After the divorce, the ex-husband who begged for his name cried

Chapter 276 In fact, people have emotions

Huo Tingyao strode up to the front of Dodge, held Xia Ci's hand to start the accelerator, his voice was full of pain, this kind of emotion that he didn't know that Xia Ci liked him before and could deliberately pretend not to care, at this time, he couldn't do it anymore. covered up.

It is also because of deep love that Xia Ci can't just watch Xia Ci leave like this. Huo Tingyao just wants to express his feelings. The man admits that hypocrisy is a disease, because of deep love, this disease has actually been cured by Xia Ci long ago.

He had never been so worried about one thing before, but Huo Tingyao had to admit how humble he was because of his deep love.

"Huo Tingyao, I don't love you anymore. I live really well without you. Not only do I not have to worry about you, I also worry about when you will go home every day. In fact, in the days of Qingxie Villa, as long as I go home at night Later, I can't even fall asleep. I admit that I was terrified by your car accident. Then after you came back, I was afraid that you would see my humbleness and pretend to be asleep. You are away on business for a few days. I will stay alone every night, feeling the darkness until dawn..."

"I don't have to hurt my body and mind for you. I spend every day thinking about what to cook for you. I will remember every one of your preferences, but I can't remember myself. Even in Qingxie Villa, every year your For my birthday, I will prepare early and want to spend every unforgettable moment with you, but my birthday, I will only think of it when my family reminds me..."

"If you love me and the two of us go in both directions, then these things are beautiful, but no, my humbleness made me extremely lack of self-confidence during those three years, I was a little bit dim, and even for a while I can't find the light of life, I completely deny myself, if I can not love you, because I don't have to bear so much sadness alone..."

I have no love for Huo Tingyao, but the past is a real past. When I said these words, Xia Ci looked at Huo Tingyao with big and round water eyes. It's so gleaming.

Up to now, Xia Ci has to admit that she is not without feelings even today, the feelings about the past marriage still exist, but only for this marriage.

But this kind of feeling is not love, I no longer love the person in front of me, but the existence and contribution of the past, when I get the affirmation and acceptance of the other party, it is a natural emotion.

Everything in the past, at this moment, still makes the woman feel wronged, wronged for herself.

When in love, Xia Ci thought more than once, if one day Huo Tingyao would regret it?

But then the love stopped, and that answer seemed less important.

However, when Huo Tingyao really talked about those things in the past, Xia Ci's grievances still flooded out.

Also, people have emotions, how could it be possible to forget so much effort!

Those who rushed to go day and night, the strength to lick the wound alone after being injured and fell, waited hopelessly.

"No, Cici, give me a chance."

Huo Tingyao's eye sockets were red again. If Xia Ci was not calm and even complained, then Huo Tingyao would still have some confidence, but now the little woman is so calm that she cannot be calm.

Thinking that if Xia Ci would not be with her again and felt that the person she loved the most would leave, Huo Tingyao's heart would be so painful that even breathing would become a luxury.

"Huo Tingyao, if the candle is lit day after day and year after year, no matter how big the candle is, it will burn dry, just like carbon will eventually turn into ashes. When I love you, I am like a moth to a flame, desperate, I am not a sloppy person, but because of love, I have been sloppy on you for a long time, and I finally got out, this process cost me half my life, so I will not love again. "

Xia Ci watched Huo Tingyao holding her hand like this, her voice was very gentle, neither wind nor rain nor sunshine.

"If I have caused you trouble, it is because I have made mistakes in my understanding and assumptions about love. I apologize, I am sorry. But please look at me for the sake of hurting me, let each other go, and be calm. Living away from each other, you can't be friends, you can't give blessings, so just be strangers who can only meet and smile when you meet each other."

Xia Ci continued to look at Huo Tingyao with a very calm expression.

Xia Ci firmly believes in a theory that after breaking up, they cannot be friends, because they have hurt each other, they cannot be enemies, and because they have loved each other deeply, they can only be strangers.

Although they are strangers, they are also the most familiar strangers in the world
"Xia Ci, if I were to love you, even for a lifetime, I would chase you back."

Heartache is like a snake wrapped around a tree vine, constantly tightening the man's heart again and again. Huo Tingyao's brows and eyes are full of pain, and the hand holding Xia Ci is trembling. These days, a feeling has spread to the bone marrow The panic in here has always followed Huo Tingyao closely, but it has never been like this. This panic has spread to the man's brain, and the panic has reached the extreme.

The always arrogant man finally admitted that he was really terrified of Xia Ci's departure.

"Having said that, I am very grateful that you can understand the hard work I have done to love you, and it can be regarded as a good ending for my hard work in the past few years. At least it proves that I still have the ability to love, and I can finally move you. This love It will let me overcome obstacles on the road of love in the future, but my love will definitely go in both directions in the future."

"However, Huo Tingyao, love used to be a verb for me, but after such a long time, this word is now a noun that is out of reach for me. I am injured and need healing. I can be sure that one day in the future I will continue to love, but that person will not be you, I am definitely not you, so don't bother me."

"I am leaving."

Xia Ci pulled her pink lips, smiled, then pulled Huo Tingyao's hand away, and drove Dodge away.

Huo Tingyao stood there for a long time without moving, his fingers still had the cool touch that Xia Ci had brought when he pulled him away just now, the man's face was miserable, the later it was, the wind on the mountain began to be a little stronger, the wind was like Like a pair of sharp daggers, they kept piercing Huo Tingyao's heart. His heart was already shattered, and he felt that his heart was being lingering every minute.

Huo Tingyao didn't know when he went down the mountain, anyway, neither the Dodge nor the Maybach was driven.

(End of this chapter)