Consumer God

Chapter 320 Han Lie, Let's Wait and See!
"I was a child who lacked attention from an early age."

Han Lie's voice was deep and deep, and naturally revealed a strong sense of loneliness.

The method is very simple - lower the larynx, use chest resonance, add a little air bubbles, and you will get a very grainy bass.

Then pay attention to the expression, bow your head at 20 degrees, droop your eyelids to look for your toes, purse your lips slightly, and don't make any small movements on your hands when speaking, so as to give a solid atmosphere.

OK, get ready, let's start the show now!

Gou Lie's atmosphere was created so well that Chen Yanfei couldn't help but pay attention and listen attentively.

"Other children will have sweets when they cry, so they often cry, but it's useless for me to cry - the family conditions are too poor.

Moreover, my father has a very dull personality and rarely cares about me. My mother is busy all day long and is full of anxiety. If I affect her work, she will definitely scold me impatiently.

So at a very young age I started to envy kids who had someone to pay attention to.

I thought things would get better when I got older.

Unfortunately, no.

I still can't make friends, I can't get love, I can't find meaning in my existence - I'm not stupid, you know?I liked to read all kinds of idle books when I was very young, and the amount of reading was quite good.

But what I long for is never sung in books.

They extol the greatness born from loneliness and pain, and advise people to adapt to loneliness and enjoy loneliness, but they forget that most ordinary people can only suffer in loneliness and never give birth to anything worthy of praise.

I used to firmly believe that I should look inward to find peace, until Pan Shaohang’s beating made me finally understand a truth——

Only the strong are qualified to talk about benevolence, morality, kindness, detachment, and tranquility.

All the friendship released by the weak to the outside world is because he can only do so, not because he wants to do so from the bottom of his heart.

At that time, I wanted to fight back, but I couldn't. Can you really understand the helplessness?
I didn't want to let go of it gently later on, but what if I didn't let go at that time?
At that moment, I made up my mind - I want to break through the shell that binds me, I want to be a strong person, I want to face my inner desires, respond to the blows of the world, and be a willful person.

Then, I started to get a little bit of success, and I naturally started to admit that I just like to be surrounded by people, to be noticed, to be held up.

You asked me how I look at feelings, it’s very simple, my needs for feelings are very superficial and greedy - I like the emotional value you provide me, it makes me feel alive, not just a cold calculation machine of probability.

I know you might be disappointed in me like this, but the thing is...

At my age, at my current stage, I can only give priority to satisfying the impulse that is always surging in my heart.

Do you know, village flower?

Actually, you shouldn't be asking this question. "

The film emperor shook his head, his eyes were disappointed and sad.

"You ask a child who has never felt love, what is love, I really want to try to give you an answer you like, but I'm sorry, I can't.

Because I doubt all the time: Will someone really love the original me?
But, I can tell you in my heart, what you are.

You are a ray of light.

When I was most humble and confused, your bright smile, hearty greeting, and approachable attitude illuminated my gloomy world.

You may not remember much, but I will always remember--

In the first semester of high school, I was bullied by my classmates and cleaned for them.

You passed by me, I was angry and moved a lot, I accidentally stuffed the mop under your feet, and the sewage stained the sides of your shoes.

It was a very nice pair of white Nikes.

I was so terrified at the time, it felt like the sky was falling.

In the end, you smiled brightly and said to me: I'm sorry, it's my fault, I didn't notice that you were cleaning.Hey, can you lend me that dry rag?

I was dumbfounded and felt as if I saw an angel.

My mind went blank at the time, and I don't remember if I opened my mouth, apologized to you, or said anything else.

After returning home, I lay on the bed and tried to remember, but there was only a vague smile and white and neat teeth left in my mind.

who are you?
I didn't dare to ask anyone, I just started looking for you in the crowd.

Later, I remembered your name, your birthday, your hobbies, and even your wishes...and I resolutely went to SISU.

You can never imagine the ecstasy I felt when I found you sitting across from me on the train.

Now you ask me what I think of you.

I don't know what other people's secret love is like. Anyway, to me, you are a symbol, a sign, and a special existence.

So special that I dare not touch it.

The thing I fear the most is that when we are really together, I suddenly discover that you are completely different from what I imagined.

So don't blame me for being indifferent, I'm just not ready yet.

What about you?

Can you really be sure you're ready? "

Concubine Chen Yan was dumbfounded by the question.

am i ready

Uh, I don't know...

