Quick wear: the beauty of flirting is forced to have deep difficulties

chapter 75
Both Grandpa Wang and Grandma Liu are cultural people. There are five or six bookshelves in the study, large or small, with a sea of ​​neatly arranged books, and occasionally some decorations and souvenirs are placed on display.

Sui Yu was not sure whether the second bookshelf was counted from the inside to the outside or from the outside to the inside.

Out of habit, Sui Yu counted from the outside to the inside first, and there were some medical professional books in the third row of the second bookshelf, but Sui Yu searched twice and couldn't find the blue notebook that Grandpa Wang was talking about.

He frowned and turned it over again, still nothing.

Sui Yu sorted out the books and counted them from the inside out. This bookshelf is very close to the inside. It looks more simple and solemn than the outside bookshelf. The collection of books is also more classic and precious. It is obvious that people who collect books cherish them very much.

The third row is lined up with some very precious books, the only thing that is out of the ordinary is a blue sealed folder.

It was a little different from what Grandpa Wang described, but it was the closest option after all, so Sui Yu still took it off the shelf.

He gently opened the folder.

There is a transparent plastic protective film in the folder, and some paper materials are kept intact inside, which is very precious.

This is obviously not a medical notebook. Sui Yu was about to close it, but stopped when he saw the words "Hongtian Group Investment Certificate" in the middle of the document.

He looked a little hesitant, glanced roughly, and then glanced at the signature, which was about four and a half years ago.

It is a paper document that Grandpa Wang and Grandma Liu invested 400 million in Hongtian Group.

At that time, Sui Yu's mother had just passed away, and the Hongtian Group had just come out of a malicious commercial suppression.

Grandpa Wang and Grandma Liu donated millions of dollars for his mother’s serious illness in Sui, which was not enough for medical expenses, so they invested another 400 million in him.

At that time, Sui Yu's career, love, and family relationship all suffered catastrophe. Not to mention outsiders, even he himself suppressed the pain to the point of depression. It was Grandpa Wang and Grandma Liu who saved him with 400 million yuan.

The two old people were kind and kind, as if they were looking after a child. They took Sui Yu, who had just sold his house and was homeless, to his home, and gave him an investment of 400 million yuan to make him come back.

The two elderly people said that the 500 million yuan was a bonus for a research project of Grandpa Wang. It was originally a windfall from the society, and they wanted to donate it all to charity organizations.

Later, Sui Yu turned around with this money, and the two old men never accepted half of his repayment.

Over the years, Hongtian Group has done a lot of social welfare to help many disadvantaged groups. A large part of the reason is this pair of kind old people.

When Sui Yu saw the 400 million and the date of signing, warmth flashed across his eyes, and he couldn't help turning another page.

The latter one was still related to him, it was an invoice for his hospitalization expenses paid by two old people when his mother Bai Lin was hospitalized five years ago.

Sui Yu was a little puzzled, and continued to turn back. Several pages in a row were some proofs and invoices of the two old people spending money for him.

The date and amount are carefully marked at the bottom of each.

Sui Yu turned over a dozen pages before finishing reading the invoices. The next page was Grandma Liu's powerful handwriting.

"As of x, x, 20xx, the bill was 5203 million yuan, which was slightly different from 500 million yuan, and the excess was voluntarily donated by my husband and wife.

Sui Yu has a good character and a gentle temperament, and we hit it off right away, and now my career is smooth and prosperous. "

Seeing this passage, Sui Yu couldn't help flashing a little guilt and emotion in his eyes. Grandpa Wang's research bonus back then was only 500 million.

The two old men almost considered supporting him wherever he could use the money, and they stopped supporting him until Hongtian Group got on the right track and he no longer needed to worry about money.

Sui Yu tried hard to calm down, and took another look at the line, only to realize that something seemed wrong.

500……

What does it mean?
Sui Yu was so smart, he realized something almost instantly, and any thoughts flashed through his mind quickly.

It was just an unfounded guess, but it already made Sui Yu's heart twitch.

There were still two last pages in the folder, but Sui Yu's hand to turn the pages did not come down.

If you observe carefully, you can see the man's body trembling slightly.

There seemed to be a sword of Damocles hanging over his head, which made him dare not turn the page for a long time, and even had an urge to run away.

He stood beside the bookshelf, like a statue with an expressionless face.

He finally turned to the last page, and also to the truth that had been buried for a long time.

——A power of attorney for property entrustment.

Party A entrusts Party B with 500 million cash.

