Quick wear: the beauty of flirting is forced to have deep difficulties

Chapter 434 childhood sweethearts: missing memory 69
Qin Muxu still looked at him intently, but Chen Ke turned to the beginning: "There are a lot of things recently, so I slept less."

"Then tell Uncle Chen to ask him to arrange less work for you. Why don't you go to sleep? Then, will I disturb you by pulling you to play games in the morning?"

Qin Muxu's clear eyes are full of concern and self-blame: "Do you usually..."

Chen Ke didn't expect her to think so, and quickly denied: "No."

"Why is that?" Qin Muchu still looked at him resolutely.

Chen Ke couldn't face her star-like eyes, and didn't want her to blame herself. Her throat got stuck and she didn't look into her eyes: "My own problem, I have a little insomnia recently."

Qin Muxu looked at this man who was obviously cold and abstinent but always indulged her, her eyes turned red all of a sudden, and she found that she was crying a lot recently.

The girl, who was dressed neatly and concisely but couldn't conceal her pure demeanor, stared at him blankly, with three tears in her eyes, she looked at herself beautifully, forbearingly and full of distress: "Is it uncomfortable?"

Chen Ke was hurt by those few tears. He gently hugged this girl whose eyes were full of distress and self-blame, and felt that his heart was soft.

"Don't cry, it's not bad."

He vaguely remembered the sleepless nights in his previous life. He always hated drinking, but in the end he indulged himself a little bit indulging in alcohol just to look at the girl he fell in love with so much in his half-dream and half-waking. He remembered alcohol and sleeping pills later All gradually failed, he leaned against the floor-to-ceiling window and looked out the window alone, imagining that she had no life of her own in a foreign country, and recalling the last meeting between the two when they broke up over and over again in a masochistic way.

Every time I think of it, my heart hurts.

At the beginning, his insomnia was not that serious, and he began to become more and more desperate until the author's consciousness killed his parents at the age of 24.

Obviously he tried his best to perfuse the author's consciousness, and followed the author's consciousness step by step without leaving any excuses, but the author's consciousness still did not let him go, and it was easy to hurt his favorite family just because of a little rebellion.

He didn't give in, but neither did he see hope.

Qin Muxu came to his parents' funeral, but Chen Ke didn't even dare to give her a smile, surrounded by Ye Lanshan's pretentious and annoying comfort, and behind him was the sad and concerned gaze of his beloved.

And at that time, he couldn't protect the person he loved the most, and he didn't dare to face her eyes.

After Qin Muxu went abroad again, Chen Ke refused Ye Lanshan's repeated dates. He could see the softening of the heroine's attitude, but he didn't want to act at all. Occasionally pretending to be intimate is his limit, and he can never be real. Become lovers and even family members with this woman.

Chen Ke's heart is wide and narrow, wide enough to let go of deep affection like the sea, but narrow enough to pretend to be only one person in a lifetime.

He works hard, he puts all his energy into his work, and he uses all means to expand his influence and increase his bargaining chips. He is so good that he has almost become a legend in the business world, and he seems to be omnipotent.

But in fact, the opposite is true. The author's consciousness is almost everywhere. He has no place to vent his roar. He can't find any friends to expose his weaknesses, and he can't express his love to the girl he has loved all his life. He can only grit his teeth and bear it. Let go of all the despair, powerlessness and unwillingness.

(End of this chapter)