I can really play with it

Chapter 788 Drunkenness
As soon as Song Nian said "break up", the air in the private room froze.

There is no so-called indecision in her voice, but determination in every syllable.

Everyone remained silent, waiting for Song Nian's next words.

"I know it's cruel to him because he still loves me as much as before, but we're not right.

We have no common topics, he doesn't understand anything I think about every day, and I don't understand anything about the work he does every day.

Although we never quarreled and stayed by each other's side, we never had a real communication.

this is really tiring
After I went to college, I became more and more aware of the truth, that is, I must hold my destiny in my own hands. No one can dictate my future. I want to use reading to change my destiny. I don’t want to be like our parents. Live in ignorance and prejudice all your life.

I want my other half to be rooted deep in my psyche, to be my soul mate, and not just exist in a one-sided hush."

Song Nian's eyes were shrouded in smoke, very depressed.

"My sister thinks what you said is reasonable, but from the first day of the driving school, are you a little too indifferent to him, no matter how inappropriate, you shouldn't use cold violence to force him?"

Sister Feng put forward her own opinion.

"I have no cold violence. I have talked to him many times, including money issues. I have recorded every sum of money he gave me, and I even took interest into account. I have Part of the scholarship, and some part-time jobs after class, is now self-sufficient, and I can save a small sum. I proposed to use this sum of money to pay him back part of it first, but he refused to accept it. He will still give it to me every month I really don't know what to do to transfer money to my account
I came here to learn how to drive because I want to fill up all my spare time, so that I can tell him that I am very busy, and I don't want him to waste so much time and travel so far to see me.

But he still came.

He even gave up a lot of good job opportunities for me, which would make me feel guilty, but he told me with a silly smile, "There is no opportunity in this world that is more important than you".
I don't hate him, I don't hate him at all, I pretend to be impatient, and I feel sad when I ignore him.

But ours is not love, it's just his unilateral and stubborn contribution, and I don't even have the right to refuse this contribution.

This kind of life makes me very tired, really tired.

Sister Cheng, do you know that sometimes I really envy you."

Song Nian suddenly looked at Cheng Xuetong, raised the glass full of red wine in front of him, his eyes were full of reverie, and then drank the wine in one gulp.

"Ha ha."

Cheng Xuetong closed her eyes, smiled and shook her head.

Then he grabbed Lin Qi's shoulder with one hand and pulled Lin Qi very close to him.

"Envy me?"

Cheng Xuetong moved the chair under her body, and it stuck tightly to the chair under Lin Qi's body, then raised her slender legs, laid them on Lin Qi's body unceremoniously, and finally pressed her whole body towards Lin Qi's direction , wrapped his arms around Lin Qi's neck, and moved silently into Lin Qi's arms. ——

"What's there to envy? I can only do this kind of intimate way of getting along in front of you. When we get out of this room, we have to keep a distance, just like—"

Cheng Xuetong paused for a moment, as if thinking about the most appropriate adjective in her mind.

"Two superb actors playing strangers."

What Cheng Xuetong said and did was very impactful, making Song Nian, who was depressed and depressed, stagnant.

"Hitomi, stop drinking."

Seeing Cheng Xuetong down a whole glass of red wine again, Lin Qi reached out to take the glass from her hand.

But this action was avoided by Cheng Xuetong sensitively. Although she drank a lot, she didn't see any signs of drunkenness at all. Her face was still bright and ruddy as usual, but there was a faint red mark at the corner of her mouth.

"Just drink and drink."

Cheng Xuetong poured herself a glass of wine again, deliberately confronting Lin Qi.

"Your problem is easy to solve. I support you to pay back the money and break up. Continue to make your words clear. If you fail once, you can do it twice, and if you fail twice, you can do it three times. In short, take the initiative in your own hands and don't care about too many messy things. If you don’t have any money, you can borrow it from me, and if you don’t want to pay it back, you, Sister Cheng, have nothing else, except money, which can’t be spent in ten lifetimes!”

Cheng Xuetong picked up the full wine glass and pointed in Song Nian's direction.

