Reborn Dijiao

Chapter 258: A Mediocre Life as a Laughing Stock (5)
Yan Si stared at her blankly, her red lips parted slightly, but she couldn't utter a word for a long time, obviously still in great shock and couldn't slow down.

Shocked, Yan Si calmly looked up and down the indifferent girl in front of her.

There was no superfluous expression on a slightly immature face, and the expression was extremely dull. Even under the warm candlelight, there was still a bit of chill that couldn't be concealed.

Her eyebrows and eyes are seven or eight points similar to that of the girl in white clothes back then, but they are even more amazing. It's a pity that her beautiful peach eyes can't see the slightest smile when they are bent, and when they are not smiling It will show an unstoppable majesty and awe-inspiring, terribly cold, completely different from a little girl who has not yet reached her age.

Not like, really not like.

It's not that Yan Si has never heard the rumors about Ye Qingwan.

She didn't understand, didn't everyone say that Ye Qingwan was arrogant, domineering, pampered and naughty, shouldn't she be a playful young lady who doesn't know the dangers of the world and only knows how to eat, drink and play.

How could he be such a cold and mature person.

Just like the girl in white back then.

Indifferent, prefect, realistic, and a little surly.

Yansi believes that no one is born with a cold temper, and most people who are as indifferent as Ye Qingwan usually develop this kind of personality after suffering all the injustice and indifference in the world, and going through countless hardships and twists and turns. character.

At that time, the girl in white clothes lived in the deep mountains and was ignorant of the world. It seemed that she was born as an orphan, so she could slightly understand her weird temperament, but Ye Qingwan was just a fourteen or fifteen-year-old girl, and even more so, a beloved official daughter-in-law. Miss.

What can you experience?
Wait, no.

Didn't Ye Qingwan say that she has a blood feud with the Erfang family?

no wonder
But why did several older elders attack a little girl who was not enough to pose a threat.

Among them was her sister.

Whatever the reason, it's not necessarily too sinful.

"What are you thinking?"

The girl's cold voice rang in her ears.

Yan Si regained her composure, moved her lips twice and was about to speak, but was suddenly interrupted by Xu Gu, and could only swallow the question brought to her mouth.

Xu Gu frowned and said indignantly: "Also born as a human being, Lin Dairu's heart is as vicious as a snake and a scorpion. But then again, you can go to the General's Mansion to expose her, no matter what, you are the real one. The person who saved Ye Sheng is the savior he was looking for."

"Don't you think that's ridiculous?" Yan Si smiled self-deprecatingly: "Didn't I say that he is no longer the little general in my heart, and I am no longer the little girl he loved back then. The peace has changed, there is no need to force each other, anyway, isn’t Dai Ru unwilling to suffer with me anymore, it’s better to be fulfilled.”

"Actually, it's not because of these."

Ye Qingwan suddenly interrupted her words against her will: "Your kindness to her, and all these years of forbearance, is just to follow your father's last words before he died that night more than ten years ago?"

Yan Siyin, who was poked in the center, was taken aback for a moment, then smiled wryly and said, "Qingwan, you are really smart."

"But sometimes it's not a good thing to be too smart, it will make life very tiring."

Ye Qingwan immediately refuted her: "Like you, who spend all day doing nothing, pretending to be blind and deaf when you see it, is life easy?"

"For half your life, your so-called easy life, in my opinion, is like a joke."

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Yan Si was noncommittal.

No one spoke anymore, Yan Si lowered her eyelashes and secretly felt sad, Ye Qingwan lazily fed herself wine, Xu Gu rested his cheeks and thought about other things, biting his lips knowingly, not understanding why Yan Si No revenge, but Wuming has been staring at them coldly, like a cold decoration.

Time passed quietly, Ye Qingwan emptied the wine in the flagon, smashed the wine glass on the table, and asked: "For her, is it worth it?"

Yan Si didn't say a word, and five red marks were pinched out on the palm of her hand hidden under the table. The heart that had been settled for many years had already begun to shake a little because of Ye Qingwan's sudden words.

Ye Qingwan was persistent, "Are you really willing?"

Yan Si continued to choose silence.

Ye Qingwan squinted her peach blossom eyes, her complexion became colder and colder, and she lost her patience: "So, I won't avenge this revenge, will I?"

"Forget it." Yan Si finally spoke, she smiled ugly.

Ye Qingwan got up suddenly when she heard the expected two words.

Seeing the girl getting up to leave, Yan Si, who had been pretending to be calm, panicked.

When Ye Qingwan was about to walk out of the room, Yan Si wanted to call her back, but the girl stopped on her own initiative, her voice as indifferent as water.
"You suspected it."

"The reason why I choose to live in a daze is because I don't want to believe the facts and truths that I have suspected."

She turned half of her face as if covered with a layer of frost, her eyes were like snow-covered cold blades, without any emotion or warmth, and she had no sympathy or pity for her human grief experience.

"Yan Si, I look down on you."

The door was opened.

The door was closed.

Yan Si's hands hanging in the air gradually began to tremble.

With her eyes lowered, she suddenly laughed lowly, and when her eyelashes moved, tears welled up, one after another, sliding down her cheeks, dripping on the soft blanket, more and more.

She knelt down on the ground and slowly curled herself into a small ball, as if this would give her a sense of security that she had never felt before.

As early as more than ten years ago, when her parents died, she imagined this, wanted to hide in that small broken back with Lin Dairu, and waited for someone like her to rescue her and take her away. Make her suffer.

But she can't.

She promised her father that she would be a good older sister who would stand up to heaven and earth, take good care of them and protect her younger sister.

The father said that this was also what her mother thought.

So from that day on, even if she suffered great grievances or encountered unsolvable difficulties, she never showed her vulnerable side in front of Lin Dairu again. Lin Dai was accommodating in every possible way, and endured it again and again.

At first she treated her well just because of the promise.

But she is human, she also has feelings, and she will be sad.

She gave everything for her, and she wanted her sister to treat her better.

A little is enough.

Even if not, at least don't betray her, don't hurt her.

Good fortune made people, but in the end it was her, Lin Dairu, who became the sharp knife that hurt her the most.

Lin Dairu snatched away her lost and found lover.

When she heard the news, it was not Lin Dairu who she blamed.

Probably because it has become a habit to be nice to her these years, so at that moment, she felt that Lin Dairu did this because she was not good enough to her, not enough to make up for the harm she and her mother caused her back then. Hate her for taking her father away.

(End of this chapter)