In fact, there is nothing to prepare for the love of young people. If you like it, you can stay together. However, Concubine Chen Yan was fooled by the dog man, her mood was agitated, and she subconsciously began to follow his guidance and began to doubt herself.

Gou Lie's operation is really too lethal for a young girl.

Moreover, Chen Yanfei had a good memory, and almost instantly remembered the scene Han Lie described.

"Oh it's you!"

She looked suddenly enlightened, and was very excited: "I remember! At that time, you were downcast, as if you were going to smash the marble floor with a mop. In fact, I had already avoided it. I didn't expect to be bumped by you. ..."

Yo?Actually remember?
Han Lie felt very surprised. In fact, that scene back then was indeed the most real touching point in his heart, but the "various memories" that followed were all nonsense.

Including signing up for humanities abroad, in fact, there is no other good school he can go to. Humanities are at least in Shanghai, which can open his eyes.

However, Concubine Chen Yan believed in the front line, so she naturally accepted all the tricks behind.

"I really didn't expect..."

She hesitated to speak, and suddenly didn't know how to continue.

Thinking about it this way, Han Lie is actually really pitiful...

How hopeless would it be for a child who lacked love and attention since he was a child to be beaten bruised and swollen in front of his favorite girl?
Later, it turned black and became extreme, and it was really understandable under the influence of compensatory psychology...

Chen Yanfei convinced herself naturally.

Men have a problem, that is, they like to persuade women who have stumbled to turn around.

Women also have a problem, that is, they like to influence scumbags.

As long as you give them a suitable reason and tell them: I am not like this originally, and I have difficulties, they will passionately devote themselves to the great cause of saving scumbags with their own lives.

Han Lie, this bastard, is absolutely perfect.

"Okay, then let's put the problem aside for the time being. I need to think about it. I believe you also need time to recognize yourself now."

Concubine Chen Yan is a smart girl, she will not rush to prove a result like many love-brained girls.

But she is also an immature girl, once she is moved, it is hard not to feel pity for the poor boy Han Lie.

So, in order to avoid further hurting Han Lie, she took the initiative to change the subject.

"By the way, where is your classmate meeting?"

"I don't know." Han Lie shook his head and smiled wryly, "I don't plan to go. You know, the so-called classmates' relationship didn't leave me any good memories in the three years of high school..."

This dog is addicted to acting, half-truth, half-fake, routine.

Concubine Chen Yan nodded knowingly.

"I know. But if you plan to stand in front of those who looked down on you and bullied you back then, I support you. Heart disease needs heart medicine. If you want to feel relieved, seeing their faces now is the best way. "

Good guy, you are so active in coming up with ideas, are you really planning to save me?
Gou Lie thought it was too interesting, so he put on a pensive gesture.

Seeing this, Concubine Chen Yan added another sentence: "If you need my help, please tell me the time and place later, and I am willing to accompany you for a walk."

No need, I really don't want to go, it's not worth it.

Thinking this way in his heart, Han Lie expressed his affection: "Okay, then I will see if the time is right. If so, I will definitely not be polite to you!"

"That's right!"

Chen Yanfei grinned, her eyes dazzled brightly.

Afterwards, the atmosphere became more harmonious. Concubine Chen Yan tried her best not to irritate Han Lie, and talked about every detail of the university.

After eating enough strawberries, the two of them simply didn't go back to the small courtyard, and turned to the city, where they had a simple meal of grilled fish, and then watched a movie.

Overall, a very pleasant chat.

After close contact, Han Lie found that Chen Yanfei was a more attractive girl than expected.

Thoughtful, careful, not hypocritical, willing to talk to him about topics that only boys are interested in, no princess disease, and basically start with "Are we" when discussing things.

It lacks a little cuteness, but it makes Han Lie, who is essentially an old man, very comfortable.

It's a pity that a man's growth is a straight upward ladder, and every time he takes a step forward, it is absolutely impossible to turn back.

Han Lie couldn't go back.

Multiple choice questions, I don't do it.

……

On the night of the second day of junior high school, many guests came to the house as usual.

This time the crowd was mixed, with distant relatives, friends of parents, and some inexplicable people.

For example, one of Han Yong's colleagues has a very bad relationship, but he came to borrow money with the cheek, and what he said was that your family is so rich, so how can you help?
This kind of people is very common in the real world. If you lose your face, you will gain advantage. Why not do it?
His daughter-in-law is even more weird, looking at her posture, it seems that if they can't get along with each other, they are about to start rolling around.

