Daming kill

Chapter 53 Lost
Li Ping had a long, long dream.

In the dream, he returned to the original world, returned to his wife and children, and played and had fun with them.

Every bit of life, every piece of joy seems to be relived again, everything is so real and so beautiful.He clearly felt the joy in his body.

But, I don't know why.

Slowly, he suddenly couldn't see the faces of his wife and children clearly, and they seemed to be drifting away from him in a strange space.

He wanted to hold them back, but he couldn't.

He yelled desperately, and his wife and children also yelled.

He desperately wanted to get close to them and grab them, but he couldn't take a step forward anyway. His heart was extremely anxious, and then the pain was unbearable.

He cursed, then cried again.

But the world didn't change anymore, his relatives became more and more blurred, and his surroundings became darker and darker.

His heart was filled with fear, leaving only constant trembling.He wanted to struggle, but he couldn't move at all. All that remained was the weaker and weaker calls to their names.

After an unknown period of time, he felt as if he had become numb, and he didn't want to struggle or fight anymore. He felt that everything in the world had lost its meaning.

He thought, forget it!
……

It was already dark at night, but Li Ping's small courtyard was always brightly lit.

Under the firelight of extravagant sets of candles, Gao Lei carefully debrided and cleaned Li Ping's wound again.Then, she and Zhao Lanyue wiped Li Ping's whole body again with warm water, and then wiped Li Ping's armpits, palms, soles of feet and groin with precious alcohol.

After doing all this, Zhao Lanyue was already yawning.

But she still insisted on tidying up the pots and jars that were left over after feeding the medicine and tossing around, and then slumped on a chair beside her, just watching Gao Lei continue to apply a cold towel to Li Ping's forehead on the bed .

Finally, she yelled angrily: "Hey, smelly Li Ping! You can't die. If you die, all our sisters' hardships will be in vain. Wake up quickly and serve us as a pawn." A cow is like a horse."

Gao Lei turned her head, looked at Zhao Lanyue with a wry smile and said, "That's it for today! Rest, I hope this bastard can hear you."

Gao Lei knew very well that nothing would change today. She asked Zhao Lanyue to go to rest first several times, but she still refused, and she must be busy with Gao Lei. She must have some time to sleep alone now. Gao Lei accompanied.

In fact, Gao Lei understood that Zhao Lanyue was afraid that she would be overwhelmed because she could not save Li Ping, and she would blame herself endlessly here and there, trying things back and forth and becoming a demon.

They didn't know how many times they repeated this kind of work, but Li Ping's high fever never subsided, and the two huge wounds on his shoulder and waist, which were both very large and somewhat blackened, did not subside in the slightest.

They had to conduct a comprehensive physical cooling every hour or so, feed all kinds of messy Chinese herbal medicines every three or four hours, clean the wound every half a day, debride the wound and change the dressing every day.

The processing of these is a bit too frequent!But otherwise, what can we do?Doing more is better than doing less.

They need luck as well as miracles.

But Li Ping still didn't see any improvement, and Gao Lei even started to worry that this guy would become a fool if he survived.

After opening the door of the inner room, Liu Xiaohui and Li Ping's two soldiers who were waiting outside hurriedly leaned forward. Looking at the tired faces of Gao Lei and Zhao Lanyue, their expectant faces continued to dim again.

After Gao Lei explained all the precautions to Liu Xiaohui again and asked Liu Xiaohui to repeat it again, she and Zhao Lanyue left wearily.

Originally, Gao Lei wanted to stay tonight, but her body was really unable to continue, and she needed to rest.And there is another thing on her mind that she doesn't want people to know, that is, she is very afraid of facing the worst result.

She wants to escape.

Letting Liu Xiaohui succeed her is also the most reassuring choice.

This thin woman is not only very attentive and quick to learn, she is also clean and agile, and she speaks little and quietly, and she never talks too much.

Although she was a bit pretty, she could only be selectively ignored at this critical moment that required careful care.After all, she was much better than those rough old men and most of the clumsy country women, so it was no wonder that she was always responsible for cleaning Li Ping's house.

Autumn nights are already very cold, especially in the past two years. The breeze blowing makes people feel cool.

Walking into the courtyard, she planned to look up at the starry sky to relax her spirit, but after rubbing her face vigorously with both hands, Gao Lei was once again attracted by the seven or eight people who were still sitting in the courtyard.

Every day, in this small yard, there are many people sitting here silently, often unable to sit down during the day, and only at night will they be more fixed and less.

Gao Lei knew that these people were all Li Ping's subordinates, some of them were familiar, while others were unfamiliar.Most of the acquaintances are from the security camp, and most of the raw ones are from the army. There are few people at night because only the leaders can continue to walk around.

They just waited here until Gao Lei came out.

However, today Gao Lei let them down again, every time at this time, Gao Lei didn't know how to face their expecting eyes, so she could only sigh helplessly, and they often lowered their heads in disappointment again.

Seeing this, Zhao Lanyue suddenly felt an indescribable sadness in her heart. She never thought that she would be sad for an unfamiliar person, and she never strongly hoped that an unfamiliar person would get better soon. , that kind of intensity was just like she hoped her parents would get well soon.

She knew their eyes too well, and she knew exactly what Li Ping meant to them.Her previous experience has given her a different understanding of human nature and life than many others. A reliable backer is often encountered but not sought after.

