Ronin: Start with the cotton

Chapter 235 You Are My Everything!
In a high-end club.

Huang Xiaoxian collapsed drunk on the Italian-style brown leather chair, holding her backpack in her arms. The mobile phone fell on the ground at some point, and was picked up by the waiter and placed on the table.She seemed to be dreaming of something beautiful, and a faint smile appeared from the corner of her mouth, but soon, her forehead gradually wrinkled.

"Lu Ran..."

Huang Xiaoxian slowly opened his eyes, saw Qiao Shan who was sitting silently beside him, sat up in a daze, and whispered: "You, you are here."

"Look, the Forbidden City!"

Huang Xiaoxian pointed to the scenery of the imperial city outside the clubhouse, and recalled the scene when the two were just together, braving the heavy snow to play outside the imperial city, and carefully stretched out her hand, wanting to touch Qiao Shan's face, but when there was a gap between fingers, He stopped, as if he was afraid of puncturing his dream.

"Let's go to the Forbidden City... you say something..."

"it is good."

Qiao Shan was silent for a while, then stood up slowly, grabbed Huang Xiaoxian's hand with a natural expression, stuffed the mobile phone on the table into the other's backpack, a smile gradually appeared on his face, looked at the scenery outside the window, and said with a smile :

"Let's go, we haven't been to the Forbidden City for a long time."

……

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After leaving the Lan Club, the two detoured on the sidewalk behind them and walked slowly along the road. The shadow under the street lamp was stretched and slender, but it was quickly faded by the next street lamp in front, and turned to fold behind each other.

Come to the Waijinshui River,
Looking at the familiar scene, Huang Xiaoxian let go of Qiao Shan's hand belatedly, bowed her head and remained silent.

Qiao Shan took off his coat, and put it on Huang Xiaoxian like Lu Ran usually did. Huang Xiaoxian hid for a while, but still acquiesced.

"The last time we came here together was two years ago."

Qiao Shan propped his hands on the railing, recalling the sweet time between Lu Ran and Huang Xiaoxian in his memory, he couldn't help but feel a little bit of luck.

Why do two people who love each other so much hate each other in the end?
It's all Wang Xiaojian!
……

"When did you and her... start?"

Huang Xiaoxian, who was a little sobered by the cold night wind, looked at the man she loved so much with complicated eyes, and wanted to hate him from the bottom of her heart, but when she saw the deep eyes of the other person, she couldn't convince herself to hate him at all. .

"Do you want to hear the truth or a lie?" Qiao Shan looked at the girl beside him, and said something according to Lu Ran's habit, but felt that it was unnecessary, so he lowered his head and laughed at himself. Before Huang Xiaoxian could answer, he asked himself and answered:

"The lie is, half a year ago."

"The truth is, on the day you bumped into each other."

"However...whether it is true or false, it is meaningless now."

It's a bit deep into the drama.

Raising his hand and rubbing the center of his brows, Qiao Shan looked up at the cloudy sky, and the golden core that had been silently sealed in his body for several days turned round and round, making his mind clear again.

The world of mortals is indeed easy to disturb the Dao heart!
……

"why?"

Huang Xiaoxian looked sad, but she tightly pressed her lips to keep herself from losing her composure, her eyes were full of tears, and she fixedly stared at Qiao Shan's eyes.

"...It's not your fault, it's me who has changed."

Qiao Shan took a long breath, put his hands in his pockets, looked at the vast night, and said lightly: "Do you remember when we were in school?"

"Every time I said Feng Jiaqi was bad, you would scold me."

"That time in the bar, Feng Jiaqi was drunk and provoked others. It was obviously her fault. I just pulled you, but you pointed at my nose and yelled, and even went up to fight."

As if thinking of Huang Xiaoxian's shrew appearance at that time, Qiao Shan laughed twice, then disappeared quickly, and continued:
"Feng Jiaqi has never been your best friend. She is jealous of the boy she likes who likes you, jealous of my care for you, jealous of you who are not as good as her but live better and better than her... And these, you have never I don’t know, and I don’t believe it.”

"I..." Huang Xiaoxian opened his mouth, but didn't say anything.

……

"You have worked in the wedding company for so long, and you have seen all kinds of new people enter the marriage hall, but have you thought about it? How will we get along after we get married?"

"I thought about it."

"In the past two years, we have had more and more quarrels. Every time we quarrel, you have to stop talking. The lethality is enough to make me hit the wall. It will be over once and for all. You feel comfortable after the quarrel. Have you ever thought about my feelings?"

"No, never."

Qiao Shan's tone was very flat, but Huang Xiaoxian's heart became more and more heavy.

"I won't go to the end with Feng Jiaqi... However, our fate has also come to an end. I see everything so clearly, but I can't do anything about it."

"You used to be my dream, but it was destined not to come true."

Qiao Shan took Huang Xiaoxian's hand again and held it tightly.

Huang Xiaoxian finally couldn't help the tears from the corners of her eyes, her face was a little pale, she suddenly frowned, showing a hint of pain, she covered her lower ribs, and slowly squatted down.

"You have a stomachache again."

Qiao Shan quickly squatted down, reached out to help Huang Xiaoxian rub it, and blamed him a little:

"I know I have a bad stomach, but I still want to drink!"

……

"Woooo..."

Huang Xiaoxian buried her head and began to cry, the man in front of her was obviously still as gentle and caring as before, but she suddenly realized that she would lose this man forever.

"why why why!"

Huang Xiaoxian tugged on Qiao Shan's clothes, the strong disguise she had endured was completely broken, and she covered her face and cried bitterly.

Qiao Shan suddenly hugged Huang Xiaoxian, letting her fist hit him hard,
whispered:
"I still love you as before, but I can't live around you like I used to. This has nothing to do with self-esteem. It's me realizing that my love for you has changed."

"Sorry……"

"Bastard! You bastard!"

Huang Xiaoxian's fist gradually stopped, she sobbed and looked at Qiao Shan and said, "I can change it!"

"I can change it, let's start over, Lu Ran!"

She now understands,
The end of this relationship was never because of Feng Jiaqi, but because of herself, who had been hurting this man who loved her deeply invisibly.

……

"Xiaoxian, don't do this."

"I've always liked that carefree Huang Xiaoxian with a big grin, a slightly poisonous mouth but a kind heart. Don't change for me, I'm not worth it."

Qiao Shan helped Huang Xiaoxian get up, and wiped away the tears from the corners of Huang Xiaoxian's eyes.

Glancing at the thin figure hiding in the corner not far away, his heart moved slightly, he cupped Huang Xiaoxian's face, and kissed it deeply.

Huang Xiaoxian closed her eyes, and responded enthusiastically to Qiao Shan.

For a long time, the lips are divided.

Qiao Shan hugged Huang Xiaoxian's shoulders and said:
"Let's go, it's getting late, I'll take you home."

"Remember, love is never the whole of life, take care of yourself in the future, that is the best revenge for me."

Huang Xiaoxian was amused by Qiao Shan, but quickly fell silent.

She stopped and looked at Qiao Shan quietly:

"You go first, I will watch you go."

Qiao Shan turned his head, was silent for a moment, met Huang Xiaoxian's resolute eyes, and nodded:

"Okay, then I'll go first."

After that, Qiao Shan turned and left.

……

Looking at the distant back, Huang Xiaoxian pulled the warm coat around her body with both hands, as if she wanted to completely wrap herself in it.

murmured in a low voice:
"Lu Ran, you are my whole life."

Qiao Shan paused without stopping, and continued to leave along the sidewalk.

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(End of this chapter)