"Come on, cheers, after drinking this cup, I will recognize you as my half little sister."

Then she drank it down.

"What's the matter, what are you looking at me for, is there anything wrong with what I said?

You don't think I'm trying to lose my temper on purpose, do you?Don't be kidding, I have nothing to lose my temper, I'm telling the truth.

you!Little bodyguard, don't stare at me, you know I have a bad personality, I can do anything."

After drinking this cup, Cheng Xuetong finally became drunk.

The bright and wise eyes in the past became dull and blurred, and after a light belch, he leaned limply on Lin Qi's body, looking extremely weak.

Lin Qi didn't expect that the normal dinner would turn into such a scene, and it was from this moment that he realized how much pressure Cheng Xuetong was under.

It was a kind of psychological pressure that he couldn't understand, but it really existed.

Perhaps her past behavior of making fun of others was just a way for her to relieve stress.

But why choose this moment as an opportunity to vent your emotions?

When Lin Qizheng was wondering, he suddenly found a message alert on his phone.

Gently pulled his hand out of the state of being pressed by Cheng Xuetong, and took the phone in his hand.

The information is from Su Yueliang.

『Liangzi: Lin Qi, is Tongtong with you?I messaged her and she never replied. 』

Precisely at this time.
Do you want to reply to the news, but how do you explain Cheng Xuetong's current state?

Or, lie to Ryoko?
Lin Qi subconsciously rejected this option.

Since coming to Han University, Lin Qi basically never lied to Su Yueliang.

Not to mention that Su Yueliang herself rarely inquired about Lin Qi's privacy.

Lin Qi was caught in a tangle, but Lin Qi understood one thing, that is, she couldn't be allowed to continue drinking.

If you drink any more, you won't be able to explain to anyone.

Lin Qi firmly held down Cheng Xuetong who was about to continue pouring wine in his arms, but Cheng Xuetong couldn't break free from Lin Qi's hand, so he could only turn his head and give Lin Qi a hard look.

Even after drinking a lot, her eyes are still beautiful like works of art.

This gave Lin Qi the illusion that she was not drunk at all.

But then she closed her eyes, and the unconscious shaking of her head still revealed the fact that she was half drunk and dizzy.

The faces of the two got closer, and Lin Qi could even feel the hot air exhaled from her mouth, with the aroma of wine and personal fragrance.

"Stop drinking"

"Why didn't you reply to the message?"

The two exited almost at the same time.

Lin Qi was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect Cheng Xuetong to notice the news.

"Are you guilty? Or, are you afraid that Ah Liang will think too much?"

Cheng Xuetong and Lin Qi got closer again, and this time Lin Qi could even see his own shadow in her pupils clearly.

Lin Qi subconsciously turned his head to look at Sister Feng and Song Nian.

But just in time to see Sister Feng and Song Nian getting up: "Let's go out with Xiao Nian."

They avoided it.

The door of the private room was closed again, this time only Lin Qi and Cheng Xuetong were left in the room.

"She doesn't give it much thought, ever"

Cheng Xuetong lowered her eyes, her whole body seemed to be drained of strength.

Reaching out to Lin Qi's mobile phone, he pressed the voice bar on WeChat:

"Bao, my cell phone is out of battery. I passed the second subject with a full score. Am I very good? Come and praise me."

A few seconds later, Su Yueliang sent another message.

"Liangzi: That's amazing! 』

『Ryoko: Then when will you come back? Let's go out for dinner tonight. 』

"Next time, baby, today is Lao Cheng's birthday, I have to go to his place."

Old Cheng, is he Cheng Xuetong's father?
Lin Qi just watched Cheng Xuetong chatting with Su Yueliang with his mobile phone.

"Ryoko: Oh, I remembered. 』

"You also know that Lao Cheng is a deadly tsundere. If I don't take the initiative to go, he will never remind me, so I have to be more generous."

There was no trace of drunkenness in Cheng Xuetong's voice, so she chatted with Su Yueliang very naturally.

