After being tamed by a cold beauty

Chapter 137 Fanwai: There are two tricks CP

Cen Xia likes Liang Xinran.

She thought that love at first sight was old-fashioned and fake, but it was just an appearance supremacist in layers.

But she didn't expect that one day she would have something to do with this word.

The first time she met Liang Xinran and fell in love with him was at an awards ceremony.

She is a bit of a weird person, even though she is very popular with the audience, she is well-behaved and loves to laugh in front of the audience, but in fact, she doesn't like to laugh at all.Her real temperament is actually not pleasing.

So when he accepted flowers and trophies on stage, she didn't even lift her eyes.

She didn't take a casual look until the deafening applause sounded.

With this glance, she didn't take her eyes away.

The young man on the stage was wearing a well-fitting white shirt, grinning, showing his white canine teeth.

The flowers set off his smile so bright and beautiful.

The lighting engineer is not very good at lighting, and the crooked light beam is a bit ridiculous, but he still smiles handsomely while holding the flower.

Dazzling and eye-catching.

No amount of light of death can hide the youthful demeanor.

so cute.

She watched in silence for a long time.He was the only one who caught her attention throughout the long awards ceremony.

She was silent, watching him greet everyone with a sunny smile, watching him deliver his acceptance speech in a clear and pleasant voice, watching him bow ninety degrees to the audience, and watching him step down from the stage.

It wasn't until he was seated that she belatedly asked the manager his name.

The manager's expression was exaggerated, she was extremely shocked by the fact that she didn't know Liang Xinran, so she said Liang Xinran's name dumbfoundingly.

Cen Xia nodded and said his name countless times in his heart.

Nice name.

Very cute boy.

she thinks.

*
Like is like a flower in the dark night, it grows silently, and suddenly, it has become so exuberant that it cannot be ignored.

She had a crush on him for a long, long time.

It took a long time for her to get used to it.

Get used to the bitter, sour, only sporadic sweet feeling.

Secret love is a person's chaos, this sentence is absolutely true.

Even just looking at him, or saying an insignificant sentence, would make her heart beat like it would explode.

But the secret joy was replaced by a strong sourness.

She began to have dreams about him.

In the dream, their distance will become very close, they can joke, hug, and go to many places like a couple.

But every time she woke up, the full of joy would be replaced by a huge feeling of emptiness.

Because everything in the dream is false.

Nothing happened.The two of them had never been close, or even recognized each other.

Perhaps, they will only be strangers.

Cen Xia was waiting, waiting for a day when her liking would fade away, waiting for that liking to fade away, but it didn't. Instead of fading away, that liking intensified.

She clumsily and persistently searched for information related to him, and finally recited his information backwards.

But they still don't know each other.

*
until a certain day.

They did a play together.

The time with him in that crew was the happiest time for her.

Because she is no longer quietly peeking at him, but can really stand in front of him.

Even though they both acted in the youth of the two leading actors, there were not many scenes, and there was no very ambiguous scene, but she was still secretly happy for a long time.

Because as long as she talks to him, she can watch him carefully and calmly.

She likes to listen to him read the words, the boy's voice is mellow and pleasant, like jade.

Even when she was in the play, she couldn't help but be engrossed.But fortunately, when they are male and female protagonists, they will naturally have feelings for each other, and such gazes are also natural.

But off-screen, she changed her appearance.

She didn't know how to deal with him.The more she cared, the more she flinched.

So much so that she obviously likes him, but in the eyes of everyone, she hates him.

Because she didn't take the initiative to say a word to Liang Xinran.

But in fact, it was just because she liked her so much that she was afraid of approaching her, so she was worried about gains and losses.

Cen Xia didn't take the initiative to talk to Liang Xinran, but the latter did take the initiative to talk to her.

He would always greet her with a smile and talk to her enthusiastically.

Liang Xinran is like a warm little sun.

Finally, they were able to speak a few words.

