Mystery: Those years when I was a foreign aid for the Aurora Club

Chapter 75 Broken Diary (6)

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He saw a world full of pain and despair.

The extinguished star core, the broken crust, the rivers and the mountains have been frozen together, and the planet I was born has become a dying stone.

The forefoot of the beast stepped on the rough sand on the ground, leaving a string of footprints on the thin snow and thick sand. The tentacles hidden under the flesh and blood sensed the cold and dry air with the smell of ice and snow. There is an air of decay and death.The land here is dead, the sky is dead, so he feels that the god of order is also dead.

He walked on the boundless ice field for hundreds of years, and his alien body, which was neither wood nor beast, was covered by a blizzard into a huge black silhouette, so he got some strange legends and ballads.Ever since he knew that the star that brought light in the sky once every few decades was the god of order, who worked so hard to change its original orbit, let it pass by this huge ice-wrapped rock, and then do some orbital motion by the way, He even less expects to see even a sliver of hope from here.

"...Why did the civilization of this planet perish?..."

"The remaining barren land and manpower cannot afford the heavy task of rebuilding civilization, so I let them abandon civilization.  …"

"...The laws of the Extraordinary World have been covered up?..."

"...Promoting extraordinary power in such a world will only speed up the demise of the race."

"...So the "priests" and "priests" are fighting, while the "golems" and "thugs"... are serving as civil servants.You use this method to make us unable to act correctly, die out of control early, and then assign the dead Extraordinary characteristics to the new life that was created..."

"That way, we never have a chance to deduce the correct path and never threaten your position."

Parted badly.Compared with the God of Order, he still prefers to call her by the name in an ancient book.Blannka was too afraid of the cold. She was afraid that she would freeze to death in the endless lonely night, so she chose to use other people's lives for warmth.She guarded the two ethnic groups with a total of about one thousand, watched them play house in her hands, and gave herself some incomplete and selfish comfort.

Wandering, wandering, but without destination.He occasionally thinks about his real goal: he once saw a beautiful world in books and ruins, but that world was destroyed before he was born, obviously not the future he should pursue.Looking at the present, looking around, it is full of sorrow. Blannka holds the only possibility of "continuation". As long as she is unwilling to let go, there will never be peace here.

He has only admiration for the past world, but no nostalgia for the present world.Life that once shone brightly on this planet is now eclipsed in a cold night that even the gods fear.

If the meaning of living is only to live, then the god of decay will deny such a world.He wanted to end this meaningless pain, he was thinking, guessing, and silently calculating in his heart.But the organ called "heart" is really strange. When he saw children who starved to death, compatriots who fought for a little food, and lives that only smiled when they faced death, this organ would always have a feeling of being cut and gouged out. walking pain.

But if he saves one of them, the other will starve to death.If he chooses one race, the other will fall apart.

After hesitating and struggling for a long time, he asked his heart:
"I will feel pain no matter what choice I make, so should I just sit on the sidelines and make no changes? This must not work, then I will be like the damn Branka? Bad luck."

"But the life here has no ability to determine its own destiny. If you leave God, you can only die... If these are all wrong, then maybe what this place needs is not salvation at all, because the essence of salvation is only to continue Blanka's life." Just wrong decision."

"What's needed here is total destruction."

"And new students!"

Very good.He thought calmly, it's terrible, could it be that I'm such a cold and heartless creature by nature?But if it is just like what I see, everything, the gorgeous galaxy and the bright sea of ​​stars are Nanke Yimeng of the god who sleeps in the palace, where is the dividing line between nothingness and reality? My heart still hurts, but that It doesn't matter anymore, if what you are after is the only salvation, then——accept it.Accept the sacrifices your purpose requires, silence your heart, chill your blood, and let reason and divinity take the place of your inability to make the right decisions.

Step on your own long step to ascend to the gods, throw everything into the altar, and replace the god who is afraid of the cold, to meet the destruction that is 1000 years late.

Sing the death song for the world you were born into.

After everything is over... perhaps, the journey that does not serve any purpose and only belongs to him can finally begin.

(End of this chapter)