The Ninety Continuation of Their Story

Chapter 36 I'm Afraid

Jiang Nan had fallen asleep on his side with his long hair loose.

Ren Zitao kissed her on the forehead before pulling up the quilt and covering Jiang Nan tightly, then quietly adjusted the temperature of the air conditioner and got out of bed.

At this moment in the living room, the night breeze blew away the window screens.

Clothes can be seen everywhere on the sofa and on the ground, there are water stains left by footprints on the floor, and the bathtub on the balcony is even more messy.

Ren Zitao didn't care about this.

He sat on the ground, looking at the blue bed sheet clutched in his hand.

Spread out the sheets, the blue of the sea and the red blood are reflected very clearly.

He rubbed the dried blood with his thumb, rubbing it over and over again before he folded the bed sheet again, stood up, limped to the cloakroom, and put the bed sheet in the bottom drawer.

In front of the writing desk, he took out a brand new diary, took off the pen cap and wrote on it:
On September 2000, 9, I got Jiang Nan, and I was very happy.

A woman who looks good and works well is really good.

She is such a woman.

But I, the first time, performed extremely badly. In order to prove myself, I had no choice but to ignore her begging for mercy, and finally made her fall asleep from exhaustion.

Feeling right now?

Well, from now on, no matter what I am in the future, I am hers.

And looking forward to:

When I was young, I could be her closest lover and make her happy like a little princess. If I give birth to a little princess in the future, I will hold her in one hand and hold the little princess in the other.

In middle age, I will be her side-by-side trusted lover. One day, my parents will be born, get old, get sick and die, and we will have no relatives around me. I will also be by her side, take responsibility for her, and be the last relative to protect her.

In old age, be the most playful companion with her.At that time, no matter how technological products are updated, we must be responsible for teaching her not to give our children and grandchildren the opportunity to dislike us, and to make her feel that she has never been eliminated by society. She is still the most fashionable old lady.

Can……

Ren Zitao, who is really 21 years old, I am not sure if you will come back at this moment.

In case, I mean if, suddenly one day you came back and I left, I beg you, you must fulfill the promise I wrote above.And please, don't let her down, don't make her feel let down, and don't make you regret later.

You have to remember, don't make mistakes, don't wonder if other girls are cute differently, don't be fascinated by the colorful world, because her heart is afraid of wandering, and she will never give you a chance to improve.

In addition, she is not a person who likes to lose her temper, let alone a woman who is good at acting like a baby. You have to take the initiative.

If one day she becomes impulsive, and she is extra loyal to outsiders, even to other men, no matter how jealous or angry you are, how much reason you have and the principles you insist on, please remember to take care of her face first.

Give her a run up and trust me you don't even have to lecture her and she'll be fine next time.

She will also be envious and jealous, but it is often not obvious compared to other girls, so please listen carefully no matter how busy you are.

She often loses her keys and forgets to bring her mobile phone charger. You'd better have a set with you, in case she can't even go home.

She loves food very much, but she doesn't really want to lose weight. She can't wait to eat three meals a day and have supper in the evening. The best supper is a roadside barbecue.

Therefore, when eating out, other women wear lipstick to show that they are full, but she may take a few mouthfuls after applying lipstick. It is wrong to rely on this judgment, and try not to let her eat lipstick.

So, don't easily believe her when she says she's full, don't believe her when she says it's enough to take a bite, don't let her deal with it, not in any aspect, the word deal with it is not allowed.

She is also very lazy, she doesn't even bother to dry her hair after washing, since you like her long hair, you have to be responsible to the end.

She likes to mess things up and doesn't do things meticulously. I know you have a slight obsession with cleanliness, but please remember the most important point. All her small shortcomings are because she is in the most relaxed state in front of you.

If one day, she is polite and self-cultivated in front of you, generous and pays attention to details, and everything follows the most standard demeanor, it means she doesn't love you anymore.

she……

Ren Zi tossed the ballpoint pen to the corner of the wall, unable to write any more.

Taking a deep breath, he hid the diary, limped into the fitness room, and began to lift dumbbells profusely, but what he thought in his heart was completely different from what he just wrote.

I thought to myself: Why did I write that unlucky thing, and I still asked him?Why should he!
If, there is no if, if there is a day, he has to listen to it or not.

Because I must find a way to make him a pauper.

At that time, a real 21-year-old boy is too young. If he loses the company and has no money, and Jiang Nan is a big beauty who can get everything he wants, then he can only look up to him.

At that time, he will never be able to reach her, and he will be obedient, and he may even be able to go home and be a good housekeeper, so that Jiang Nan can live a more worry-free life.

live?
Thinking of this, Ren Zitao thought about the scene, and almost threw the dumbbell out the window in anger.

No, neither can he!
Pulling the towel and wiping the sweat off his face, he wondered why he came back again, shook his head, and muttered several times in his heart: I won't come back, I won't come back.

Ren Zitao pushed open the window, looked at the night outside, took deep breaths and made up his mind: if he was more stable, he would confess that he was reborn.

Tossing and tossing and being uneasy, isn't it from this?

Just then, the doorbell rang, startling him.

Anxious to stop ringing the doorbell and not to wake up Jiang Nan, Ren Zitao tripped over the equipment placed at the door when he hurriedly opened the door of the fitness room, and he couldn't help hissing when his knee hurt.

"Why are you here?" Ren Zitao frowned and said breathlessly.

Assistant Zhang: "..."

Didn't you send me here?

I accidentally glanced at the lady's white shoes at the door, ah, so that's it, it's over.

Not daring to delay, he quickly handed over the folder, and replied with breath: "Mr. Ren, this is the information of all the first-timers today, and I have already sorted it out. Are your feet okay? Do you need to see a doctor tomorrow. "

It was only then that Ren Zitao remembered that there was still this trouble: "No, you should go back to rest early." After leaving this sentence, he closed the door, and went back anxiously to see if Jiang Nan was woken up.

Zhang Yichi glanced at the door, shook his head, and gave himself another way. He felt that something was not going well since the morning. It must be because he didn't have a good dream last night, so he was disgusted by the boss again.

And the ringing of the doorbell really disturbed Jiang Nan.

Jiang Nan felt uncomfortable all over, hugged the quilt and rubbed his eyes before sitting up, Ren Zitao threw himself forward and threw her back, the mattress trembled a few times.

Ren Zitao hugged Jiang Nan through the quilt and said, "Go to sleep."

Fearing that he would not sleep well, he patted Jiang Nan on the back and hummed softly:

"Under the bridge in front of the door, a flock of ducks swam past. Come and count them, two, four, six, seven, eight, quack, quack, how many ducks are there to count."

Jiang Nan arched into Ren Zitao's arms and giggled.

Sorry about that, it was all teased.

(End of this chapter)