I really can't act

In recent years, a concept has become quite popular, ptsd (post-traumatic stress disorder).It refers to the mental disorder caused by the individual encountering the death of other individuals, or being threatened by death, physical damage and other injuries. The symptoms are trauma re-experience, increased alertness, avoidance or numbness.

Hu Ge, the actor who worked with Fang Yi in the filming of "Xian San" in his early years, had this symptom. He had suffered a major car accident before, took his life from the ghost gate and was disfigured. After recovery, he still has the scar left by the repair operation.Therefore, Hu Ge was quite sensitive for a period of time, and he was unwilling to take close-ups of his face, and he tried his best to cover up the scars under his eyes.

Fortunately, this buddy finally recovered psychologically and rebuilt his self-confidence.

The disease ptsd is now sometimes confused with jade disease and has become an epidemic of stroke flow, but in fact the source of this disease is very serious.

Who are the main patients of ptsd?

Veterans returning from fighting on the battlefield.

Take Fang Yi’s patient Lao Tan as an example. Lao Tan’s company was once deployed as a new force in the Cheorwon blockade. This was a miraculous battle repeatedly mentioned in the history of the Volunteer Army. It took place on May 1951, 5. From June 27th, it will last for 6 days (some say 10 days), which is related to the success or failure of the overall battle situation and is the key battle.

At that time, the Volunteer Army had already realized the disadvantage of insufficient logistical supplies after fighting the enemy for the first five battles, and could not continue to go south. It continued to fight against the enemy's heavy equipment in a large area of ​​low hills and plains without any terrain cover. "Can't chew it down", the headquarters then ordered a retreat.At the same time, the U.S. military keenly discovered the weakness of the Volunteer Army's long front, and commanded the troops to start a full-scale counterattack, advancing along the road in depth, and at a high speed. If they can cut off the Volunteer Army's logistics in time and outflank the Volunteer Army, it is likely to turn the tables and wipe out the Volunteer Army. main force.Continue to go north, resulting in a fait accompli.

On the contrary, if the main force of the Volunteer Army successfully retreats to the mountainous area, the mechanized divisions of the U.S. military will not be able to exert their full strength in the large mountainous area in northern North Korea.

At the critical moment, the eyes of both sides stopped at the place "Tieyuan" in unison.The U.S. military must attack with all its strength, and the volunteers must do their best to block it. This is the strategic significance of the Cheorwon blockade.

People in the future will know that the 63rd Army resisted the successive attacks of 4 US divisions, killing and injuring more than 1.5 US troops, covering the retreat of the main force, and the blocking battle was finally successfully completed.But at that time, neither the supreme commander nor the front-line soldiers knew what the outcome would be, and they might be defeated immediately.It's not as easy as it sounds today.

The determination and mental pressure of the soldiers are unimaginable, and they will sweat profusely when recalled many years later.

Last year's Golden Rooster Award for Best Documentary was awarded to the documentary film "Iron Burning" to resist U.S. aggression and aid Korea. This film is about the battle of Cheorwon.During the interview, many surviving veterans talked about this period of history, shedding tears several times, describing, "Now I will tell you about the situation on the battlefield... You can hear the sound of domestic shells, but you can't hear the sound of American shells." Coming out (too much), like the wind blowing. You can't tell, not at all."

"They are very smart, they will look down on you, look at your deployment, if you have few people, there is no gap where he can see... there is a risk of being surrounded."

"Sometimes there are no gunshots at night, and there are no gunshots during the day, and the enemy no longer attacks or fights. I thought to myself, what does this mean? I took it out and saw that there were enemies everywhere."

"I (military photojournalist) took pictures of them (soldiers), and they were very happy. Some naughty soldiers asked, can you leave a photo for me, and I will send it home... But I There is no way, the people who took pictures of us are not sure whether we can go back."

Under this kind of psychological torment, the entire company died again. It is not surprising that Tan Ziwei's temperament changed drastically after returning from the battlefield.A sentence in today's textbook is the thirteen days of life and death that he actually experienced.

