I can really play with it

Chapter 159

It has been almost 2 hours since the broadcast, and Qiu Shui is still in a mess of thoughts.

She is not a person who is good at dealing with emergencies. Usually, when encountering a situation, she must wait for the problem to pass, or find someone to help her solve it.

But in this situation, who can help her solve it?

Several bosses who added contact information kept sending her messages, and she could only apologize repeatedly like a robot, but it was obvious that these bosses were not easy to fool.

No matter how often Qiu Shui apologized, the resentment in their hearts didn't seem to go down much.

According to their words, why does your anchor off-broadcast to avoid problems?

Why don't you stand on our side with my patron and the prostitute party?
Do you still expect these people to support you?

Even if things get serious, so what, isn't quarreling and fighting a kind of heat?

Of course Qiushui knew that she should favor the donors, but the problem was, she had an original purpose!
Can these benefactors support her for a while or for a lifetime?

After two years, when she is no longer young, who will still think about her every day?

In addition, Mr. Wang's side is always a ticking time bomb, so Qiushui dare not relax her vigilance for a moment.

Besides, what's the use of this kind of enthusiasm, but if someone makes a fuss and sets up a persona who looks down on ordinary audiences, how can he hang out on the live broadcast platform in the future?

So she can only mechanically apologize, and then frantically make up reasons, unable to express her true feelings.

After all, two hours was still a long time, and the donors were probably exhausted, so they didn't send any more messages to bombard her.

Qiu Shui sat on the sofa sadly, rubbing his temples in pain.

Why, after becoming the coveted big anchor, is he not as happy as he imagined?
This question popped into Qiu Shui's mind suddenly.

Although the quality of life has improved, the number on the bank card is also increasing.

There is no need to squeeze into a small rental house like before, and cut down on food and clothing.

You don't have to endure the loneliness of being deserted and unwatched in the live broadcast room.

He has won a large number of fans he dreamed of, and every word he said will be heard by so many people.

Everything is much stronger than before, but "strong" does not seem to mean "happy".

The price has to deal with countless people every day, and every trouble encountered is not easy to solve.

You can no longer show your true self in front of the audience, and you must maintain an established personality before doing anything or saying anything.

Don't dare to make mistakes, dare not disobey, dare not vent your emotions.

so tired
Qiu Shui suddenly remembered the old days.

When was the happiest time in the past?

It seems to be the time when I met Qin Yiran.

At that time, I moved around in various areas and streets in the city, and worked in many positions and occupations.

But obviously, they are all very unqualified professions.

Before she came out from her hometown, she always thought that the world was big, so what if she had no level or culture?
As long as you look more beautiful than others, you will definitely find a way to make a lot of money.

But the reality ruthlessly gave her a few big mouths.

Without talent and skill, no big company would want her at all.

Where to find a job, the first thing is to ask: what is your education?
"Education? Do I have to have that thing? I think I am very good, and I can do any job!"

Qiu Shui would say this to the reviewers the first few times.

But the reviewers, without exception, all showed the same expression——

That's the look on the face of a sick person.

She didn't have the slightest sense of favor for her most confident appearance.

From then on, Qiu Shui's mind finally changed.

She discovered that the world was actually very small, so small that she didn't even have a place to stay.

With only a face and a body, she seems like a useless piece of trash.

Where else could she go?
Enter the factory and become an employee who stays numb on the assembly line every day?
In other words, she may not be qualified to be an assembly line employee!
Because she knows how stupid her hands are.

By the way, there are still some special places that will send her invitations, and that is some entertainment places where fish and dragons are mixed.

Qiu Shui also spent more than half a month in it, but she really couldn't stand some people's harassment of her day after day, as well as some more excessive behaviors.

She is stupid, but not stupid.

She can accept herself as a "vassal" of a person of status, but the entertainment venue she is in is obviously not qualified enough to get in touch with the kind of people she wants to get in touch with.

So Qiu Shui escaped and left.

In the days that followed, she worked in various extremely ordinary but fairly regular jobs, barely surviving in this metropolis where all the sights were beautiful.

It's just that she feels that she will never be able to live out her 18-year-old dream.

Now that I think about it, during those years of struggling, the most correct thing she did was to maintain her appearance and figure, and she never slackened maintenance for a day, even if the salary was not enough.

She had finally accumulated enough experience, and finally found a job that was much better than before in July of the previous year.

A clerk at a big cake shop of a national chain brand.

Although it is still a small clerk, this cake shop is really big and the location is excellent.

It can be seen that many people who come to this store to buy cakes are people with extraordinary bearing and economic strength.

Because the products in this store are really expensive.

The environment of the cake shop is incomparable to all the jobs before Qiushui.

Well-decorated storefronts, just the right lighting, fragrant air, and very qualified customers.

It may be that the environment of the cake shop allowed Qiushui's good looks to be fully utilized. Qiushui was stunned to gain a firm foothold here because she lost several other competitors who were much stronger than her in PK.

You must know that those people are all educated!

The salary is also much better than other jobs, and the store manager and other employees are also very friendly, so there is not much pressure.

Occasionally, a few handsome guys with great taste come to buy cakes. Every time they come, they will smile at Qiushui and chat with her briefly.

This made Qiushui feel really happy.

At that time, Qiu Shui might have thought that he would work in this cake shop forever.

From a small clerk, to a big clerk, and finally to the store manager, this is Qiu Shui's expected work route.

But the arrival of a person changed Qiushui's life trajectory.

That was a girl who was so clean that Li Qiushui felt ashamed.

Seeing her, Qiu Shui knew what the real pure ceiling was, and her pure makeup in the past was just a joke.

Because the real pure ceiling does not need more decoration.

Like a little daisy just emerging in the sun, she gently pushed open the door of the cake shop, showing a shy smile that seemed to be covered with morning dew, and asked Qiushui politely:

"Hello, sister. My name is Qin Yiran. I'm here to apply for a part-time job. Is the store manager here?"

　I thought I could be [-] this year, but I still overestimated myself (-)

　　
　
(End of this chapter)