"Liangzi: Then I wish Uncle Cheng a happy birthday, and Aunt Gu, send my regards to her. 』

"Okay, okay, I'll say hello to Si Tiaojiao and Love Brain on your behalf. My Liangbao is the most polite. Having said that, when are you going to meet the parents with me again?"

"Ryoko: What are you talking about?"

"Why are you so shy, then I will continue to have dinner with my friend from the driving school, and I have already played ventilation with my friend, and he will give you the bed on the second floor at night, so that's it, bye, mua— —”

Cheng Xuetong turned off the phone screen, put the phone back on the table, and then refocused her gaze on Lin Qi.

"I know your mission, tonight."

Lin Qi had a complicated expression, of course he could understand Cheng Xuetong's meaning.

When Cheng Xuetong was not around, the task of accompanying Su Yueliang was left to Lin Qi.

"I want you to understand one thing, and that is: I have a family.

My own father has a poker face + deadly tsundere, usually I don't look for him, he will definitely not take the initiative to look for me, my mother is also a love brain, she only knows to hang around my father all day long, but——

We are still family and the family bond between us will not change.

Even if I take another [-] steps back, my parents don't care about me at all, and there are still a group of old men and old ladies at home who regard me as a treasure. Settle it, because we are a family, this is the family philosophy that Xia Guo has passed down for thousands of years.

but--

Ah Liang is different, she has no family, she does not have these fetters on me, she is special, even the only one in the world, I am not exaggerating at all.

Maybe you can't understand, but it's normal, because I'm not perfect even today, but the fact is in front of me.

Of course, this does not mean that her family members are all dead, objectively her parents are still alive, but this will only make the reality more cruel.

They just left enough money for their children in name, and then, like saints, they abandoned all the concept of family blood, and they also called it to break out of the historical cycle that has imprisoned human society for thousands of years.

Hehe, I can see puzzlement and confusion from your expression, it's right to be confused, anyone should be confused, right?
Since I was a child, I have watched her transition from puzzlement to sadness, and then from sadness to silence. I accepted all of this in silence, and I accepted that there will be no family waiting for her somewhere in any day. reality.

She has no family and no friends. Before she met you, there was only me in her world.

Later you appeared, but you gradually disappeared again, do you know how sad she was during that time?
You won't understand because you're an asshole.

You asshole don't know that she really wants very little, a little bit, a little bit is enough.

You know, even if I turn on the camera now and let her see the two of us now, it's okay. "

Cheng Xuetong firmly grasped Lin Qi's shoulder, so hard that her nails were almost embedded in it.

But Lin Qi couldn't feel it anymore, because he was still deeply immersed in Cheng Xuetong's narration.

Ryoko, no family.

There are only two people in her world.

She doesn't want much.

"So, it doesn't matter if I'm drunk or not, you just have to do everything you have to do, and the rest doesn't matter.

I admit, I do like you a little bit, but you remember, I am not fighting for something, I am such a person, I do what I want, I don’t want to think about the consequences, I have This capital is making nonsense, do you - understand - understand -? "

Cheng Xuetong looked into Lin Qi's eyes and said word for word.

"Of course, you can also mess around a bit, but it depends on whether you have the guts."

Cheng Xuetong took Lin Qi's hand, and then slowly placed it on the open neckline of the coat, where her clavicle was carved like jade.

It is obviously a bone structure that crosses vertically and horizontally, but Lin Qi feels that it is as soft as a banana.

The distance between the two has become narrow, the eyebrows and eyes are close at hand, the lips are within reach, the breath carries the hormonal taste unique to girls, ambiguity and confusion are licking each other, the air in the whole private room is filled with the danger and sweetness of love .

Why is this happening?

Lin Qi found that he could no longer look away, and Cheng Xuetong was like a deadly trap with a sweet attraction, and everything would become uncontrollable if this continued.

"Forget it, this place is terrible, and, you are such a coward, you don't dare to take advantage of the door-to-door delivery."

Cheng Xuetong smiled contemptuously, then staggered her lips at an angle, and gently wiped the wine stains from the corner of her mouth on Lin Qi's cheek.

"Remember my words, do what you have to do, and no one will care about everything else."

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