Qingchuan History

Chapter 156 The Jade Broken Tiles ([-])

Auntie snorted softly: "When I left, she was only one year old, and she didn't know me, let alone have a relationship. Even now, she is only nineteen, and the lady of the family has pampered her, so I don't care about her." .But I thought," she paused, with what seemed like an effort to force out the words, "that my parents were always thinking of me."

Ruan Xueyin was a little puzzled, but she was always calm, and her tone was unremarkable: "She doesn't want you to leave, it's her own selfishness. Your parents have their own ideas. So, it's Mr. Shangguan who changed his mind?"

"Changing? Heh, I thought I was wrong, so why talk about changing?" She let out a sigh of relief, her whole body was like a mess, "Before Chunfeng went to Xiling, Auntie came to see her and said she was concerned about my affairs. In fact, before I go to the cold palace, I just want to chat with me and discuss the process of sending letters to avoid confusion. After all, I will be in the cold palace for the next year, and it will not be so convenient to see you again; The way for Chunfeng to leave the palace and send letters directly is no longer available."

She lowered her head and straightened the hem of her skirt, "Chunfeng is easy to deceive, and he was coaxed into the vestibule with just a few words. Xiwu was guarding the gate, and we two discussed in the hall. It was this time that I realized that my so-called My biological parents didn't expect me to go home that much, and my concubine came to Jidu, so it doesn't mean that I must be replaced by the palace."

"They also want you to stay in Qi Palace to help Mrs. Jin?"

"They are so good at acting, how can they tell me directly. It's just their good daughter who doesn't live up to expectations." She looked at Ruan Xueyin, and there was a sense of common hatred in her expression: "You know, these princes and nobles who are raised in the greenhouse Girl, don't endure hardships, don't suffer, don't see hardships, everyone is an idiot. Shangguan concubine has planned her future since she was a child, but she has learned some skills. You have already discovered this. Although she is not stupid, after all, she just came here In less than a year, I have been doing the monthly letter sending, and to put it bluntly, she has never done anything other than some petty tricks."

She turned her gaze and looked at Gu Xinglang: "That day she told me that she couldn't do it. She can't do it now, and she won't do it in the future. Except for passing some news to me from time to time, she won't do anything that is bad for you. So I can't go."

Ruan Xueyin was not surprised.Shangguan Concubine had already expressed her attitude towards this matter, but she just didn't expect that the other party's determination was so strong that she would directly showdown with her sister.

"I reasoned with her, the mission of the Shangguan family, the hegemony of the Wei country, and the sacrifice of half my life. She has enjoyed a full 20 years of pampering and love with her parents, while my childhood and girlhood are over, and there is no possibility of repeating it. Then for the rest of my life, at least let me live a life that belongs to Shangguan."

Her eyes were once again distracted, and she didn't know where to look: "In the end, she said that when she was leaving at the beginning of the year, her father told her that everything was for the overall situation. If she feels that it is difficult, she can continue to keep me as a helper in Qi Palace. I am dormant in Jidu 18 In the past year, there is no one from Wei who has hidden deeper than me and knows Qi Gong better, so it is really a pity to let me out of the palace."

Ruan Xueyin has been squatting in front of her, the distance is close enough, at this moment she finally saw the tears slowly dripping from the almost dry eye sockets.

"That's why she dared to ask me to stay and do what she didn't want to do. Because she knew that to them, I was no longer the daughter of Shangguan's family. A meticulous work that will never change until death." She took a deep breath, and her tone became sharp:

"Shangguan Xie died when he stepped out of the border of Wei Kingdom 18 years ago. I am stupid, and I still believe that in this troubled world, there is a family relationship of high mountains and rivers in the cage of the temple! , Even father and brother can kill, what is it to sacrifice a daughter for a generation of names! I should have known it, I should have known it from the day I left Cangwu, but I just can't believe that this blood bond is so worthless! They It’s basically ready, and I’m ready to ruin my life.”

That sneer was only once, but it echoed back and forth in the barren palace:
"A half-life promise is just a lie."

"Perhaps when they sent you away 18 years ago, they really thought that one day they would exchange you with a concubine." Gu Xinglang didn't know if she included him, the him in the rumors, in her statement about killing her brother and father.

He didn't care.

"But as you said just now, or what your father said, over time, you have become Wei Guo's deepest ambush in Qi Palace. You are the longest line, the most skilled hand, and even your current identity , It is easier to do many things, but it is extremely difficult to be noticed. Because there is a pure wind in front of you. I have always thought that you are protecting her, but it turns out that she is protecting you. "

His voice was deep and elusive: "Such an ambush, a sword that has been sharpened for 18 years, no one would be willing to withdraw at will. Let alone your ambitious father."

"Yeah. Don't talk about you, Junshang, even I understand him a little bit. What I hate is that he lied to me again and again. Even in the letter at the end of September, he still told me that when I first entered Jidu, there were too many The matter is not familiar yet; she has been raised in the boudoir for 19 years, although she has learned some methods of planning and calculation, she has never used it after all, and I need to take her with her for a while. It’s time for Auntie to be on her own.”

She raised her head and looked at the dark algae well on the top of the temple. The colorful paintings on it had been blurred, and the mottled lines had broken the originally smooth lines.

"Go home. It turned out that he didn't intend to welcome me home at all. It was all fake. I was also angry with the official concubine, and angry that she was so spoiled. I have struggled to persist in the so-called mission of my family and country for 18 years, and I can't compare to hers." She has a brain, it's not that she can't replace me, she just doesn't want to. Not willing!" She became annoyed again, and her distracted eyes became extremely intense:
"I don't want to either! But who cares if I don't want to! Why she doesn't want to, let me continue to replace her! 18 years ago, no one replaced me! I have lived for 22 years inexplicably, and I have done a lot of things. I feel inexplicable about things, I thought it was finally over, but she told me that there is no end, I have to continue, for her shit love!"

She looked at Gu Xinglang suddenly: "That time in July, it would be fine if you died. Without you, she wouldn't have to tell me the truth. I can still live in my belief, and I can go home and reunite with my family. Heh." She closed her eyes, and after a while, she smiled softly,
"You are deceiving yourself. I have no home. My parents are still alive, and I am an orphan."

Ruan Xueyin has always been an orphan, since she was born.Because there was never any expectation, or that expectation died too early, she could not understand her mourning.

But she was still infected and felt sad.

"So you want to end it all, just cut off the last thread that Wei Guo buried in Qi Palace, and drag your sister into the water by the way, and everyone will die together." Gu Xinglang was still calm, there was no cup to turn at this moment, and the three fingers of his right hand began to twitch Tap lightly on the table beside you,
"But you still can't make up your mind. You can't completely abandon the Shangguan family and your mother country. So you set up a game, do half and keep the other half, and leave the result to fate."

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