Endless vast other world

Chapter 117

The old lady just left.Quietly left.Never coming back again.

After the death of the old lady, Kongzhen's life has not changed in any way.Life still has to go on as usual.

It's just that in the days to come, there will be no roasted sweet potatoes sent by the kind old woman, and the sweater that the old woman will give Kongzhen in winter.

The saury stall was closed.

A few days after the old lady died.It was another snowy night.On a whim, Sora wanted to eat saury again.

But.Sora walked along that street for a long, long time.Until the heavy snow covered Kongzhen's whole body, he still couldn't find the roadside stall.

No matter how hard Kongzhen looked for it, he couldn't find it anymore.

Where is the old man selling saury going?Where did the saury stall go?Could it be that the old man died too?
Sora couldn't believe it at first.In the following consecutive snowy nights, Sora, regardless of the bad weather, went out to that street to look for that stall.

Sora went crazy, searching and searching, searching for a long, long, long time.

His eyes hurt from the cold wind.It's like being cut by a knife.

But.No matter how hard Kongzhen looked for it, it was true that he could no longer find the small stall of grilled saury.The small stall disappeared without a trace, as if it had never been in this world.

What exactly is Sora looking for?

In fact, Sora knew that he didn't really want to eat salt-baked saury again.In fact, the old man's salt-baked saury was terrible.

What Sora wanted to find was just a memory.

It was a time in his life, a different time.A time of pain and joy.

He didn't want time, to take this time away.

Time is a very mean thing.It will take everything away.All, in the end, all will be submerged in time.

But Sora is the only one who doesn't want to let time take this memory away.Especially after the old lady died.

He wanted to relive that experience again.

It's a pity that the sky fails to fulfill people's wishes.No matter how hard he searched, he still couldn't find the saury stall.Maybe the old man is dead too.

In fact, life is like grilled saury with salt.Sometimes you have no money and see the boss selling it there, but you can't afford it.When you have money, he will no longer sell it.

Sora was really impressed by the salt-grilled saury.But now facing Ellie and Ai Nai, Sora really didn't want to wait any longer.He can't make the same mistakes again.Since you want to help Ellie and Ai Nai, you should do it immediately instead of regretting it later.

That's why Sora insisted on bringing Ai Li and Ai Nai to Qiu Yuzhai.

Sora leaned on the window sill, looking up at the moon in the sky.

The faint moonlight shone on Kong Zhen's face.It made the loneliness in Kong Zhen's eyes even more obvious.

Sora looked at the moon in the sky.All Sora saw was a feeling of loneliness.

Yes, alone.Sora is obviously just a young boy, but like a lonely sailor, he has plunged headlong into the unknown ocean of life.

Sora sometimes even felt that he was like a baby who was just born and was thrown in the wilderness.Need to be powerless to face this dirty world.

This feeling of loneliness, this feeling of powerlessness.This feeling of powerlessness...it makes me cry.

What kind of world is Sora facing.Bad guys are enshrined in altars, and good guys are vilified.Children die young and women lose blood.Weavers are ragged, farmers are starving...

Is this world hell!

In this gray world, in this dirty world, no matter how enthusiastic people are, they will gradually lose their vitality.In the end, people can only sit on the ground and let the surrounding noise circulate.

Powerlessness, despair, predicament, muddyness, corruption, all kinds of moods pour in, like flies, circling around you.But at this time, for you who are already completely desperate, no matter how many flies there are, you don't bother to reach out and wave them away.

Facing the bright moon in the sky, the lonely Sora lowered his head and sighed deeply.

"It's so late, you haven't slept yet?"

Behind Kong Zhen, there was a voice.

Sora hurriedly turned around.

It's Kerney.

Ke Ni was wearing pajamas and kicking slippers, and came behind Kong Zhen.

Her hair was casually draped over her shoulders, looking lazy and defenseless.

Sora didn't expect Kerney to come.He hurriedly replied, "Aren't you asleep too?"

Kenny tilted her head slightly, jokingly said: "The sun wants to rest, so it can rest at night. The moon wants to rest, so it can rest during the day. Can women rest? If a woman rests, maybe the fire in the fireplace will go out Woolen cloth."

Kong Zhen said: "You can rest assured and go to sleep. I have me. Everything can be entrusted to me, I can do it."

Seeing Sora's serious face, Ke Ni almost laughed out loud.

Kernie said, "Take it easy, don't tire yourself out."

Kerney also said: "Just now, I seem to hear someone reading poetry. Is it you?"

Sora blushed.He didn't expect that Ke Ni overheard him while he was reading the poem.

Sora laughed at himself and said: "If you are a dancer, you have to dance if there is moonlight. If you are a poet, you have to recite poems if there is moonlight."

Kerney said: "You are still so interesting. I think you have a disease called 'art mania'."

Kong Zhen heard this, and said happily: "Then, I hope this disease is terminal."

Kerney smiled.She took the initiative to approach Kong Zhen, and leaned on the window sill, looking at the moon with Kong Zhen.

Sora quietly and secretly glanced at Ke Ni.

Kerney looked up at the moon intently, not seeing Souma looking at her.

Kerney is looking at the moon, Sorama is looking at Kerney.

The moonlight shone on the two of them.

she is so beautiful.Sora thought involuntarily.

Ke Ni turned her head and said to Kong Zhen: "That night in Boqi City, I got drunk because I was unhappy. I was unhappy because I could feel that you were hiding something from me. I could feel I realized that there is something on your mind. But you never want to say it. You always use a smile to cover it up."

"Why, Sora. Why do you hide it from me. If you have something bad, why don't you want to tell me. Why? Why do you always treat me as an outsider?"

Sora replied apologetically, "I'm sorry. But you know, I had to do this. I had to keep it from you. In Edama's divination, I will die at Clarence's hand. I do have What's on my mind. What's on my mind is that I'm going to die soon."

"If I had given you the news, I could have imagined what would happen next. You would have cried and yelled and stopped me. I can't let this happen. I have to face this alone."

(End of this chapter)