Han Yong and Ma Honglian really couldn't deal with such a stern-faced person, they were too soft-hearted.

In the end, Han Lie had no choice but to go out in person.

Go out, take off the Patek Philippe starry sky that was not used at all before, and give it to that person.

"Uncle Chen, my parents really don't have any money. Why don't you take my watch away?"

Lai Pichen subconsciously reached out to pick it up, and Han Lie reminded: "You can hold on tight, you will have to pay more than 4000 million yuan if you fall, and if you take it out of this house, 80.00% of it will be sentenced to life..."

Lai Pichen retracted his hand as if it was burning.

Han Lie looked at him and sneered: "Although it is a society ruled by law now, one tenth of this watch can crush your whole family. Who gave you the courage to come to my house to make trouble? I just As a guest at Tian Ye, do you want me to invite him to come and give you two a ride?"

Lai Pichen smiled awkwardly, and immediately raised his butt.

To deal with this kind of scoundrel in the market place, it doesn't make any sense to reason, just use the lowest means to smash in the face.

"I've given you a demonstration. Next time someone like this comes to your door, you'll have to scare them to death..."

Han Lie was teaching his parents, when Ma Honglian suddenly clutched her chest reflexively: "So, the price is real? Oh my mother! You spend more than 4000 million to buy such an iron plate?! "

I'm dizzy!

Han Lie couldn't laugh or cry, so he could only comfort her: "I didn't buy it, it was a gift from my father-in-law."

"What?!"

Ma Honglian regained her spirits all of a sudden, and then blurted out a series of questions.

"What does that girl look like? Is she a girl? How old is she? How old is she? Her family is so rich, why did she fall in love with you? Did you go for plastic surgery just to chase her? All right, son, I didn't see it." When you come out, you can be ruthless..."

Brother Tangtang, fled in despair.

In the end, she was chased by Ma Honglian to the bedroom to continue outputting. In the end, she had to call Pan Ge and put on the loudspeaker to let the old lady hear the sound, which was considered a temporary solution.

The two chatted for a while, and Pan Ge suddenly asked: "By the way, give me the address of your home. I have saved a lot of good things at home recently. Lao Pan can't use them anymore. I'll post half of them to you!"

"Good guy, you little padded jacket, wearing it on Lao Pan's body leaks the wind everywhere, but it's really warm on me..."

Han Lie didn't have any defenses at all, joking and joking with her.

"Then look!"

Pan Ge smiled triumphantly: "Get ready to receive it, I guarantee you will be pleasantly surprised!"

Han Lie was still there, urging her to make it bigger: "Since you want to do it, don't be merciful, does Lao Pan have any good tea?

Let's take care of it for him.

My dad is reluctant to drink that Longjing, and now he takes Gu Jingzhou's purple sand pot to make his eight yuan a catty jasmine tea every day.

Yesterday, a knowledgeable president came to the house. When he saw the pot, his eyes almost popped out. In the end, he carefully drank a sip of tea into his mouth, sprayed it on the spot, and coughed for 10 minutes...

That expression, that look, I can't even describe it to you! "

"Gluck cluck cluck..."

Pan Ge laughed like an old hen cuddled in her nest, tears were about to fall.

At the end, a meaningful sentence came: "Don't worry, this time, good tea is enough!"

After hanging up the phone, she strolled to the small hall on the second floor, beside her parents who were packing their suitcases.

He passed by and went straight to Pan Zi's storage room.

When he came out, he had two extremely exquisite tea boxes in his hands, and put them on the top shelf of the suitcase with a smile.

Pan Zi was so anxious that his mouth dropped.

"Ouch! Little ancestor, I have already brought four boxes of good tea, are you going to dig all the roots for me?"

Pan Ge replied confidently: "Han Lie wants it. He said that you drink flower wine more than tea, and it's a waste to leave it at home. Why don't you honor his father..."

One sentence immediately made Pan Zi grind his teeth.

Zhao Anni was also caught. She gave Pan Zi a hard look, and directed Pan Ge with a bad expression, "Go and get those two bottles of Jinmao hidden by your father. Anyway, he has plenty of places to drink flower wine!"

Pan Zi's eyes darkened, and he covered his forehead with his hands.

Han Lie, you're really good at it!

Let's see!
(End of this chapter)