The way to deal with it is to subsidize Mr. Sui Yu, a third party, with 450 million yuan free of charge.

The remaining 50 yuan will be used as entrustment remuneration, and Party B will dispose of it by itself.

Party B shall not disclose the true source of funds to the third party, Mr. Sui Yu.

……

Party A: Qin Muchu
Party B: Wang Chengyang and Liu Xuerong

Some truths carry a weight that can crush a person.

It was difficult for Sui Yu to describe his feelings when he saw Qin Muxu's signature at the signing place, but he felt a cold and sharp pain in his heart like a knife cutting.

When Sui Yu turned the last page, his hands were shaking, and all his strength seemed to be taken away, he didn't even have the strength to hold the folder.

The last page is a transfer record from five years ago.

500 million.

Elderly people are always worried about electronic vouchers, and keep paper vouchers every time they enter and exit accounts.

Five years later, it became the last knife that stabbed Sui Yu's heart.

The file folder fell to the ground quietly, and there was an empty sound in the silent study room, but Sui Yu didn't seem to hear it.

At that moment, he was repeating one thought all over his head.

——Qin Muchu said that before she went abroad, Qin Yuehua only gave her 500 million.

On the second day after returning to China, Qin Muxu calmly said in front of him, "The money is gone, the prices abroad are very high", as if he could still remember it vividly, but in a blink of an eye, he tore apart the embarrassing and heart-shattering truth.

It was never a temporary embarrassment caused by intemperate spending of money in my imagination.

She never had that 500 million.

When he realized this, Sui Yu's mind suddenly mixed up countless fragments.

Sometimes it was Qin Muxu's delicate and arrogant appearance when he was in college, sometimes it was the appearance of her saying goodbye to herself with a cold face, and sometimes it was the appearance of her playing the cello when she was penniless abroad...

One after another, real or imagined fragments about Qin Muchu were thrown at Sui Yu overwhelmingly, making him seem to be out of breath.

Overwhelming despair and depression came together like Sui Yu, he was like a drowning person in the middle of a dark ocean.

The broken and bleeding body was washed over and over again by the cold and salty sea water, and the pain was so painful that the body couldn't help trembling and convulsing.

This feeling was so familiar, Sui Yu realized that there was something wrong with his mind again, in the midst of extreme despair and depression, Sui Yu tried desperately to calm down.

He recalled what the psychiatrist said, and divided his heart into two parts in his mind.

Half of it was a vibrant and healthy red, and the other half was a misty black. He put his hand on his left chest and closed his eyes.

"Take out all the black parts, put them in a box, cover the box, and put them neatly into a bigger box"

"Repeat this action until you feel that the black fog in your heart is getting less and less or even zero."

Sui Yu repeated the actions of grabbing the black mist and putting the box over and over again in the void. In the past, he repeated the actions of about ten times, and his mood would calm down visibly.

However, this time, the black mist in his heart was like a gushing well, no matter how hard he tried to catch it, he couldn't finish it, and even wrapped Sui Yu's entire heart.

He grabbed it desperately, and every time he could lock a lot of black mist into the void box.

But it was useless, the speed at which he arranged the boxes was far behind the speed at which the black mist rose and spread.

Qin Muchu's smiling face appeared in Sui Yu's mind like a curse.

How could he feel that she had changed.

Obviously she has always been serious and stubborn.

Thinking of Qin Muchu leaving all 500 million to himself, Sui Yu couldn't control his heart that was almost throbbing with pain.

She always said nothing, and even nodded hesitantly when he asked her if she broke up because of the cello.

Sui Yu hated himself for being deaf and blind, for not being able to see Qin Muxu's evasive and hesitant look at that time.

even yesterday...

He was still drunk and said coldly that she didn't love him.

Sui Yu's heart constricted when he thought of Qin Muxu's injured eyes looking at him last night when he was unconscious.

After returning to China, she had said countless times that she loved him.

It was he who covered his ears and didn't believe her.

When she returned to China this time, she gave him countless love and patience, and she firmly and seriously wanted to love him and start over.

It was he who had been building a high wall in his heart because of Qin Muchu's indifference and breaking up.

And the breakup five years ago...

She said that she couldn't bear his poverty and incompetence, that it was just a game for fun from beginning to end, that she wanted to live a life of wealth and wealth, and didn't want to be dragged into the mud by him to rot in the ground.

But it is such a person who will go to the academy tutor over and over again behind his back to help him pave the way.

It is also such a person who left all the five-year study abroad expenses to him, and set foot on the plane in a foreign country alone.