In order to make a movie, Fang Yi has been exposed to a lot of materials since June, and now there is no need for Tan Ziwei to recall his glorious years.So he didn't plan to talk to the old man about the war, but in this last meeting, he had a calm chat with the old man.

Like an old friend.

——Tan Ziwei has already been notified by a doctor. When Fang Yi came in, Tan Ziwei was sitting on the hospital bed, and Fang Yi smiled:

"Big director, have you made a movie yet?"

"It's being filmed."

Tan Ziwei was taken aback, and couldn't help leaning forward, "Then what do you call me?"

"Talking about the old gentleman?"

"anything else?"

"Talking about grandpa?"

"You kid should call me grandpa, you're not bad."

Tan Ziwei seemed a little disappointed and nodded.But the smile soon returned, "You have to make a good film, I will try to watch your movie...don't make a bad film, I will be angry when the time comes."

Fang Yi: "Okay, I will arrange a movie theater for you, and I will book a movie theater for you so that you can watch enough by yourself."

Old Tan casually picked up the apple on the bedside table, "I still have to eat this."

Then he said again: "You have to keep warm. I heard that this winter is very cold, just like it was decades ago... We were in poor conditions at the time, and it was too late to prepare, so we had to go like this... You are different, you The conditions are better, try to wear thicker, better clothes."

Fang Yi: "I will do as you say."

"Where did you film it?"

"It's not turned on yet. Oh, turning it on means that the actors are officially starting to perform. It's not that time yet, but it will be soon. Let's see when this winter comes."

It took Lao Tan a few seconds to understand, and he said slowly, "No wonder."

After just a few words, someone came in and urged Fang Yi to leave.Fang Yi didn't stay any longer, and got up to say goodbye.

Before he was about to leave, Lao Tan asked: "I used to be the company commander in the seventh company, so please call me company commander."

"Captain."

"What's my last name?"

"Talk about the company commander."

"That's right~" Lao Tan waved his hand in satisfaction, "You go, you will definitely make a good shot. I am also paying attention to you, you know that you will do things properly and will not disappoint."

Fang Yi turned his head at the door, Lao Tan was still watching him.

After all, it was the last time we met. Although the two didn't say anything, they seemed to understand each other.At this time, someone suggested that we could take a photo together, "Director Fang and the old man left a photo, and I will think about it later."

"it's OK?"

Of course Fang Yi is willing.

"waste!"

Old Tan was unwilling, shaking his head desperately, and he didn't know if he was sick or playing a fool, he couldn't remember soon, ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I had to go to appease him, but he ignored no one this time.

He was quite emotional, and everyone was kicked out.

"who are you?"

"Climb away. I don't know you."

The nurse was a little aggrieved, she wiped her tears and called him by his first name, and said, "Finally you saw him, this is Tan Ziwei's usual appearance, he won't recognize anyone at all."

But the photo still needs to be taken. Director Fang's inspiration comes from Lao Tan's bragging, and it also comes from the 301 hospital. How can such a legendary experience not leave some traces?
To be honest, the nurses asked for a group photo, not just for the sake of talking about their work, but also for themselves.

Fang Yi took a group photo with the medical staff and the leaders who came later, and "Kacha" left a photo.

After such a tossing, it took until evening, Fang Yi refused to drop the appointment, remembering that his girlfriend was still staying there.As soon as the girlfriend met, she said: "My neck seems to be healed! Can you see if it is?" She shook her head and tried to show Fang Yi her neck, "Next time I will ask the doctor if I still need to go for it once a month. , I don't like hospitals!"

Fang Yi was a little absent-minded, didn't think about what she said, and was about to reach out to lift her neck, like lifting a puppet cat.

She didn't care, she evaded Fang Yi's hand, slapped it up, turned over and over to confirm that her five fingers were clasped tightly: "Let's go, the rest of your time today still belongs to me."

Thirteen days or fourteen days, I will take CCTV as the standard.The CCTV version is 13 days.