He walks against the light with her

Chapter 34 With and Only You

Whoever hurt him, she wanted his life.

Shen Yan looked back at her.

There was a swaying broken light in the girl's eyes, and he was clearly there.

She still had no expression, the corners of her lips were flat, her brows were unwrinkled, and even the tone of her question was calm.

But at that moment, a word came out of Shen Yan's heart.

There is and only.

It felt like spring was in full bloom and a hundred flowers were blooming, but she picked the most inconspicuous one on the side of the road.

Only that one.

When in full bloom, she wants.

When she withers, she wants too.

Shen Yan withdrew her hand: "It's okay, just a little skin trauma."

He has bits and pieces of memory in his mind, pieced together, and can guess roughly.

Second Master Shen appeared, and he fought with someone. During the process, he was in a daze for a moment, but he didn't expect that someone would take advantage of him and hurt him.

After the accident in her teens, Shen Yan knew that she was different from others.

Most of the time, he is sober, that gentle, polite, well-behaved little gentleman from Beigang.

But for a part of the time, he was confused.

Someone else is living for him.

That person is evil, crazy, and has no bottom line. Whether he does something good or bad, it depends on his current mood.

At first, Shen Yan thought it was a dream.

But after waking up again and again, the blood on his fingertips, the clear pain, and the fragmented fragments in his mind all told him that these things happened in real life, not a dream.

"In your case, you may have delusional disorder." This is the diagnosis given by the psychiatrist.

Delusion?

no.

He knew that another person was also named Shen Yan, who had a different social circle. In a bustling city like Beijing, people would call him "Second Master Shen".

Fortunately, he deliberately concealed his identity. So far, only Zhou Zhi and Chen Hao know that Shen Yan and Shen Erye are the same person.

Xiao Shunan is tired of the violence and blood of the big boss.

In order to prevent Erye Shen from occupying all his consciousness, he took medicine to control it as the doctor ordered.

Since the beginning of winter, on the one hand, his throat will be dry and itchy, which makes it inconvenient to work. On the other hand, he is also looking for a suitable environment to recuperate.

Just wandering around like this, I came to Fufu Village.

At one stage, Second Master Shen really disappeared.

He thought he could live a normal life, but he didn't expect it to appear again.

But this time, it seems that taking medicine can't suppress it.

"Shen Yan?"

Jiang Li's voice made him stop his thoughts, and when he came back to his senses, he asked, "What's wrong?"

"Who hurt you?" she insisted.

Still staring at him with the same kind of eyes.

Withdrawing her hand under the quilt, Shen Yan said, "It's said to be a skin trauma."

In my memory, Second Master Shen was ruthless, and the other party should have been injured more seriously.

Jiang Li said "Oh" and didn't ask any more questions.

She glanced at the two bottles of medicine on the bedside table: "I went to the doctor, and this is the prescribed medicine."

After speaking, she stood up, moved the small stool to the door, raised her hand and turned the doorknob.

The night was dark, frosty and windy.

Seeing her open the door, Shen Yan hurriedly asked, "You want to leave?"

Jiang Li turned around and nodded: "Yes."

The phone is next to the pillow.

Shen Yan picked it up and looked at the time.

"It's past three o'clock. It's not safe for you to go back like this."

Jiang Li said, "It's okay."

Day or night, warmth or cold, it was all the same to her.

I can feel the difference, but I can't feel the slightest emotional ups and downs in my heart.

Shen Yan tilted her head, frowned, and said in a slightly aggressive tone, "I have something to do with it."

Jiang Li was still standing at the door: "What's wrong with you?"

Nowhere is comfortable.

"Close the door, come here."

At this moment, I can't care about the difference between men and women, and I have to behave properly.

You can't let a girl go back alone in the middle of the night.

Jiang Li was very obedient, obediently closed the door, and walked to the bed.

He looked up at the girl standing in front of him.

Still wear so little.

A thin light yellow sweater and a pair of skinny jeans.

It fits so well and the legs are straight and long.