It is also such a person who doesn't mention all the sacrifices in the past, bows his head in embarrassment and sadly says sorry under his stern and mocking eyes.

Sui Yu remembered the first time he brought Qin Muchu to see Grandpa Wang and Grandma Liu, the two old people were unusually familiar and caring.

Where there are so many hits at first sight, all of them are just a beautiful fairy tale carefully woven for him.

So in his eyes, even if he is young and downcast, and he is not good in love.

But when his mother was seriously ill, there were well-meaning people who helped him to send his mother away without regret.

When his company went bankrupt, someone invested to help him make a comeback, which made him famous in just a few years.

But the girlfriend who abandoned him five years later became deaf in the right ear, embarrassed and pitiful, and came up to bed with him on the first day after returning to China, saying that she wanted to get back together with him.

It sounds like a cool story about a poor boy "I can't help my fate", and this is not the same as before.

——But why?

Why did Qin Muchu bear all the notoriety alone.

She withstood the pressure from Qin Yuehua five years ago, and she will still face his doubts and ridicule five years later.

But the reason was simply that she didn't have the heart to tell him the truth back then.

So what did Qin Muchu do wrong?
No matter why she said such words against her will when they broke up, there was one thing she said was right.

Her biggest mistake was probably meeting such a poor and incompetent boyfriend as him.

Therefore, under Qin Yuehua's heavy pressure, she needed to help him plead with his mentor, help him find a way to raise medical expenses and surgery expenses, and leave funds for him to start a new business.

She is already like this, but she still has to worry about his ridiculous self-esteem, and she will be accused of not loving him enough by him standing at the highest moral point after returning to China.

For a moment, Sui Yu recalled the paranoid and gloomy self in the past few days, and couldn't help thinking maliciously, if he didn't happen to know the truth today, in the days to come——

Did Qin Muchu really have to dig out his heart and put it in front of him before he was willing to believe that Qin Muchu loved him?

Is it necessary to drag Qin Muchu into the same quagmire as him, and see her suffering and guilt never forgetting, so that he can feel at ease and satisfied.

Is it really necessary to drive both of them into hysteria and pain, so that he is willing to let go of the past five years ago and start over.

Thinking of that possibility, Sui Yu felt panic in his heart.

Why.

Why is he so selfish.

Is it because Qin Muchu loves him?

So she would silently carry his family and his responsibilities on her shoulders five years ago.

So five years later, he will torture the two of them with his inner feelings and hatred.

Thinking of the way Qin Muxu said that she loved him with tears yesterday, Sui Yu felt as if his heart was being cut by a knife.

How could she not love him? It was obvious that he had been kidnapping her, hurting her and stinging her in the name of love.

In this relationship, he is the most despicable one.

"Ring-ring--"

It was hard to tell how long it had been, until the phone rang, pulling Sui Yu back from the long and depressing suffocation.

It's Grandpa Wang.

"Xiao Sui, have you returned to Beijing? Your grandma Liu just told me that she put that notebook in the drawer the day before yesterday, you..."

Sui Yu waited for Grandpa Wang to finish speaking and hummed softly. He closed the blue folder and put it back in its original place.

Then I saw the blue notebook in the drawer.

There was an empty space in the third row of the bookshelf he was looking for at first, just enough to put this notebook.

What a ridiculous accident.

Sui Yu got into the car in a daze with the notebook in his hand, and when he arrived at the place agreed with the student, he didn't wait for the student and just entrusted the notebook to the shopkeeper.

After finishing all this, Sui Yu restarted the car again, this time heading towards his apartment.

Qin Muchu was waiting for him there.

She was hurt by his words last night, and she seems very tired today.

They had made an appointment to go to Wujiang Ancient Town today.

Sui Yu was driving, and he forced himself to focus on the road in front of him, not thinking about those chaotic emotions.

He has always been forbearing and restrained and good at disguising, even if such a big change happened, he still looks like he can handle it with ease.

Sui Yu opened the door of the apartment with his calm mask.

Obviously, he was very calm and rational for a moment on the road, and he arranged everything he should do in an orderly manner.

——He must first confess that he knows the truth, and then appease her that it was not her problem five years ago, and then he should apologize for not worrying about gains and losses...

But when these well-organized words opened the door and saw the warm and beautiful apartment decorated by Qin Muchu, they were suddenly shattered by regret, unwillingness and regret.

The tall and cold man stood at the door in a daze, looking at the "home" he had dreamed of, tears welled up in his eyes without warning.

What the hell did he do.

(End of this chapter)