The little crying bag she raised was crooked and turned into a demon

Chapter 37
How does it feel to count the days with your fingers?
She thought that she would have nothing to worry about in her life, but she never thought that there might be someone who missed her.

Nianjiao stood up, wiped away her tears, pursed her lips, and smiled as if nothing had happened.

"Brother said that I like the way I smile the most. I will keep smiling until I find him. Thank you for thinking of me, Su Yueli, I remember you, you don't have to worry about me, I will definitely find him Yes, go to the sky or enter the earth, no hesitation!"

After she finished speaking, she turned and left.

Looking at her back, Su Yueli was a little dazed, and murmured: "Go to the sky and enter the earth? What if... you can't find it like that?"

She closed her eyes, feeling her head was in a mess.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

Su Yueli raised her head and said, "Come in."

The door was pushed open by a pair of gentle hands like white jade, and the beautiful boy walked in slowly.

For a moment, Su Yueli was a little stunned.

The young man was tall and tall, with beautiful eyes and affectionate eyes. His jet-black hair was casually tied at the back of his head, and two strands of temple hair were casually floating on his cheeks.

"Sister, I just heard the sound. Which woman is here to disturb my sister?"

When mentioning Nianjiao, Su Yueli inexplicably felt a little sad.

Thinking of what Nian Jiao said, and Luo Huaiyue, I felt even more sad.

She beckoned and signaled Luo Huaiyue to sit beside her.

The young man sat down and looked at Su Yueli worriedly, "Sister, what's wrong with you?"

Su Yueli smiled and shook her head, "I'm fine, it's just that I suddenly felt that I wasn't good enough to you before."

She didn't put herself in Luo Huaiyue's shoes, all she thought about was how not to cause trouble to others, she never thought that someone might miss her.

Luo Huaiyue shook her head nervously, "No, my sister is very good to me, and my sister is the best to me."

The young man's clear voice, coupled with the fact that it was slightly pitched up because of the haste, made it even more pitiful.

She raised her hand, rubbed the child's hair, and said with a smile: "I will think about everything for you in the future, but... I also hope that Huai Yue can think more about herself. I never like to talk to you I don’t know if it’s because of this that you seldom make friends with outsiders. You are still young, and the road to go is longer than mine. You can’t be complacent in everything, and you should make more friends with others. To me Just be less dependent."

Su Yueli only felt that she would not stay by Luo Huaiyue's side for the rest of her life.

In fact, this is not the first time she has such an idea. Bai Lianyu sent Luo Huaiyue to her upbringing because of the demon clan's attack and Ye Yun's whereabouts were unknown.

Probably because of Su Yueli's relationship, in the Tiangong, especially the generation of the emperor who raised Su Yueli, the evil deeds of Bai Lianyu are obvious to all.

At that time, Bai Lianyu's child was a hot potato, if God Ye Yun asked, maybe someone would adopt it, but if it was Bai Lianyu...it was almost impossible.

She was really desperate, otherwise she would never have come to this point.

Thinking about these years, although Su Yueli has not fulfilled the important task of raising her up, she has fulfilled Bai Lianyu's entrustment by protecting her family and the country.

Now that Luo Huaiyue is so old, there is really no need for Su Yueli to continue raising children for her.

She was just thinking to herself, but Luo Huaiyue beside her had already lowered her eyes, feeling sad in her heart.

"What does sister mean?"

Su Yueli was stunned, and said: "It's nothing, it's just that my heart is like a duckweed, and I'm afraid that one day your dependence will become your pain."

The boy raised his head, his eyes were slightly moist, his hands were tightly squeezed together, and pressed on his thighs.

He looked at her silently, before speaking for a moment, "Then sister, can't you stop? The war is over, so there is no one else in the Celestial Clan? Why? Why does my sister have to do everything, and why do they dictate?"

Luo Huaiyue shouted almost out of anger.

After finishing speaking, I deeply regretted, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that to my sister."

Su Yueli didn't blame him, it was destined to explain all these things clearly tonight.

Although she didn't know Luo Huaiyue's feelings, she vaguely understood that he was in pain, and this pain came from her!
Su Yueli doesn't like to pile things up, it's bullshit to say anything later, if it can be solved, then at this moment!

"Huaiyue, I am willing. I didn't understand before. I always wanted to be an idle fairy, but then I had a goal. I want to be a god, and I want to become a better god. But no matter who it is, Everyone shoulders responsibilities. If there is no responsibility, how can we protect those who are weaker than ourselves? If God does not have the responsibility to protect others, then he may be eliminated by people before becoming God. It is precisely because of the protection of others , we can live well, and when we can protect others, can we...can we stand by and watch?"

It's not that Luo Huaiyue doesn't understand what Su Yueli said, it's just...it's just that she is the only one he cares about.

He doesn't need her protection, even if he dies, he would rather die himself than her.

"I don't want to hear this, I don't want to hear..." The boy's voice choked up.

Su Yueli patted him on the back, once or twice.

Her voice was softer than ever before, "If your mind is not on me, you can see a lot, Huai Yue, open your eyes and take a good look at others, you know too little, so you rely on me .You take me as your umbrella, because your mother told you so, but in fact, it's not like that. I... I'm nothing, I'm just a very ordinary responsible person, those you want Companionship, I... I don't think I can give you."

Tears rolled down from the corners of the boy's eyes, he sucked his nose, pretended to be stubborn, and clenched his teeth tightly.

No, no, it's not what she said, not at all, the feeling in his heart is very clear to him, what he wants is not just company.

What he wants... is possession!

He wanted to monopolize her good, her protection, and everything about her.

He hated that she was always busy with other people's affairs, and he hated that she always wanted to put him aside.

Luo Huaiyue stood up unsteadily, and murmured in a low voice, "I see."

He walked out the door, Su Yueli called to stop him, "Huaiyue!"

The young man spoke bitterly, with a hoarse voice, and said, "Sister, at least give me some time to think about it."

Su Yueli didn't say anything, just watched the boy walk out with heavy steps, she felt a dull pain in her heart.

(End of this chapter)