Shen Yan blushed and turned her head away: "Turn around first."

Jiang Li turned his back.

Shen Yan lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

After sweating profusely, the shirt was a bit see through.

He knew that Jiang Li couldn't see it, but he still grabbed his collar nervously.

There was a rustling sound, Jiang Li knew that he was changing clothes.

She thought it was because he didn't like this kind of behavior, so she explained: "I asked you when I changed your clothes, and you agreed."

Shen Yan froze when she straightened her clothes.

Maybe I answered when I was in a daze.

Not disliked, just shy.

He didn't resent her touch at all.

Shen Yan gave a soft "hmm".

After thinking about it, he coughed lightly, and added: "I'll forget it, others can't, it's impolite."

Jiang Li responded obediently: "Oh."

It doesn't matter if you are polite or impolite, the main thing is other people's business, it has nothing to do with her.

She heard the sound of a belt buckle being unbuttoned.

"I also want to change my pants. I asked you, but you didn't agree."

Shen Yan: ...

An evil thought rushed out from the bottom of my heart.

The last time she had this idea was when she first mentioned "changing pants".

I heard "pants" twice, and twice I had evil thoughts.

Shen Yan thought, he is sick, and not seriously ill.

Facing the simple wardrobe and his back to Jiang Li, he quickly changed into a pair of pants and took a few deep breaths.

Human emotions are weird sometimes.

Certain feelings, like a rebellious child in adolescence, the more he wants to restrain himself, the harder he will come.

For example, evil thoughts.

Like sparks, very anxious.

Shen Yan turned around to look at her.

She was very close to him, with her back turned, slim and slender, with her head drooping, and a light and faint smell surrounded her.

Unique verve, elegant and elegant.

Shen Yan moved closer.

It is plum blossom fragrance.

Jiang Li copied it into the decorative pocket on the front of the sweater.

The pockets are connected, and the slender fingers are stirring inside, not because of emotional changes, it's purely boring.

While playing around, she suddenly said, "I know it's impolite, but I won't do it to others."

This "others" does not include him.

Shen Yan was stunned.

She is really good.

He was born with a harmless appearance, silent, expressionless, and indifferent.

But as soon as he opened his mouth, a few simple words could make people confused and make his heart go up and down without being calm.

Another weird idea popped up in my heart.

This time it's not evil thoughts, it's...

A feeling he couldn't describe.

After a while, Shen Yan said: "Okay, come here."

Jiang Li turned around.

She saw him making the bed. The sheets and quilts had been changed, and the ones that had been soaked in sweat before were laid neatly on the floor.

Shen Yan said: "You sleep on the bed, I sleep on the floor, when you wake up, you go back."

Jiang Li didn't move: "You are sick."

The patient could not sleep on the ground, and the cold was severe.

There are shallow wrinkles between her brows, as if she has emotional ups and downs, and it seems to be just an inadvertent movement, which doesn't mean anything.

Shen Yan thought slightly: "It's okay, don't worry."

Worry?

Jiang Li nodded thoughtfully.

It turned out that knowing that he was ill, the idea of ​​"how to make him get better" instinctively appeared in his mind, which is called worry.

Seeing that he was injured, the first reaction was to kill the person who hurt him, which is also called worry.

Never messing with the worldly affairs, saying "it has nothing to do with me" grows up, but he is reluctant to sleep in the room alone when he is sick, which is called worrying.

She seems to have learned to worry about people.

　Teacher Shen Yan's love class.

　　Shen Yan: "You can hold my hand, but not others."

　　Jiang Li: "Okay."

　　Shen Yan: "You can hug me, but not others."

　　Jiang Li: "Yes."

　　Shen Yan: "You can change clothes for me, but not for others."

　　Jiang Li: "Oh. Does that mean I can kiss you, but not others?"

　　Shen Yan: "Very good, I will make inferences from one instance."

　　Yuzu: "My son's first lesson is to teach his daughter-in-law how to double-standard."

　　
　
(End of this chapter)