Dream back to the beginning, you are fine

Chapter 205 Inappropriate
Xu Changqing didn't know what kind of mentality "You are having a hard time, I am happy." This is a kind of mentality, maybe she was already abnormal long, long ago.

Seeing Xu Baimi, who had never washed clothes by the river embankment in the twilight, flustered her hands and feet; listening to the flustered footsteps, there was an exasperated curse.

Xu Changqing felt that she had never felt so refreshed, and she might also be seriously ill.This is not good, very bad, not generally bad.

In this life, you should no longer live with hatred.All the people she wants are by her side, this is the greatest love God has given her, she shouldn't and can't fall into the pit again.

Don't be afraid of making mistakes, just be afraid that your thinking will become more and more extreme, and you still don't know anything about it.Back in Evergreen Garden, Xu Changqing was silently busy farming while reflecting on himself.

After planting cotton seeds on the last small field, picking ripe tomatoes and cucumbers, she watered the two acres of crops again, and it was already late.

Outside, the night deepened.After lying on the kang for a long time, Xu Changqing still didn't feel sleepy, so he turned over again.When it comes to self-reflection, it is very easy to say, but also extremely difficult to say.

The difficulty is that she still can't figure out what is wrong with living with herself.If she is wrong, where can she correct it?Correction means that you have to be aggrieved to death, what is the point of living.

This explanation simply doesn't work.It is better to be selfish than to be aggrieved, to do as one pleases, and to do it as soon as you want to make things worse.

Xu Shi found a reasonable explanation for his mentality, Xu Changqing started to sleep soundly that night, and lived a fulfilling and leisurely life in the following days.

Leisurely refers to the fact that after three days in a row, she finally finished her work in the Evergreen Garden, and she was finally able to read the collected books on Chinese medicine in her spare time.

It is a pity that it is easy to read the classics of traditional Chinese medicine. She is not very savvy, but it is not difficult to understand it. Just reading the book has already made Chinese medicine more profound.

It was exactly as Grandma Tian said.

Even if you are familiar with the theory, you have to go to collect medicine and make medicine in practice.To understand each medicine, you can be considered qualified if you persist in this way for more than ten years.

Yes, it can only be regarded as qualified, not proficient.According to the analysis of what her old man said when he came to the house the day before yesterday, even if she devoted herself to learning, she might just be a quack doctor.

It's really shocking.

What is called her is a brain of mathematics, physics and chemistry, which is not suitable for taking this path.She, Xu Changqing, still doesn't believe in this evil, is it possible that she can only be limited to this?
Regarding this, Shen Weimin, who was finally looking forward to meeting his senior minister, struggled to find a suitable wording.Grandma Tian is not hitting people, in fact she is.

You are not suitable for studying medicine, regardless of whether you have high savvy... "Did you forget that you are allergic to penicillin?" Finally, Shen Weimin found the most suitable excuse.

Xu Changqing was dumbfounded.Thinking about it, I still don't give up, "I studied Chinese medicine, but I am not a doctor. You don't know that Chinese medicine has almost dominated the global medical field in the next 20 years."

"20 years? Then you must have lived to the age of eighty." Shen Weimin immediately held her head in both hands, "You were the only one at that time?"

"Isn't that..." Xu Changqing realized that the topic had been misleading, and brought it back, "You also think that I can't learn Chinese medicine, so how about I just choose medicine?"

"What about Gangzi?"

"You're a step too late. Brother Huzi didn't make it past seventy, and even Guangbai..."

"Stop talking." Before she could finish speaking, Shen Weimin hugged her and patted her gently, "I'm sorry, I still couldn't accompany you to the last day."

"Nonsense." Xu Changqing closed his eyes towards the sky, "I missed you, I should have told you to pay attention to your body. So, brother Weimin, I want to study medicine."

"Okay! Let's learn."

"It's not you who learn, it's me. In this life, let me guard you, and you can do what you like. Just promise me to avoid drinking and socializing, and protect your liver."

Shen Weimin stroked the back of Xu Changqing's head with his hand, followed her gaze to the sky, "I didn't mean to hide it from you, but it was too late when I found out."

"Well, I don't blame you." If you want to blame, it's her.I don't know how to pay, I only know how to give.With such a person by her side day and night, she was so careless that she didn't know until the end.

If it was earlier, even if it was only half a year earlier, the family would be bankrupt, and it might be possible to keep people. "Brother Weimin, if I get married later, do you regret it?"

"You're still married after you're over 60?"

"I mean before."

"How dare you!" Shen Weimin pinched her face angrily, "I really lose my temper, who dared to chase you back then!" If you dare to marry, I will kill you!
Xu Changqing took his hand, "To be honest, you dropped out of school to find me, did you regret it later? Maybe if you don't drop out of school, the result will be different for you and me."

Shen Weimin was silent for a while: "It would be a lie to say that there is none. I have imagined countless times that if my achievements are greater, will your worries be less.

In fact, you avoided me back then and pretended you didn't notice anything. I knew what you were thinking, otherwise I wouldn't have treated it as nothing.

At that time, you were afraid of dragging me down, and wanted me to find someone to leave.It's a pity that it's too late. I never regret dropping out of school to find you, but I regret not forcing you to marry me.

On the day I found out about my illness, I regretted it so much, even if I just leave a child with you.No matter how good Wen Hao is, if he has his mother, you won't ask him to accompany him.

The children of Guangbai's family are indeed close to you, but except for the older ones, the rest, including the children of Zisu's family, you will never interact with them too much.

Gangzi's is even further away, not as good as that boy Wen Hao.Unless you announce your identity and property, there are plenty of filial sons and grandsons who will appear by your side.

But with your personality? "Speaking, Shen Weimin shook his head, "You will never do such a thing, since you picked your eldest nephew to start training, the result is doomed.

How could I not regret it, regret it to death.It's not that you have worked for most of your life, and all the benefits have been given to your eldest nephew, but you feel at ease if I leave because you have flesh and blood.

This person, if you don't live to the last step, you really don't understand why some people want to have a child after most of their lives. Having a child is not a sign of sustenance. "

Xu Changqing looked away thoughtfully, "Children are important?"

"It's very important to me. The one who can accompany you instead of me and reassure me is my own child." After finishing speaking, Shen Weimin sensitively realized that this statement was wrong.

He explained, "If I am destined not to have my own flesh and blood, I will adopt an orphan in advance in this life and bring them up myself. It doesn't need to be outstanding, filial piety is enough."

That's it..."If, what I'm talking about is if, if I don't do anything for the rest of my life and get a stable job in the future, you..."

"I'm here to make money!"

　I wish you all a happy new year, all the best, all wishes come true, whatever you do, work smoothly.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)