She looked back at the embarrassed Gao Lei, pulled her up and walked out of the yard silently.

Li Ping has been in a coma for five days.

For five days, he had been having a high fever and talking nonsense, and his wound had been swollen and festered constantly.What's worse, because there is no condition for infusion and most of the food is vomited out, his body is getting weaker and weaker.

In order to save Li Ping, everyone tried almost all methods, and invited several well-known doctors in Xiangyang City. Zuo Menggeng's wife also specially sent people to send a lot of rare and precious Chinese medicine, but there was no trace of it at all. effectiveness.

Those invited doctors all thought that whether Li Ping could survive now depends entirely on God, but the chances should not be great.This guy's shoulders are almost completely out of shape with swelling, and his waist is also thicker. Usually, the time of this situation is basically numbered.

Zhao Jin and Song Baolai can only pin all their hopes on Gao Lei. Whoever makes her the only doctor who has received modern medical training will always master more and more advanced medical knowledge.

Gao Lei was under a lot of pressure, and the corners of her mouth were blistered because of the fire, but what could she do without special anti-inflammatory drugs and anti-fever drugs, let alone she was just a dentist.

Gao Lei has never dealt with a large wound before, after all, no matter how big the wound is in the mouth, how big it can be!More of her experience comes from this time and space, and from the trauma treatment and wound stitching of those wounded soldiers in the past few days. She really couldn't bear to watch those young people die so easily.

Facing Li Ping, Gao Lei found to her annoyance that her knowledge of surgery was too thin, so that she regretted how she studied dentistry instead of surgery. She wanted to save him so much.

Alcohol and salt water to wash the wound, physical cooling and often pouring cold boiled water into Li Ping's mouth, using Banlangen, honeysuckle, Coptis chinensis, Scutellaria baicalensis and dandelion. She has no idea whether the few methods will work or not.

Even Song Baolai has been pressured by Zhao Jin and Gao Lei to become an instant drug expert. Although Song Baolai does not have too much experience in the procurement of various Chinese herbal medicines, the mastery of medicinal properties, the production of alcohol, the proportion of salt water, etc. Appeared at Li Ping's bedside, but was even more busy.

However, in exchange for these sacrifices, Li Ping's condition continued to deteriorate, and like a dark cloud, it shrouded the heads and hearts of the people who traveled through.Even Li Shengcai, now he no longer said that they are the chosen ones, but kept a gloomy face all day long, with sympathy in his heart.

Gao Lei and Zhao Lanyue walked out of the yard, and they didn't take a few steps, but they saw Zhao Jin sitting quietly on a stone by the road in the woods, in a daze.Although the dark night made it difficult to see his face clearly, he could still feel his depressed mood.

After Li Ping's accident, Zhao Jin would often stay in Li Ping's camp, and sometimes he would not even return to the city.He is Li Ping's real old acquaintance and old friend, and the emotional blow is the hardest.

Hearing the movement of Gao Lei and Zhao Lanyue, Zhao Jin raised his head, but didn't say anything, just looked at them quietly.

Zhao Lanyue couldn't help but said: "Brother Zhao, go and rest first!"

"It's okay, I'll sit down for a while." Zhao Jin replied calmly.

"The person he keeps calling is his wife, right? Is she beautiful?" Gao Lei, who had been silent all this time, suddenly asked, causing Zhao Lanyue to turn her head to look at Gao Lei in surprise.

"...um...yes, very beautiful, that is her daughter-in-law, he has a very good family." Zhao Jin looked at the starry sky and said sadly.

"What kind of person is she?" Gao Lei continued to ask abruptly.

"She is very smart, and it is said that she is very talented. She is also very virtuous, and she is a good housekeeper. ... Um... I don't know much about the others. We haven't met them very much. These are what I heard from Li Ping. Li Ping loves her very much." She..." Zhao Jin thought for a moment and said.

Then, he suddenly turned his head and asked, "How do you ask this?"

"I'm just curious, he kept shouting, nothing else." Gao Lei lowered her head.

"oh oh!"

Zhao Jin and Zhao Lanyue uttered very vague expressions with different tones almost at the same time.

Then, the three of them fell into a brief silence.

"He...can he survive tonight?" Zhao Jin asked hesitantly seeing that the two women hadn't spoken for a long time.

With more life experience, Zhao Jin has seen many life and death scenes, and he will naturally have some basic judgments and understanding of the patient's state.This is also the reason why he has not left today and is more sentimental.

"It's hard to say, his condition is very bad, the infection of the wound has not improved, and his breathing is getting weaker and weaker, I really can't help it." Gao Lei seemed to speak calmly, but the tears were silent flowed out.

With the full moonlight in the sky, Zhao Jin noticed that Gao Lei was crying, and he felt even more uncomfortable, but he still tried to comfort him: "This may be a good thing, and it may also be a relief for him!"

"Maybe!" Gao Lei answered in a low voice, then walked forward slowly.

Zhao Lanyue looked at Gao Lei, then at Zhao Jin, and said sadly, "I hope it's his relief." After speaking, she hurriedly chased after Gao Lei.

Looking at the two women going away, Zhao Jin's mood became more gloomy.Losing Li Ping, for him, not only lost a brother, but also made him lose his right-hand man, and the days ahead will be even more difficult.

What will his future look like?How long can he live?Is it the whole meaning of him to live so hard!

What people fear most is hopelessness.

(End of this chapter)