Road idiot tour guide

Chapter 302 A Child's Long Letter
In the evening, a long letter suddenly appeared in Reyi:

"Brother Xiaobailong, you told me not to get involved in adults' disputes, saying that this is a matter for adults. But I know that everything started with me, and it was because of me that this series of conflicts were caused.

So I have to stand up and clarify.

Mom, thank you for raising me so hard.You buy me the best things and send me to the most expensive schools.

In that school, I was always fined to buy presents for my classmates who got good grades because I didn’t get as good grades as other classmates.

My classmates thought the gift I bought was not good, so they threw my gift on the ground and insulted me.The teacher thinks that my grades are poor, so I should meet the requirements of my classmates with good grades and let me buy the gifts he likes again.

All this, all parents know.Because the teacher will take photos of the students who got the gifts and the students who gave the gifts and send them to the group!

The parents of the classmates who got the gifts were very happy, thank Yuan Yuan's mother for giving their children gifts!Sometimes they say that they already have this at home, and it is more expensive than this one. I hope that Yuan Yuan's mother will bother to buy a different one next time!
Mommy feels humiliated!

me too.

Before each exam, my classmate would come to my desk and ask me to prepare the gift he wanted!I became the motivation for him to pass the exam!But this is the moment I am most afraid of!Every time I take an exam, I can't wait for my sudden illness to die!
But unfortunately, I did not die.I still have to come back and ask you for money to buy gifts for my classmates.Why are you scolding me for being so dishonest?Let you waste money and let you be humiliated by other parents!When will I be able to take back other people's gifts and make you proud!

This school weighs me down.I was afraid of going to school. I worked hard and didn't stop studying for a moment, but my grades were getting worse and worse.

The teacher's gaze became more and more annoying to me, and I didn't dare to raise my head.I bought gifts for my classmates, and the laughter of my classmates was so loud.

You scold me louder and louder!
Mother!I really want to escape!
The last time a classmate came to tell me what gift to prepare for him, I climbed onto the roof of the teaching building...

I sat on the roof and looked down, and I was happy to see my dead body, but then I saw you crying on top of me, and I cried too.I didn't jump down, I was discovered by the school guards, and the school notified you to take me back.

You didn't scold me this time, but I was scared in my heart.I don't know when you scold me?You might as well scold it sooner.

But you didn't scold me, you took me to see a psychiatrist.I don't want to say anything to the doctor, you know these things, mother.

The doctor saw that I didn't speak, so he asked you to take me back first. I don't know what the doctor said to you.You are very gentle with me.After going back, you didn't let me study for the first time, let me play for a while.

Then I saw Brother Xiaobailong's video and laughed out loud.He is so funny!
You laughed too, and asked me gently: Why don't we enroll the little white dragon group to go out to play?
I was so happy, mom!We didn't go out for a day during the summer vacation!Now in school, you actually said we go out to play?I can't even believe it.

But you signed up for the group soon, and you even asked Dad to come with us!
Dad is so busy with work, he hasn't been with us for a long time!I can't believe it, you guys are going to take me out together!And reported this particularly funny little white dragon group!

I'm really looking forward to it.

But the trouble our family caused to brother Xiaobailong started from the moment we met him!

I was very happy to see him, but I was ashamed by the condescending attitude you gave him when you saw him.Later, you kept making trouble for brother Xiaobailong.

Even though you keep humiliating him and causing trouble for him, when you are not in the group and you get into trouble, brother Xiaobailong will save you.

But he went to save you, and you still keep humiliating him and questioning him!I don't know why you guys do this!He owes you nothing!

Then you scolded me again, saying that it was because of me that my father had to come out after being so busy with work, so he encountered so many troubles!All this is because of me!

yes!From the moment I was born, everything about you is for me!

I can't afford your love, I can't live up to your expectations, I think about death all the time.But I am afraid that you will be sad.

When I go to Erhai Lake, I am not afraid that you will be sad.When I was young, you taught me not to let the people who love me be sad and disappointed.

But I can't feel any love from you.You shouldn't be sad either.

I backed off as the water rose to my knees.Do you know why?

Because I think if I die, you will definitely find trouble with Brother Xiaobailong.I've caused him too much trouble.

So I thought, I'd better go back and die.

When it was very dark, Brother Xiaobailong found me. I talked to him a lot, and he comforted me a lot.

After going back that night, brother Xiaobailong asked you to open a room for me alone. He lay next to me and chatted with me. He told me his little secret. At that time, I really thought he was my real brother!
After falling asleep with me, Brother Xiaobailong went to find you again and advised you to transfer me to another school.

I actually never thought he could do that.This is not his area of ​​responsibility.He could have ignored it, where did I go after leaving the regiment, whether I was dead or alive, what did it have to do with him?
You as my parents don't care!

When I was bullied by schoolmates and teachers, you all said it was my fault, that I was not good enough, and that I deserved to be humiliated!It also brings you to be humiliated!I think so too!

But brother Xiaobailong said it wasn't my fault!They have no right to do this to me!You didn't protect me, but brother Xiaobailong wanted to protect me!Get me out of that school!

You don't care about me, he does!He didn't sleep that night and had a long chat with you.

The next morning, when my dad told me to transfer me when I came back, I really felt like I was born again!
Otherwise, if I go back to that school again, I really don't know how I will survive!How can I face those classmates and teachers who humiliated me!If you don't do well in the exam next time, why ask your mother for money to buy gifts for your classmates!
But mom, you don't agree to transfer me to another school, so you started to trouble Brother Xiaobailong crazily.

