fall in love again

Chapter 145 Marionette (Part [-])
"Why don't you respect me? Why don't you want to respect me just once! Even just once!" Xu Jinhuan was stimulated by He Hong and directly turned up the volume, the grievance in his heart suddenly burst out, tears rolled down the corners of his eyes uncontrollably, shaking hands The hand holding the phone was also shaking.

After choking for a while, she slowly lowered her volume and asked, "Why? Just because Dad died because of this profession? Just because you don't want me to be like that, so I have to listen to you in everything? Is it right?"

"I am a person! I am not a plaything in your hands! I have my own thoughts! I also have my own right to choose! You have no right to infringe my rights! Even if you are my mother!"

"..."

This is not the first time that Xu Jinhuan has emphasized with He Hong about her rights, but every time it has failed.

She couldn't leave He Hong, and the same He Hong couldn't leave her.

After every quarrel, the final result was Xu Jinhuan's unilateral compromise.

Xu Jinhuan thought that she was used to He Hong's attitude towards her, but when she was treated like this again, she still felt heartache.

Before she chose to major in law, He Hong treated her well.But when she learned that she had studied the Fa at university, her attitude towards her changed immediately, becoming more and more indifferent and irritable.

Especially the crazy look when she pointed at her nose and scolded, she couldn't forget it no matter what.

"What did I tell you?!" On the day when he received the admission notice, He Hong slapped Xu Jinhuan hard with his scarlet eyes: "Why didn't you listen to me?!"

"Why did your father die, have you forgotten?!" He Hong gritted his teeth and scolded, "Have you forgotten?!"

"No!" Xu Jinhuan was taken aback by He Hong's sudden slap in the face, and it took a long time before he replied, "I haven't forgotten!"

How could she forget.

She forgot that no one can forget how his father died.

"You haven't forgotten why you still want to study this major?!" Although He Hong was agitated and irritable, he was not irritable enough to tear up Xu Jinhuan's admission letter: "Do you want to leave me like him?!"

"I didn't!" It was the first time Xu Jinhuan made a silent resistance on the day of filling in the application form, and today's sentence is the second time.

She gritted her teeth and protested in a low voice: "I didn't."

"I never thought about leaving you." She lowered her head and closed her eyes, tears flowed out of her eyes uncontrollably: "I never thought about leaving you, I just..."

"Just what?!" He Hong knew Xu Jinhuan well. She asked her, but she didn't want to hear those words from her mouth, so before she opened her mouth, she cursed: "Don't say you want to heal him. Sorry, let me tell you, he has no regrets that you need to heal for him! If you insist on doing that, get out of here! Get out as far away as possible!"

After hearing those words, Xu Jinhuan stared blankly at He Hong, and the tears that were swirling in his eyes suddenly stopped.

She clearly knew the reason why she was so violent towards her, and also knew how to restore the two of them to normal, but she was unwilling to do that.

She has her own personality and her own choices.She didn't want to turn herself into a marionette, a marionette that would move when she flicked her hand, but would be like a dead object when she wasn't flicking.

Even if that was the best future she had planned for her, she didn't want to do that.

So, less than a minute after He Hong's voice fell, she stepped forward, snatched the admission notice in He Hong's hand, and ran out of the house where there were only the two of them without looking back.

But after all, that was the mother who gave birth to her and raised her for many years. In order to take good care of her, she rejected her subsequent suitors and chose to raise her up by herself.

In order for her to live a better life, she has various entertainments every day, and the time to go home is getting later and later, and even came home at dawn a few times.

She loves He Hong dearly, but she can't let go of her father even more.

Thinking of this, Xu Jinhuan took a deep breath and choked for a while before opening his mouth to beg He Hong: "Mom, I beg you, please give me some alone space, okay?"

She bit her lip and choked for a while before slowly opening her mouth: "You are like this, I am really depressed."

However, He Hong, who heard these words, still had the same cold attitude just now, and still did not make any compromises: "You disband your studio and do the work I arranged for you. In the future, I will give you any space you want. Here you are, but only in this matter, I will never give you space!"

"Mom!" Xu Jinhuan hated the life arranged by He Hong: "I won't agree, and I still have the attitude I just had, I won't give in."

After finishing speaking, Xu Jinhuan directly hung up the call with He Hong.

She turned off her mobile phone directly, lowered her head to slow down her thoughts, and then continued to look at the documents in her hand.

...

I don't know if it's because I'm too tired recently, but Jiang Yu always has a lot of dreams at night.

This was the countless times she had dreamed of someone she hadn't seen in years.

This time, she dreamed about the scene when she was five or six years old.

At the age of five or six, Jiang Yu had already been sent to the primary school in the village by Jiang Rong, and went to and from school alone every day, walking slowly with a small schoolbag on her back.

School at noon.

Jiang Yu carried a small schoolbag and walked on the right side of the street. The street was full of acquaintances in the village, so she had to say hello every two steps.

Most of those people are classmates who have left Luomu Village, some villagers who have left Luomu Village, and some who have passed away from this world.

Other people are not very real in their dreams, but the image of the old man picking up waste in the village is very real.

The old man in her dream was picking up empty plastic bottles on the street, moving slowly.

Jiang Yu stared at the empty plastic bottle at his feet for a while, then bent down to pick up the empty plastic bottle at his feet.

After picking up the bottle, she handed the bottle in her hand to the old man who picked up the waste.

The old man smiled at her, and when he smiled, the creases on his face rose, it was a very sincere smile.

He said thank you to Jiang Yu, and then took out two lollipops from his pocket.

Jiang Yu confiscated his lollipop, nodded towards him, and then walked in the opposite direction to the old man.

The old man put the empty plastic bottle in his hand into a sack, then looked back at Jiang Yu who was leaving.

Jiang Yu walked forward unhurriedly, and ran into a very thin boy head-on. The boy had obvious high cheekbones and his brows were always furrowed. He looked fierce, but he was actually cowardly.

He is always bullied by naughty children in the village, and his face is often wounded.

He called the old man who collected waste just now, grandpa.

I heard that he was picked up by that grandpa.

　It's cold and sleepy, everyone is sleeping, the second update will be written tomorrow
　　
　
(End of this chapter)