White water love marks

Chapter 22 Farewell
Doutchen was the most incredible and strong-willed injured person the medical staff had ever seen.

In the ambulance, he gave out the phone numbers of Lin Na and Dahai, and only let them go to the hospital; he also insisted that the three medical staff present use their mobile phones to help record his last words. Being prepared, it is almost suspected that this is a premeditated suicide.

Although Yang Xiaoxiao rushed to squeeze into the ambulance at the last moment, she knelt there and prayed all the time. No matter how disgusted she was, how much she wanted to forget him, she still had love in her heart, and she only wished him well.

What Du Chen said, she didn't hear a single word, she doesn't want to listen to anything now, as long as God hears her prayer, as long as he is fine, she can do anything.

.....
Life ended too suddenly, and Du Chen was reluctant to part with it.

Dahai has been with him for many years as a brother, and he will explain a few more words before he dies.

She has always known how much Lin Na loves him and how much she understands him, and she knows that this woman's so-called chicness is just acting on purpose for him.

After so many years, what have you given her?
Now that he is leaving, what can he give her?
He has no family, and he can only entrust her with some words and things. He is sorry for this woman and has always wronged her. Give her what he can.

In fact, the affairs after the death can be completely handed over to Dahai, but he knew that Lin Na would be very sad, so he asked her to do it herself. First, it was an explanation to her after so many years, and second, he wanted her to be busy, tired and hard Thinking about it, maybe it can reduce a little sadness. He should be relieved that she is so independent and strong.

He looked at Lin Na with a smile, and forced out a long sentence: "Your love, I know... I always knew it, I was just... pretending to be confused, I... I'm sorry..."

Before leaving, he didn't even talk to Yang Xiaoxiao who was on the side. He should be indifferent to her to the end. She is too fragile to bear this feeling and this parting.It wasn't until the moment he closed his eyes that he took a glance, which was enough for him.

……

Yang Xiaoxiao was heartbroken, watching him and Dahai brothers being affectionate and talking in each other's ears alone; watching him holding Lin Na's hand intimately, it turns out that this is love.

He really didn't have any feelings for him, and he didn't want to leave a word before he left. She was so sad, but she still hoped that he was fine, and hoped that he and Lin Na would be together for a long time.

"Brother Chen is gone..." Lin Na's voice came from beside my ear.

Only then did she react and rush over, grabbed his hand, and cried out heartbreakingly: "Brother Chen...Brother Chen, come back, I won't recruit you, I won't pester you, please come back, come back, I will Stay away, please..."

It turned out that I still love him so much, and the forgetfulness I thought was really just hidden in my heart.

.......
This was a major traffic accident. One person died on the spot, and the other was seriously injured and went to the hospital for rescue.Although there were few people at night, it was still quite a sensation. The big reason was that the legendary Brother Chen was involved.

At this intersection, the monitoring records are very clear, and what happened is obvious.

Yang Xiaoxiao didn't know the truth, and she didn't care about it. She only knew that her Brother Chen was gone. Even though they had no relationship, she was still in excruciating pain, crying out of breath in the corridor of the hospital. Gas, almost fainted.

"I know you have always loved Brother Chen very much. Even if you think he hates you for being cruel to you, you still feel so uncomfortable. In this case, I will disobey Brother Chen once. I don't want you to misunderstand him again. I don't want you to be stupid and don't know... ..."

"How can there be so many coincidences in the world? Do you think it's a coincidence?"

"You should remember that he never sent you to the door of the unit before, and he never waited for you there. Have you thought about the reason? He just doesn't want others to know that you are with him, and he doesn't want others to make irresponsible remarks about you."

"Because of you, he gradually got used to obeying the traffic rules. Even if there is no one else on the road in the early morning, he still waits quietly for the traffic lights. It is you who influenced him..."

"He really wanted to use you a little bit, but how could he bear it? No matter how bad or cruel a person is, he has a little bit of conscience, and he gave it to you."

"Why don't you understand? Why doesn't he have feelings for you? Think about it, a strange man wants to take advantage of you, but he doesn't touch you. Why? He puts you in his heart, reluctant, and doesn't want to hurt you You."

"You think that you are the only one who is sad. You only see his appearance, but you don't know his heart. He is also in pain. It's just a last resort. You are in a different world. All the cruel words he said are to wish you well, and I don't want you to go into that dye vat."

"Why did he say that you are not attractive or capable? He hopes that you will improve and that you have the ability to make yourself better..."

"If he didn't care about you, he wouldn't let that person go so easily in the ballroom. He was afraid of scaring you and hurting you. It was because of you that he did that..."

"You are being bullied, how much his heart hurts! Who do you think hugged you to the bed? Haven't you thought about why you were blindfolded? Why do I know where you live?"

"He told you to go away, he scolded you, because he wanted you to leave the dangerous place, because he was afraid that you would get hurt..."

"I shouldn't have told you. Brother Chen doesn't want you to know, and he doesn't want you to be sad. He would rather you hate him and blame him forever, so you can relax."

"He always feels ashamed of you. His greatest wish is to hope that you forget him. I hope you are well. You must be well, so that he can rest assured, you know?"

In a trance, I saw him introducing red wine to me, teaching me how to play billiards, hugging me in my arms and laughing, and hearing him mocking me and yelling at me...
She really is unresponsive, she really doesn't understand well...
How much better it would be to understand his good intentions earlier?
The ache in my heart, the pain of not getting what I want, the pain of losing what I got... All the pain in the world has been experienced by her, and all the beauty in the world has left her forever like this...

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Du Chen told Dahai and Lin Na in his last words that Yang Xiaoxiao was not allowed to attend his funeral - this is the only information related to her.Even if Xiaoxiao hates herself and the dead are the greatest, she would still want to send herself off, but he will never let her go!
But how could she not go?

Seeing that Lin Na calmly ordered everyone to arrange various matters as a sister-in-law, she would definitely not be able to do it herself, and they are really a good match.

She can't do anything, can't she go see him off?
She begged: "Sister Lin Na, I must go, I must go, please let me see him off, please..."

Lin Na persuaded her: "Listen to Brother Chen, okay?"

"No, I'm going to see him off, please let me go, please..."

"Xiao Xiao, Brother Chen is the one who can't let go of his worries in the end. Do you know how many people there will be? All kinds of people from all walks of life, a real hodgepodge, some are really his friends, some are just passable, some It may be the enemy! Brother Chen won’t let you participate, he doesn’t want you to appear in front of everyone, and he doesn’t want to bring you unnecessary trouble, so just be obedient and don’t make him worry anymore, okay?”

"Sister Lin Na..."

"Xiao Xiao, I understand your feelings, but you have to be calm and rational. If you really aren't here at this moment, brother Chen will stay there. You can go there anytime you want to see him..."

Even so, it's still in the future, but she really shouldn't worry him anymore, she should listen to him, shouldn't she?
(End of this chapter)