What he said was ugly, but what you said about him was a hundred times worse!It's just not recorded.

You look down on brother Xiaobailong, who is desperately protecting me and saving me!You even keep humiliating him for yourself, and he still serves us with a smile and is complacent.Because you think we have a higher status than him.

But mother, I'm ashamed of you.

Brother Xiaobailong always said, don't be ashamed of others, even my parents.

Didn't brother Xiaobailong say that because you insulted him frequently?You insult him like that, but he never misses us when he gives out snacks!

I literally see you like that, like those classmates who humiliated me!Even though I bought them presents, they humiliated me like hell!
It's just that brother Xiaobailong is not me, he didn't bow his head to let you humiliate him.So you're arguing.So that part in the car happened.

You were also dismissed from the regiment.But I want to stay, I want to continue to follow Brother Xiaobailong.Brother Xiaobailong didn't take our anger out on us and allowed us to stay.It's not that he begged us to stay, it's not that he split our family!

After you left, no one discussed our family affairs, and no one hated me and Dad because of you!After you left, the atmosphere in the group was really good!The next few days are very happy!I am also very happy!
I laughed out loud a lot, though I was kind of ashamed.

I dare not smile too obviously in front of you, because my grades are so poor and you are humiliated for working so hard for me. I still laugh, and you say I am heartless.So I dare not laugh.

But brother Xiaobailong, he always makes everyone laugh.I... can't control it?
We didn't post pictures of us laughing, you must say we have no conscience.

After you complained to brother Xiaobailong, I asked my father to let you withdraw the complaint, and my father said that if you don't cancel the complaint, you will get a divorce.Brother Xiaobailong didn't ask for this.

Then you withdrew the lawsuit, and when I came back, I asked you to apologize to Brother Xiaobailong. You said that if you want to apologize, I must go back to that school and continue studying.Dad asked me what I thought.

I just know that none of you still feel that after spending so much money, I should go to that school, even if it means being humiliated!Even if I smiled, the teacher said I was shameless.But if I didn't laugh, they said I was crying.

I don't know how to face them.

Brother Xiaobailong has done so much for me!He's saving me from that den!Why did I jump in again for him?

Mom, I don't know, why do you kidnap me with your feelings?This is your usual way.Now that you know that I like Brother Xiaobailong, you use Brother Xiaobailong to threaten me to go back to school.

Did I have to go to that school without stepping into the sea?But I will no longer use my life to avoid the path you arranged for me!

I didn't agree, I don't want to go back to that school again.

Not only did you not apologize, but you fought back Brother Xiaobailong!

I really regret that I caused Brother Xiaobailong so much trouble and hurt just because I saw Brother Xiaobailong's video and smiled a little!

But now I feel, fortunately, I saw brother Xiaobailong's video, and luckily I joined the Xiaobailong regiment.

Because of me, I was really healed during this trip.All I had seen before were brutal, worlds I couldn't fit into.But this time I saw such a wonderful world with so many interesting stories.

And the one who brought me to know the beauty of this world and hear the fun of this world is Brother Xiaobailong.I think he is the angel sent by God to save me!
In the eyes of brother Xiaobailong, I am very kind and I am great. He said that I am much better than those classmates who have better grades than me!They are less than one ten-thousandth of mine!

I was accepted by him, and I was treated tenderly by him.No matter how bad you were to him, he never took it on me.

I don't know what kind of person would wantonly pour dirty water on such a fair and gentle person without knowing the facts!
What he taught me was equality among people.He is so gentle and friendly with everyone.He protects each of his tourists, even those who are not related to him, even those who hurt him.

Now he is being attacked like this!

But Brother Xiaobailong and Xiaobailong Tuan still convinced me that adults are not all bad, they are also very gentle.

I know that everyone went to look for me that night, Brother Xiaobailong deleted all the records of looking for me, and everyone is not allowed to talk about it!I found out later by asking my father.

But we never said sorry and thank you to everyone.On the contrary, it frequently causes trouble for everyone.

Even though I was attacked like this, brother Xiaobailong and everyone didn't tell me about me.

They are protecting me!This is the person you said was provoked by Brother Xiaobailong to target our family!However, I don't want the person who loves me to be hurt again!
Mom, I love you very much.I implore everyone not to abuse my mother online.She just did it because she put all her expectations on me.

So mom, do you love me?I saw Brother Xiaobailong’s video, and I laughed, and you laughed too, stroking my shoulder gently, and said: Yuanyuan, let’s sign up for Xiaobailong’s group to play!

At that time, Mom, you loved me, didn't you?You actually want me to be happy too, don't you?

Mom, thank you for signing up for the Little White Dragon Group!Thank you for letting me meet Brother Xiaobailong!
Brother Xiaobailong said that this world is not theirs, it is a pity to leave this beautiful world because of those who hurt me!
As you wish, no matter what happens again, I will never die again.You want to use travel to dispel my idea, didn't you achieve it?
Why did you hurt brother Xiaobailong?Why hurt the one who healed me?Why do you keep hurting him when he wants to save me?

Can you stop hurting him?Can you apologize to him?Mother!
Everything I wrote above is true, and I am willing to take legal responsibility! "

(End of this chapter)