fall in love again

Chapter 114 But I Care (Part [-])

"Is it because of your family?" Chen Zhi continued to look at her and asked, trying to find an answer from her mouth: "You know I don't care about these things, neither do my parents, we don't have those portals bias……"

"I know!" Jiang Yu suddenly became a little irritable, she shook the hand held by him vigorously, her voice became sharper unconsciously: "Of course I know you don't care about that!"

Of course she knew that he didn't care about that, and she knew that his parents didn't care about that, but she did, and she couldn't pass the test in her heart.

It was always her that was the problem, her emotions and her thoughts.

She restrained herself and couldn't let herself go.

"But I care about those..." Jiang Yu looked down at him, a tear flowed from his eyes, and repeated in a low voice: "But I care about those..."

"Chen Zhi." She called him, took a deep breath, and seemed to realize that her emotions were wrong, and she opened her mouth word by word after a while: "Please give me a little time, please? There are some things, It’s really not something that can be said overnight.”

"Please..." Jiang Yu raised his eyes to look at him, his wet eyes were dark red, the eyeballs were bloodshot, his lips were white, and he begged with difficulty, "Give me some time."

She needs some time.

Take some time to seriously think about their relationship.

It takes some time to sort out her thoughts and ideas, to correct, and to mediate.

She was already shaken.

As Jiang Xu said, she couldn't refuse Chen Zhi at all.

Every time this matter was mentioned, Jiang Yu's emotions would inexplicably become very excited, even very resistant.

Chen Zhi looked at the girl in front of him with distressed eyes, not knowing what to say for a moment, not knowing what to say so that she would not be so resistant to this topic.

He couldn't understand her more and more.

Obviously she wasn't like this before.

What happened to her during the years when she was separated from him?
Why did it suddenly become like this?

He has too many questions he wants to ask her, but she is unwilling to tell her now.But now she has softened her words again, and he has no way to ask any more questions.

"Okay." Chen Zhi could only respond, "I'll give you time."

Chen Zhi's hand holding her wrist tightened a bit, stood up, and walked around the round table to her side.

He didn't want to provoke her, but every time he mentioned that matter, what he said would always step on the point that made her lose control of her emotions.

Obviously that's just a normal problem.

"I'll wait for you, until you want to speak." He pulled her into his arms, hugged her, put one hand on the back of her head, and said carefully, "I'll wait for you."

After these two sentences fell, the surroundings suddenly became quiet, the fireplace that was still humming suddenly stopped working, and the ticking clock in the living room stopped turning.

The dim light fell on the two of them, and the surroundings were silent and lonely.

Jiang Yu didn't give him any other response. She turned her head and raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.

"I'm going to wash the dishes."

It was late, and it was time for the two of them to rest.

Jiang Yu lowered her head and pushed Chen Zhi away, then turned to get the bowl on the table.

Chen Zhi held her hand bowl again, stopped her and said, "I'll go."

He took the bowl on the table sideways, let go of Jiang Yu's wrist, turned around and went to the sink behind him to wash it, and put it in the disinfection cabinet in the kitchen after washing.

When he turned around, Jiang Yu had already left the kitchen.

...

Jiang Yu, who returned to the bedroom, directly covered himself in the quilt, sobbing softly.

Chen Zhi, who was still standing downstairs, withdrew his gaze from outside the kitchen door. He sat back on the seat just now, smiled bitterly, and then his eyes fell on Jiang Yu's cell phone.

Jiang Yu was in a hurry to go upstairs, so she didn't take it away.

The screen of her mobile phone lit up, which was a reminder that the battery was low.

Chen Zhi took her mobile phone and wanted to return it to her, but he saw the news that Xu Jinhuan walked in suddenly.

[Xu Jinhuan]: The psychiatrist I made an appointment for you last time said that you are free on the fifth day of the new year, and you should try to be free at that time.

Chen Zhi saw the word "psychiatrist" at a glance, and his brows twitched involuntarily.

Why does Jiang Yu need to see a psychiatrist?
He took the phone and immediately walked upstairs, but he stopped suddenly when he was halfway up the stairs.

Chen Zhi tightened his hand holding the handrail of the stairs, looked at the bedroom leading to the stairs for a while, and then slowly lowered his eyelashes.

The phone in his hand was still vibrating, Chen Zhi lifted it up slowly, and saw Xu Jinhuan's second message at a glance.

[Xu Jinhuan]: Why do you suddenly want to see a psychiatrist?Is it because of Chen Zhi?
because of him?
Why go to a psychiatrist because of her.

Chen Zhi shook his hand holding the phone twice, and his thumb on the screen was eager to try a few times, and he almost clicked on the message box sent by Xu Jinhuan.

He stared at the message on the lock screen and hesitated for a long time until the phone turned off automatically.

...

JH Law Firm is located on the 44th floor of the Minghua Building in the center of Yaoming City. Almost all the lights in the building are extinguished, only the one on the 44th floor is still on.