However, Liang Xinran would never know that Cen Xia would secretly be happy for a long time after talking to him.

I will even recall the content of the words I have said over and over again in my mind, word by word, tirelessly, and I will also recall any look, any inadvertent approach.

All coldness is fake, all likes are true.

The most intimate scene between the two of them throughout filming was a simple hug.

This movement made her run and throw herself into Liang Xinran's arms.

The moment the filming started, Cen Xia took a deep breath for a while before calming herself down.

Afterwards, she took a deep look at Liang Xinran with a gentle expression, and took a step forward.

The boy had warm shoulders and a fresh breath. The moment she leaned forward, she gave up all her thoughts.

That hug was a pass.

The director praised her for her good performance and how quickly she got into the mood.

However, how she wished that the director was picky and could let her act together again.

It's okay to retake countless times.

In this way, she can hug him many times.

That night, she stayed up all night.Insomnia because of Liang Xinran gradually became a very normal thing.

Cen Xia never expected anything extravagantly - she could sense that Liang Xinran didn't have that kind of affection for her.

She likes him, it's her own business.

*
Later, as if she had been poisoned by him, she refused to miss any news of him.

Because they have worked together, there is some interaction.When Cen Xia was playing with her mobile phone one day, she saw her super chat with Liang Xinran.

Her heart trembled immediately.Chaohua's name is "You Erxiazi", which is taken from their names.

In Chaohua, there are actually fans who think that she and Liang Xinran are a good match, so they are full of passionate CP fans.

This super talk is like a treasure to Cen Xia.

She spent sleepless nights scrolling through video clips and composite pictures about Liang Xinran and her, silently saving them.

Not only that, she will even reply to blog posts with a trumpet.

When she was immersed in this small world, the corners of her mouth would always rise up involuntarily, and she couldn't suppress it no matter what, even her laughter was so silly.

Even if the so-called candies that cp fans eat, Cen Xia knows well that those are not candies at all, but just polite greetings or the requirements of commercial promotion.

The atmosphere full of pink bubbles is just an imagination.

But so what, dreaming is always okay, Cen Xia thought.

Also because of their previous cooperation, they became friends and met occasionally.However, they are just the kind of friendship between gentlemen who are as light as water.

She never really walked into his life.

Until—until she got a chance to be near him.

It was Cen Xia's first time stepping into a bar. A few friends from the crew were having a party there. She was reluctant to go, but because he was there, she went.

Across the blurred light and shadow and the bustling crowd, Cen Xia's eyes were clear but dim, and her eyes fell on him without any trace.

Liang Xinran smiled brightly and clinked glasses with everyone, but she was the only one who saw him quietly pouring soda into the cup, which was a bit mischievous and cute.Because of him, Cen Xia suddenly didn't hate this place anymore.

Later when he got up, she still couldn't hold back and followed behind him silently.

Seeing him take the initiative to sit next to the doctor surnamed Ji - this is what she inquired about later.

That doctor is very beautiful, even more beautiful than many female stars in the circle.

She watched Ji Liangke hug Liang Xinran, and also saw the young man's cheeks quietly turning red.

Her eyes became very dim and dim. After all, she didn't even have the right to be sad for him.

Others in the bar thought she was weird and gave her suspicious looks, but Cen Xia didn't care at all.

After that, she saw Ji Liangke's friend approaching anxiously.It turned out that this was just a misunderstanding.

They weren't originally lovers.Knowing this, Cen Xia couldn't help but chuckle.

That friend was a bit aggressive towards Liang Xinran, but Cen Xia finally couldn't hold back and walked towards him.

She didn't expect Ji Liangke's friends to recognize her, she was clearly wearing a hat and a mask.

The misunderstanding was resolved, but the boy's clear voice drew a clear line with her: "We are just friends."

That was indeed the case, but Cen Xia was still lost.

*
Cen Xia never expected that things would develop like this.

