Kuai Chuan is crying by myself every day

Chapter 281 Life After Retirement

A few days later, Baicha received the last bonus, which was quite impressive, so on the weekend, she invited her friends to have a meal.

This time she learned to be good. Although she still drank, she didn't drink too much, but she still smelled of alcohol.

She was a bit shady about the elevator, but fortunately she didn't meet the man in the elevator this time, but unfortunately, she met him at the door of the house.

After drinking the white tea, there will be a small change, that is, she is not so afraid of embarrassment. For the first time, she waved her hand to someone, and said with a smile: "Good evening, Mensao Man."

Yin Huai, who was taking out the key to open the door, paused.

He hasn't heard this title for several years.

He looked at the drunken man over there, and after a moment of silence, he said, "You're drinking again."

"I'm happy today, I just drank a few cups." Bai Cha fumbled for a long time from the bag before he took out the key, but the moment he took out the key, there was a "click", and the key fell to the ground.

Her movements were a little slow, someone had already picked up her key from the ground first.

She reached out and said politely, "Thank you."

But the person holding the key did not give her the key.

Bai Cha raised her head and looked at him strangely.

Yin Huai asked: "Haven't you played enough?"

"……what?"

He said: "I thought you were going to break up with me, and you could only hold on for half a month at most."

But she didn't expect that she would persist for five years. If he hadn't come to find her this time, perhaps this time limit could be extended indefinitely.

Yin Huai approached her step by step, "Baicha, how can you be so cruel?"

Bai Cha was forced by him to retreat step by step, until her back was against the wall, there was no way to retreat, she looked at the man in front of her, his face was still calm as always, and his eyes were like an ancient well without waves.

But the sense of aggression that swept towards her was so strong.

Bai Cha swallowed quietly, and she said cautiously: "Well, the breakup is the result of my careful consideration, and it's not just a joke. I will never go to find you again after breaking up with you Come on, isn't this just playing with your feelings?"

Yin Huai laughed, "We have been together for four years, but you can break up with me so easily, isn't this just playing with my feelings?"

His resentment is really heavy.

Bai Cha recalled, when they broke up, wasn't his attitude very calm?How come after a few years, he is like a lion that has been suppressed for a long time?
"It's precisely because I don't want to play with your feelings that I deleted the contact information after we broke up..."

A pair of hands clasped her shoulders tightly, pressing her against the wall.

The man bent down, lowered his head and moved closer to her, so close that he could feel each other's breathing.

She couldn't help but hold her breath.

They are each other's first love, and they have been in love since they were students. It's not that they haven't tried to get closer than they are now, but this time, it's the one that made her heart beat the most.

Yin Huai looked at her quietly for a long time, until Baicha's scalp became numb, and he wanted to run away. He finally said, "I'm very angry."

"Well... I can see it." The strength he used to grab her hand made her feel pain, but she didn't dare to say it.

"It's like deleting all the contact information about me. You deleted me from your life." In Yin Huai's black eyes, there seemed to be thick ink that could not be melted away. It was all his pain, he couldn't understand it, lowered his voice, and asked slowly: "Did you never love me at all?"

When Baicha heard this, she became anxious, "If I had never loved you, would I have lived with you after graduation?"

"Then why did you break up with me!"

Even after many years, the once introverted and silent boy turned into a mature man, but when he was wronged and she made a complaint, the red corners of his eyes were still exactly the same as before.

Baicha felt embarrassed.

When she broke up with him, her reason was that her personality was not suitable. This was a reason for breaking up like a panacea. They talked together for four years. If the personality was not suitable, it would have been inappropriate long ago. Why wait until four years later?
In the process of getting along with Yin Huai, Baicha couldn't deny that he was a perfect boyfriend, they just graduated with little money, but he would hand over his salary card to her, and would think of buying her any good things , Every time I come home from work, I still insist on cooking for her.

Bai Cha's life is almost like that of a little princess.

But she broke up with him later.

When they heard the news, their classmates were shocked. After all, their relationship has always been very good. Many people speculated that they would get married soon after graduation. No one ever thought that they would be separated.

His long eyelashes trembled slightly with a layer of mist, and his hoarse voice was full of puzzlement, "Why did you break up with me? Why didn't you want me? What did I do that was not good enough? Or At that time, did you like someone else?"

The speed at which she left was so fast that he had no time to stop her.

During that time, he comforted himself every day that she couldn't do without him, she was just throwing a temper tantrum, and she would be back soon, then he just had to forgive her for being ignorant, and they would continue to be together, and live together Same day as before.

But she didn't look back, not once!

Seeing his appearance, Bai Cha felt all the guilt in her heart come out, she sighed, and finally told the truth, "It's because of your appearance that I broke up with you."

Yin Huai blinked slightly, "What do you mean?"

"You take me too seriously, more important than your life." Bai Cha pursed her lips, and then said: "You are excellent, you can have a better future, and you can have a wider sky, Back then, you wanted to reject the invitation from the headquarters, didn't you?"

His eyes flickered slightly.

"You want to hide it from me, but I'm not so easy to lie." Bai Cha still feels full of helplessness now, just like before, "Originally falling in love should be a good thing to promote mutual growth, but letting go Here, I seem to be a burden that drags your footsteps, if I can't make you better, then why is there any reason to be with you?"

He explained palely, "I refuse because..."

"I know, it's because you don't want to be separated from me." Bai Cha stretched out her hands and cupped his face, she said seriously: "But am I really worth it? You want to give up your future for me , maybe in these few years, ten years... you won’t regret it, but what about another 20 or 30 years?”

(End of this chapter)