Xu Jinhuan stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, with his head down, staring at the chat box in the phone that had not received a reply, and after looking at it for a while, he looked up at the time on the top of the phone.

It's not early in the morning. Logically speaking, Jiang Yu shouldn't have slept.

Why haven't you replied to her message yet?
Xu Jinhuan stared at the phone and frowned. After waiting for a minute, he quit the chat box with Jiang Yu, found Jiang Yu's phone number in the address book, and dialed it directly.

There were only two "beeps" on the other end of the phone, and then it was hung up, followed by a mechanical female voice telling her to turn off the phone.

"What's going on?" Xu Jinhuan looked at the hung up phone suspiciously, then turned off the phone screen, turned and walked to the desk.

Before he could sit still, Chen Zhi's phone call came in.

Xu Jinhuan glanced puzzledly, then pushed in the chair he had just opened, turned around and walked to the French window, and answered Chen Zhi's call.

Chen Zhi asked Xu Jinhuan straight to the point: "What's the matter with that psychiatrist?"

Xu Jinhuan's words "Why are you calling again" were interrupted in an instant.

After being interrupted, Xu Jinhuan froze, and then his face turned cold instantly: "Are you spying on our chat?"

"No." Chen Zhi explained: "There is no monitoring, just saw it by accident."

After two or three seconds, Chen Zhi continued: "Her mobile phone is with me, but it's out of battery."

Xu Jinhuan let out an "oh", and then asked, "Why is her cell phone with you?"

"I was using her mobile phone to make a video call with Aunt Jiang an hour ago." Chen Zhi simply replied: "I returned the mobile phone to Jiang Yu during the meal, but we had a quarrel, and she forgot when we left." Take the phone away."

Although the quarrel was not long, it was still a small quarrel.

"Did you have a fight?" Xu Jinhuan has known Jiang Yu for more than ten years, and has never quarreled with her, nor has he seen Jiang Yu quarrel with anyone else, and he never even thought that Jiang Yu would quarrel with anyone. .

Therefore, Xu Jinhuan was surprised when he heard this sentence: "How anxious you have to provoke her, you can quarrel, and she left without even taking her mobile phone."

"..."

Chen Zhi was silent for a while without answering.

Xu Jinhuan suddenly became curious, curious about the reason why Jiang Rong wanted to make a video call with Chen Zhi, curious about the reason for their quarrel, so he asked again.

Chen Zhi told Xu Jinhuan why Jiang Rong was looking for her.

Xu Jinhuan fell silent after listening.

"I know everything." Chen Zhi said, "I know everything about Jiang Yu's childhood, and the thing about her mother abandoning her. I know everything about it."

Xu Jinhuan's hand holding the phone tightened a little upon hearing the sound.

Chen Zhi said again: "Her mother told me."

"What do you think?" Xu Jinhuan hesitated for a while before asking, "What do you think after you know?"

"Is my opinion important?" Chen Zhi asked Xu Jinhuan with a sarcasm, "She always wants to push me away, so is my opinion important?"

"Important!" Xu Jinhuan said, "Of course it is important! You are her most important person, and your thoughts are of course important."

Chen Zhi said "Huh?", and was about to open his mouth to ask Xu Jinhuan, "Why does she think that, why does she think he is the most important person to her?" Before he could ask, Xu Jinhuan opened his mouth and said: "I was once also Jiang Yu pushed it away in the same way."

She asked him, "Do you want to know why?"

"What?" Chen Zhi raised his eyebrows and asked, "What's the reason?"

Xu Jinhuan explained word by word: "Because she thought I would leave her."

Chen Zhi frowned instantly: "Leave?"

Xu Jinhuan gave an "um" and explained: "Because of her childhood, she was very afraid of losing some things and people, and was also afraid of being abandoned. It is also because she knew that she would lose them sooner or later, so she would rather never have them. Will keep pushing us away. But your situation is different from mine."

One is to leave without saying goodbye, and the other is to break up, which is naturally different.

"Then why is she..." Chen Zhi was silent for a while before continuing to ask: "Why did you suddenly reconcile with you?"

In Chen Zhi's impression, Xu Jinhuan and Jiang Yu only started to communicate formally in the last sports meeting of the second year of high school.

The two of them are not in the same class, but they signed up for the same event during the sports meeting, and stood at the front and rear feet when queuing, so they got in touch naturally.

At that time, he thought that the two of them had just met.

Later, I heard from Jiang Yu that she and Xu Jinhuan had known each other since elementary school, so they knew that they were friends.

Xu Jinhuan is also relatively well-known in Yao Ming No. [-] High School, and her picture is hung on the school's outstanding student representative every month.

She was always in that seat and never fell out.

After Li Hong's incident passed, Jiang Yu also slowly rushed to the top three of the monthly and annual rankings, and the photos on the list were next to Xu Jinhuan.

The two of them also became popular in school because of their grades and appearance.

(End of this chapter)