She witnessed the whole process of Liang Xinran's scandal.Someone behind the scenes fueled the flames, and Liang Xinran became the target of public criticism because of this scandal.

Her suffering is definitely not inferior to that of Liang Xinran.

Until, she came up with a clumsy way.

—Maybe it's because of demons, maybe...just because she wants to be closer to him.

She knew it was humble, but she couldn't control her heart.Just like Eileen Chang wrote: Seeing him, she became very low, low into the dust, and then bloomed in the dust.

Fans say that she is cool, but only she knows that she is not cool at all when she gets up, she doesn't even dare to say her heart out loud.

She suggested to him that they should pretend to be lovers.

She can "become" Doctor Ji in a paparazzi photo.

The moment Liang Xinran agreed, her thoughts almost came out from her eyes, so she had no choice but to turn around, lower her eyes, and hide her thoughts completely.

After making this contract, Cen Xia was panicked and at a loss.

He had agreed to the proposal because his affair had affected him badly, and in a way, she had helped him.

She didn't know whether such a decision was right or wrong.

However, Cen Xia couldn't deny it - she was actually a little joyful and joyful in her heart.

Even if she knew clearly that even if she and Liang Xinran pretended to be lovers, it was just an illusion created in front of the world.Even though she clearly knew that Liang Xinran didn't like herself.

Even if it is stolen happiness, she is willing to enjoy it.

——They will officially announce their affection between two people on special days——Special days are fake, and affection is also fake.

The only thing that made Cen Xia feel the reality of this contract was some light touches.

In fact, there is not much intimate action, either head to head, or arm in arm, or he puts his arms around her shoulders, poses with a smile, and then takes a group photo.

It was hard for Cen Xia not to be moved by these small actions.

When the young man's fresh and sunny breath was next to her ears, her heartbeat would suddenly go crazy, as if the blood in her whole body was flowing backwards.

When he put his shoulders on her, she would feel the skin on the shoulders and the back of her neck burn.

At times like this, even her eyelashes trembled.Of course, she is well disguised in front of both teams and studios, and she can suppress her emotions so that they don't notice the difference at all.

In addition, they will also post some ambiguous Weibo or some words of love at some point in time.

Liang Xinran's words are not from the heart.But Cen Xia, every word comes from the heart.

In front of audiences all over the world, they are an enviable couple.

Only the parties know that this is not just a play.

A scene that will end sooner or later.

*

The one-year period is coming soon.

Cen Xia even felt that this was the shortest year in her life so far.

After that, they seemed to lose contact.

Gradually became nodding acquaintances.

On the one hand, it is because the two of them are "broken up couples" in the eyes of the public, and on the other hand, it is because they really have no reason to keep in touch.

She will be sad and dejected, and she can only let those emotions fade over time.

Another year later, Cen Xia learned from others that Liang Xinran had confessed his love to Ji Liangke.

It turned out that Liang Xinran really liked that Doctor Ji.

When Cen Xia heard the news, his state suddenly went wrong, and he often lost his mind on variety shows.

The agent reminded her many times before she came to her senses.

That Doctor Ji was very nice and beautiful, it's not hard to understand why Liang Xinran would fall in love with her.

...It's just, just... Does this mean that it's time for her to stop liking her?

Bitterness welled up in her heart, and that bitterness grew stronger, as if it wanted to swallow her up.

She no longer dared to pay any attention to his news, trying to weaken the importance of him in her life.

Later, Cen Xia knew that Dr. Ji was with another man.

It seemed that she was with the man she liked very much, but she rejected Liang Xinran.

Cen Xia was neither sad nor happy.

She later paid attention to the development of both of them.

They are very happy.

That's great, Cen Xia thought.

Everything seems to be changing for the better.

And she, it seems, shouldn't stop moving forward.

She tried to let go.

Let go of this sweet, long and bitter secret love.

The young man under the spotlight is so beautiful, but it's the moonlight that she can't touch.

(End of this chapter)