Qingchuan History

Chapter 429
"Maybe it's not worth it." After drinking the last glass of wine, the effect of the medicine counteracted again.Ruan Xueyin felt so bad that she lay motionless on the cushion,
"But what's worth it? In some cases, even life is worthless. It's worth it if you are willing to trade your life for something for a moment. People can only be responsible for the present, Xi Run. I also recently Only then did I understand."

"Sister is such a good gesture." Duan Xirun stood up, "You are still calm in the end, just because you have the confidence to save yourself and not die." She lowered her eyelashes to look at her, really condescending, "But my sister's life is still in my hands inside,"

She moved to her, squatted down, the distance between the two was only an inch,
"Even if you can save yourself with amazing medical knowledge, the hidden guards won't be able to stop me if I stab it in."

It was a dagger, which was hidden between the skirts of the two of them, and half an inch would touch the flesh.

"Do you still know what you're doing?" The distance was too close, and Ruan Xueyin could look into the other's eyes when she raised her eyes. Ruan Xueyin felt more and more uncomfortable, her voice trembled violently, her lips were as white as warm wine, "You still know who you are, Why are you killing people and drinking blood, Duan Xirun?"

Duan Xirun froze, the emptiness in her eyes flashed away, "Sister, I've been drinking."

"I've heard that those who kill people," the breath gets weaker, the cold and heat in the body finally melt into chaos and accumulate again, "except for the bloodthirsty reasons such as national hatred and family hatred, the wicked should take revenge, or if they are not crazy, they will not survive. In the case of extreme temper, most of them acted out of temper and wisdom, and they all regretted it."

Both faces were in each other's pupils, Ruan Xueyin stared at her pale face in her pupils, knowing that time was running out,
"You are for a broken relationship that was meant to be shared with others, a man who may be very concerned about you and can't put a single point on you. With your compliance with the rules and your expectation of the so-called Jun'en, you killed I, too, will not change much. It may be cruel, even arrogant and vicious for me to say this, but it is the truth."

She closed her eyes for a moment,
"Everyone can only be responsible for the moment. I can't judge whether you are worth it or not. At this moment, if you think it's worth it, do it. Just like the wine I drank just now. But you must know that sweet rice wine can still be hidden, With this knife, you can't hide anything. You can't get what you want. It's just burnt."

There was a moment of silence, and the birdsong also stopped.

"Confronting someone like my sister is really scary." Duan Xirun's complexion was also a little pale, hidden in the blush of alcohol, unable to tell the truth from reality, "Fortunately, those with bare feet are not afraid of wearing shoes. A big mistake has been made and is irreparable. It doesn’t matter if you get it or not. Burning stones together is also a result.”

"Why do you want to think about things like this?" Ruan Xueyin seldom snapped up, but she suddenly became angry, "Why do you treat a situation that is not hopeless as a desperate situation? How many people in this world are really barefoot, and they haven't said anything yet. , to burn jade and stone together."

"I married Qi Guo far away, and lost the favor of the king in the first year, and I will spend a long time as a widow in the deep palace." Duan Xirun also snatched the white, healthy, and spoke faster,
"I hurt you this time, why don't you tell him when you go back, I'm afraid someone will punish me if I leave this door later. In this situation, what is it if it's not a desperate situation? What is it if I am not barefoot? Killing you is at least a great success, do I have any other choice?"

"The great cause is finally accomplished." Ruan Xueyin repeated, only to feel that all the internal organs were kneaded together, and an overwhelming sense of blockage surged up.
"For such a so-called love, killing me, and then really pushing yourself into a desperate situation, is this a great cause? Xirun, you were born in the royal family and stood on a high place, you can see the scenery that most women in the world can't see, Why don't you look farther and widen?"

She said and panted, it must be caused by the medicine, her lips began to tremble,

"When I came in, you said that Yunshui was going to be chaotic, and you had to go through the difficulties with your parents. What is it now? Compared with what is going to happen in Baiguo, your parents' fate, and Duan's future, what is this great cause?" ? Your three sisters’ husband’s family is under King Luo’s tent, and your eldest sister’s side is open to discussion. There are still so many things you can do.”

