The entertainment industry boss is the supreme god

Chapter 188 I'm just blaming myself

She dreamed again, those pasts.

"Yo, not bad, this girl is quite upright."

"It looks much better than last time."

"Jiang Chengqi, this time it's on the right track, it's very good."

"It's rare to have such a unified vision. Why, everyone wants it?"

"Hmmmm."

"..."

Like looking at an object, she stood there, being judged by this group of people arrogantly and unscrupulously.

She was timid, she wanted to escape.

After finally convincing himself that he was helping brother Chengqi, it was only when he was about to go into battle that he realized how unacceptable the eyes of these people were.

She retreated to the back, holding Jiang Chengqi's suit tightly: "Qiqi...Brother, let's go back."

Jiang Chengqi turned his head, with a slight condemnation on his face: "Xiaodi, did you miss brother's business?"

"I……"

"Xiaodi, I won't do anything to you, you just need to talk to them here."

"As long as you help my brother this favor, in the future, my brother will thank you very much."

"Hey, Xiaodi, don't make trouble."

She compromised.

This person is so important in her heart, and she has been pampering her and making allowances for her, so why can't she do something for him?
Anyway, it's just for drinking, just this time, what's the big deal?
Under Jiang Chengqi's tolerant and encouraging eyes, she slowly stood up.

Then... then...

The nightmare has come.

Yu Xiangdi only felt pain.

Those people stand at the top, have money and power, have everything, have seen everything, have tried all kinds of stimulation, and have long been tired of playing, so they like to hunt novelties and have some special hobbies.

Yu Xiangdi didn't want to think about that night and what happened after that night.

She only remembered that when she was forced to drink, she looked at Jiang Chengqi helplessly, and he was sitting on the opposite sofa, looking at her with gentle eyes forever, as if she was the most special one.

But he still just watched quietly, sent her to Longtan and Tiger's Den, and watched her being bullied and tortured.

Yu Xiangdi didn't want to live.

Every second of being alive is painful.

Anxious.

She tried to die countless times, and death was the only relief.

But even if things turned out like this, Jiang Chengqi could still go to the hospital to visit her calmly with a smile, and then hugged her head affectionately to comfort her: "Xiaodi, don't be sad, it will be fine soon."

"Take good care of your illness. I will be sad to see you unhappy."

"Xiaodi, your brother Qiqi is waiting for you."

Why can he speak so nonchalantly?!
Didn't all of this happen to him? !
It's not that she didn't think about it.

Isn't the culprit the person in front of me?

But in the end, she found desperately that she knew the truth, but she still couldn't hit him hard.

She wanted him to die with her, but she couldn't do it.

Countless times, the dagger was hidden under the patient's gown or under the pillow, and the man found it easily, looked at her disappointed and asked: Xiaodi, do you really want to kill brother?
Why... He was obviously the one who pushed her into the fire pit, and it was him who was obviously wrong, but in the end it was him who felt guilty?!
She was struggling in her heart, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, and desperately unable to extricate herself.

Later, she pretended to be emotionally stable, and actively cooperated with the doctor's treatment. When the watchers relaxed their vigilance, she ran to the roof of the hospital by herself, preparing to end all the bad things.

And then...she met her current agent.

The agent didn't know the past, took her home, prevented her from committing suicide countless times, and took her to see a psychiatrist...

As soon as she made a change, the agent would rush over immediately, all the knives in the house were locked up, all the harmful furniture was remodeled, and even the sharp corners of the table were covered...

Little by little, Yu Xiangdi's psychology slowly changed.

She began to work hard to heal herself, to let go of the past, and to live in the present.

Because of her agent, she came into contact with the entertainment industry and devoted herself to becoming an actress.

Because of her outstanding looks and talented performing arts, she quickly became popular in the entertainment circle, gained fame, a large number of fans, and many, many people who liked her...

She managed to survive.

Then, after she thought everything was going well, Jiang Chengqi appeared again...

Those psychological defense lines that had been built with great difficulty, only needed him to give a light "little flute" to completely collapse.

Like a bubble, it bursts with a poke.

Fragile as a fantasy.

She began to abuse herself uncontrollably.

She is in too much pain.

She couldn't tell the love and hate for Jiang Chengqi from the bottom of her heart, so she could only use the pain in her body to soothe the too turbulent emotions in her heart.

Until that night, in Jiang's old house, she saw Jiang Yin.

The way Jiang Yin looked at him and her protective attitude made her realize clearly that this would be the next victim.

Jiang Chengqi remained the same as before and never changed. He was a villain who did everything for his own benefit.

The ridiculous thing is that she was also bewitched by his skin and fell in love with a villain.

……

"Well!"

Yu Xiangdi woke up from the dream.

"woke up."

Ming Qi handed over the cup: "Drink water."

Yu Xiangdi was stunned, remembering everything that happened before he passed out: "Qiqi?"

"Ah."

"I, am I not dead?"

"Alive."

"Why are you here?"

Ming Qi looked at her indifferently, without speaking.

Inexplicably, Yu Xiangdi felt guilty, and his words were weak: "Pray..."

"Don't talk if you don't have strength." Ming Qi said, "Sit up first and drink water."

"it is good."

She sat up slowly, and was about to reach out to catch the cup, Ming Qi lifted the cup and moved it: "Don't move, I'll feed you, be careful with your hands."

Yu Xiangdi stopped moving, nodded and said yes.

There was a throbbing pain from the bandaged part of her wrist. After all, it hurt a bone, so she didn't feel it at all.

Yu Xiangdi leaned forward, and a straw was purposely inserted into the cup, making it easy to drink.She drank water, and her burning throat felt much more comfortable.

Seeing her stop, Ming Qi asked, "Do you want more?"

Yu Xiangdi shook his head.

Ming Qi put the cup on the table next to him, and the bottom of the cup hit the table to make a loud noise, as if venting his anger.

Yu Xiangdi glanced at her cautiously: "Qiqi?"

Seeing her like this, her face was still as white as a ghost, Ming Qi was reluctant to say anything.

She sighed and interrupted: "You just woke up, take a good rest first, and talk about it later."

Yu Xiangdi immediately shut up.

Before, she kept everything from Ming Qi and didn't tell her. Now she is wronged and dare not say anything.

Ming Qi paused, then said, "I don't blame you."

I just blame myself, why should I think so much, and miss the time to save you.

So when Lu Yuanfeng came back, he saw two people who were relatively silent.

"Xiang Di, you're awake!"

Lu Yuanfeng rushed over and sat down beside him.

(End of this chapter)