling his parents about this. Every time Zou He's mother or father asked him about his work, he would always say that it was fine. He didn't want his parents to go to work and worry about himself. .Besides, I'm not that vulnerable.

Even if it is the job of making soy sauce, it is not so bad, at least it is still possible to make soy sauce.There's nothing wrong with taking it easy.Zou He's mentality is still very good, and his ability to withstand pressure is also very good.In the company, I often feel ignored and indifferent by my colleagues, but he still smiles every day.

Because of this personality, I also made one or two colleagues who usually have a good relationship.When I usually go to work, I can still chat with each other over dinner after get off work, and I don’t feel so boring.So although Zou He felt a little disappointed, he was okay, not in a state where he couldn't stay any longer.So I feel that there is no need to tell my parents about this kind of thing. Telling them will only worry and worry, and it will not be of much help.It is not easy for parents to support themselves until they are admitted to university. They have paid a lot, but they can no longer worry about themselves all day long.For things like work, you have to work hard on your own.Zou He's playing soy sauce now doesn't mean he doesn't have any dreams.His dreams are big.

He even wants to be his own boss, but the time has not come yet, so he will wait patiently.One day I will have a chance.Zou He is also a very optimistic person. He has been far-sighted in doing things since he was a child, so success is easy, but the time has not yet come.

At this time, Zou He turned on the light after eating, and turned on the computer by himself in the room.This is Okawa Xiaopang too, and they are all online at this time.See Zou He online.The two rushed to say hello to Zou He, wanting to have a fight together.Zou He originally wanted to come up to take a look, but they caught him, and he couldn't do without beating him.So I blacked out with them.The two of them are still as usual, both good and fun.The roles chosen by the two are all support, and Zou He is the one who leads the fly every time, and the two are the ones who follow Zou and Deser.

Zou He always wonders why these two people are so in love with each other. In fact, they are really good. Every time they are contested, and then they call Zou He to save them every time.Zou He was a little speechless.But he's used to it, otherwise he wouldn't want to bring such a bad teammate.But they were good friends since childhood, so he endured it.

After the fight, Zou He didn't want to play anymore, but the two still wanted to drag Zou He to continue playing. Zou He really didn't want to play anymore, so he went offline by himself.Although they kept calling Zou He, Zou He was too lazy to look at his phone, so he climbed onto the bed and picked up a book to read.Because Zou He felt a little tired.Recently Zou He often feels tired.

Looking at Zou He, he fell asleep again.Just after sleeping for a while, Zou He heard Wang Juan's voice in his ear, because Wang Juan couldn't see Zou He in the afternoon, so he came to the box, and it turned out that Zou He was really in the box.Zou He heard Wang Juan calling him, so he slowly opened his eyes, saw Wang Juan, and asked, what time is it now.Wang Juan said that it is very late now, and it is almost night.Only then did Zou He realize that he had slept for a long time.

So I stretched and stood up. Because I was a little dizzy from sleeping, I almost fell when I stood up.When Wang Juan saw her, she hurried up to help her.Zou He suddenly felt his heart beat faster.Wang Juan blushed when she looked at Zou He at this moment.Then the two quickly shifted their eyes, but the atmosphere was still very subtle.Zou He then said thank you.Wang Juan smiled and told Zou He to be careful.

So Wang Juan asked him: "Are you tired recently? Why do you keep seeing you sleeping lately?" Zou He didn't know how to explain.He also commutes to get off work and sleeps normally every day, but he is particularly tired recently, and Zou He himself does not know why this happens, he just wonders if it is the reason why he has been passing it back and forth recently.But this is not easy to explain to others.

So he said, "It's probably because I haven't slept well at night recently, it's okay." After hearing what Zou He said, Wang Juan didn't say much.Wang Juan is pretty busy with things right now.The others also went to rest separately, and some also found private rooms to sleep in.At this time, Wang Juan wanted to come and chat with Zou He.But when there were really only two people staying together, I didn't know what to say, so the atmosphere was a little awkward.So Zou He took the initiative to ask where Wang Juan was from, and whether there were any brothers and sisters in the family.After Zou He asked, Wang Juan answered them one by one.

Wang Juan is from the south and has a younger brother at home.It is also the first time for me to work in such a far place. When I was working for the first time, I encountered rain.And the first job boss was pretty bad.I am very strict with them. I can’t be idle even after I finish work during normal working hours. I always find various jobs for them.

Wang Juan's family conditions are not very good, and they live in a rural area, so there are no job opportunities there.In addition, Wang Juan didn't study much and her education was relatively low, so she had no place to make money at her own home.But the parents at home are very old, and it is very difficult to support myself and my younger brother, so I rely on myself to do farm work.

Wang Juan felt that they worked too hard, so she was very sensible since she was a child, and always helped adults with their work.In fact, her academic performance is also very good, but considering that her parents will study for her, she will be under a lot of pressure, so just after finishing elementary school, Wang Juan began to help out at home.Let the younger brother study alone.

Parents knew that she was sensible and filial, but they couldn't hold her back, so they had no choice but to let him stop studying.Later, some of Wang Juan's friends went to work outside and made money.And she knows that there will be more opportunities in the big cities I face.So Wang Juan decided to come here alone without even thinking about it.

When she first came here, Wang Juan also said that she was still very scared because she was unfamiliar with the place.It feels like there are strangers around, and she is a girl, so Wang Juan can only be cautious wherever she goes.Even so, the first job was not very good, but for Wang Juan, who had done farm work, it was still acceptable.

At least she can make money. Although she works almost all day except for sleeping, she doesn't feel tired, and she works very hard.Later, the rain couldn't stand it anymore and she left, but Wang Juan still insisted on working there.If it hadn't been for the rain to come to Zouhe's restaurant to work and ask her to come with her, Wang Juan probably hasn't resigned until now.

In Wang Juan's view, it's okay to work harder, as long as he can make money, he is willing.He just wanted to make money to go back to his younger brother and his parents, to help them reduce their burden, and to make their life easier.You don't have to do farm work so hard every day.

Zou He listened to Wang Juan talking about her family and work, and couldn't help but feel a sense of love for her, especially her.But it doesn't show well either.I had to listen to her quietly.Zou He still admired Wang Juan.I feel that she is a very kind and sensible girl.

And it's not easy. It's really courageous for a girl to come to this strange city alone.Zou He thought that he must treat her well in the future.Seeing what Wang Juan had said, Zou He went up and patted her on the head, and said, "You are awesome, you will be even better in the future." (End of this chapter)