Finally exhausted her last strength, she panted heavily,

"Help your father establish the foundation of the country, stand in front of the battle, and turn the tide so that he can sleep with his eyes closed. This is a great cause."

When Duan Xirun helped Ruan Xueyin out of the wooden building, the coachman was still waiting outside the courtyard.

There is no wind in the forest, the courtyard is empty, and two eucalyptus trees are blooming red flowers.

All the way in silence, the two walked through the courtyard, and Ruan Xueyin lightly touched Duan Xirun's hand in front of the car. "Go. Your three sisters are not easy-going lamps, and they have been complaining that His Majesty favors you and gives you all kinds of birds and kites. I'm afraid it will be difficult to deal with it. Go to your eldest sister first and talk about it." , it’s more secure. The one from Linzi has already set off, and the one from Qujing will be with him, so you have to hurry, preferably within two days.”

"I see." Duan Xirun's expression was very calm, and she couldn't see any emotion, she held Ruan Xueyin's arm and did not let go.

"I promise you not to say anything, so I won't mention a single word." Ruan Xueyin continued in a low voice, "Including Shen Ji."

Duan Xirun looked up at her.

"Even less so with him." Naturally, it was Gu Xinglang.

"Except for the fact that my sister lost her trust in the fight for favor, you have never lied to me at other times." Duan Xirun withdrew her hand, "But Master Shen won't ask about my sister's appearance?" She didn't turn her head, she glanced around ,

"He's probably nearby. He should have seen me earlier."

"I was originally ill. It's normal for my complexion to get worse after talking for a long time." The other party didn't mention Chunfeng from the beginning to the end, and it seemed that he didn't know it. Come down to Yunshui."

The moment Ruan Xueyin returned to the car, Gu Chunfeng's face paled.

"Why did this happen?" She hurried to help her, "Don't you have tea and snacks? Where's Mrs. Zhen?"

Shen Ji followed as expected.But he didn't hear the conversation in the house. "She still has important things to do, so she's going back to the city first."

Only then did Gu Chunfeng smell the alcohol on her body, and he became even more pale, "Drinking wine? You are recuperating and taking medicine! No wonder you made such a ghostly appearance!"

Just pour the wine.Ruan Xueyin didn't have the strength to go back, she closed her eyes and crooked in the car and couldn't move anymore.

"How are you doing now, are you taking medicine?" Gu Chunfeng was in a hurry, rummaging around for a long time, not knowing what to do.

"Water, give me as much as you have."

Gu Chunfeng blinked for a moment, and hurriedly followed suit, "There are only these left, and I will ask Shen Ji to pick them up after entering the city." After a moment's pause, he asked again:

"Water drinking can cure a hangover?"

Ruan Xueyin couldn't raise her hand, so she drank with all her strength from Chunfeng's hand, but she still struggled, and her swallowing caused severe chest pain.

"It's the same for Mrs. Zhen. What kind of wine should I prepare during the day? Is it the custom of the Bai Kingdom or the Duan family's rules to drink while discussing matters? Come here to do business for their family, and torment you like this."

This time, by accident, Bai Guo broke up the long-standing dark knot with Duan Xirun, and after the battle just now, it can be regarded as a seven-point solution.Ruan Xueyin thought vaguely.It's worth it too.

"Sister-in-law?" Seeing that the other party was silent, swallowing gradually stopped, and he seemed to lose consciousness with his eyes closed, Chunfeng panicked, "Sister-in-law, don't scare me."

Cold and heat, disordered breathing, turbid air, chest tightness and severe pain, everything in the sense organs burns into one piece and then turns into ashes.She felt at ease like never before. Even though her eyes were closed, she seemed to see the teacher's face, the bamboo in Pengxi Mountain, and Jing Tingge sitting on the edge of the cliff playing "Guangling Zhixi".

The screen turned again, and Gu Xinglang at the chess playing table at Dongchuang smiled at her:
come.

She suddenly let go, letting go of her consciousness.

"Chunfeng, I miss him." The carriage kicked, wrapped a few words into the wind, and sent them all the way north.
"I don't know if I can see it or not."

(End of this chapter)