Endless vast other world

Chapter 95

For these questions, Sora didn't think about it.

I dare not think about it.

For a problem, there are no more than two ending methods.

Either run away from the problem, or crush the problem.

Kong Zhen can't do it.

He could neither avoid the looming problem, nor resolve it.

Had to try hard not to want to.For a moment of comfort.

but.Sora couldn't help thinking about another question.

that stray cat...

I really want to.

You said, that wild cat, could it be like this.

original.That tomcat was once the same as Sora.To regard dignity and ideals as more important than life.

It doesn't want to steal either.

but.In its home, there are still family members waiting to be fed.

The burden of the family made it have to give up everything.

Abandoned everything it had held on to.

Dignity, morality, ideals...all abandoned.

finally.Inescapably, it chose to fall.

It started stealing things.

It surrendered its soul and threw itself into the arms of Satan.

What about Sora himself?
He also almost stole the money in the money box today.

Almost got stolen.

He almost gave up his dignity.

Are you a bit like that male cat?Empty thinking.

Why can Makoto hold on to his dignity?

It's not because Kongzhen has greater perseverance and integrity than wild cats.

The reason.Simply because, Sora has no family.

There are not so many burdens on him, so many responsibilities.

One person is full, the whole family is not hungry.

Therefore, Kongzhen can be a little "willful".

He can stand up for his morals.You can do what you want.

Just imagine.If Kongzhen has a family and has to bear the pressure of the family, how can he be so comfortable again?

Yes.Isn't the reason why Kongzhen can be so willful and do what he wants to do because he is only one person and has no burden?

Isn't it because of this reason that Sora can concentrate on researching the suit.

If one day.Sora has a wife and children.

but.He was still poor and homeless.

So.Sora will go to get the money in the money box today.

Kong really didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Because he found that what he has been insisting on and pursuing all the time may be worthless and useless.

A reed is crushed, is it a tragedy?
It is tragedy when a man is overwhelmed and yet retains his haughty and unyielding dignity.

Thinking of this, Kong Ma comforted himself again.

He comforted himself.Wild cats are just animals, so how can they have human thinking?

He said to himself, he must be paranoid.

It must be superfluous.

It's getting late.

Sora unfolded the futon, got in, and began to sleep.

But he couldn't sleep anyway.

Thoughts, jumping up by themselves.

In the future, what is your future like?

Will there really be any results from my own battle suit research?
Where will my future self be?

Is it possible that I will meet a girl in the future?

Can I really become a magician in the future?
Like a creeper wrapping around a wall.These various questions entangled in Kong Zhen's mind.

Repeatedly, lingering.

It was late at night.Sora really doesn't want to think about it anymore.

He covered his head with the quilt and retracted into the quilt.

Outside the window, the cold wind howled.

Accompanied by occasional, one or two wailings of wild cats, very shrill.

The winter in Berlan Town this year seems to be colder than usual.

(End of this chapter)