After being tamed by a cold beauty

Chapter 32 Turning Suffering into Sugar
"I'm not important, and my thoughts are not important." His pupils changed suddenly, and he seemed to be going mad with grief. "No one will care about me... You are so hypocritical, is it fun to pretend to be a good person?"

"I ask you, is it fun to pretend to be a good person? Isn't it fun to stand in a high position and self-righteously save people who are 'crazy' in your eyes? Huh? Doctor Ji?"

Ji Liangke looked at him helplessly, shaking his head almost invisibly.

In his current state, he was a little crazy. She knew that no matter what she said now, he would not listen to him.

She stopped trying to justify herself, and listened to him say everything that was on her mind.

after a long time.

Jiang Yuan's frantic and fragmentary words gradually stopped, and he sat down against the wall.

His hair was scratched violently by himself, and it drooped in a mess.

Xu Shi had vented his anger.After he said these words, his chest heaved violently for a while.

His expression was almost sad.

She looked at him in silence for a while.

She could understand his sudden anger, as well as his resistance.

After all, she missed the appointment first.

In the end, Ji Liangke bent down, picked up the paintbrush on the ground and put it back to its original place.

Outside the window is the boundless night, the autumn night draft is chilly, the white curtains sway with the wind, and a cloud of wind is blown up, like a giant white beast.

The atmosphere in the room is such that you can hear a pin drop on the ground.

Jiang Yuan's expression was indifferent and he didn't say a word.Ji Liangke also looked at him without saying a word.

It was she who broke the silence.

"I go first."

She paused, but swallowed the phrase "I'll come to you tomorrow" that came to her throat.

He is now in a state where he loathes her, let alone trusts her.

I just hope that he won't resist too much next time we meet.

After the door is closed.

She smiled wryly from the side of the door.

It would be a lie to say that he has no regrets, Jiang Yuan managed to let go of a little psychological defense against her, and because she missed this diagnosis and treatment, his psychological defense was even heavier than before.

She thought he was getting better.Now it seems that it seems to be back to the original point.

It seemed to be separated by a door, but in fact, she had no way to really approach him and open his heart.

After returning home, Ji Liangke went straight to the bathroom.

In the mirror, he described himself as a mess, the black paint on his chin and neck had dried, and he was haggard.

After simply washing up, she collapsed on the bed.

A single lamp illuminates a small area by the bed.

This house is a "home" because she has to return to this place after get off work every day; and this house is not a "home" because there is no so-called family and warm atmosphere in the house.

From this point of view, Jiang Yuan is not completely similar to her.

They all live in empty houses.

She has learned to be independent since she was very young, to hold back her emotions, and to keep her face from falling apart.

She is used to being strong, but she is also a mortal, and she will be wronged and sad.

She admitted that she did have an indestructible mask for others.However, this has become a tool for her to protect herself. In order not to be hurt by the outside world, she can only do this.

In Jiang Yuan's eyes, is she "pretending"?Is she a "bad guy"?

She closed her eyes, allowing those chaotic emotions to bury herself.

*

The next day, a new patient came to Ji Liangke's clinic.

She has no time and does not intend to go to Jiang Yuan.He needs time to calm down his emotions.

The new patient is a freshman girl.

Girls feel a lot of study pressure and emotional pressure as soon as they start school—girls of this age always have great longing and yearning for love, and there are many accompanying distresses.

She is timid, with an oval face and phoenix eyes, and she is very pretty.

Ji Liangke adjusted his glasses and smiled softly at her.

"Nie Nan, right?"

"Yes." Nie Nan nodded timidly.

"Little sister, can you tell me in detail the troubles you have encountered recently?" Ji Liangke asked her patiently and patiently.

"..." The little girl was silent for a long time, and slowly told what happened to her recently.

Generally speaking, things can be summed up like this, that is, Nie Nan met a boy in the same class who he liked very much at the beginning of school.In the process of getting along, the two got closer and closer, and gradually, the two became a relationship where they could hang out together, hold hands, or even hug.

However, that boy was having an affair with another girl, and even sent their chat records to Nie Nan to show off intentionally or unintentionally.

Coupled with the fact that Nie Nan has struggled in her studies recently, this gave her the idea that she is very bad.

Ji Liangke analyzed the situation, stared at Nie Nan's eyes gently, and his voice was firm and calm.

"Well, I think so. In this matter, you have nothing wrong."

Nie Nan was very surprised: "Sister, did I really do nothing wrong?" Ji Liangke gently touched her head: "You are really right, not at all. "

Nie Nan gradually became more natural, Ji Liangke smiled and chatted with her.

She is enlightening her by chatting.

……

Time flies by.

The little girl's expression was obviously relaxed, and there was even a little smile on her face.

For the first time in days, Ji Liangke felt relieved.

The tricky thing about Jiang Yuan is that he knows how to disappoint the psychiatrist and give up on him.

It was difficult for her to get even the slightest sense of accomplishment from him, but she got it from this little girl.

When Nie Nan left, Ji Liangke sent her a sentence: "Life is inevitably suffering, but you must have the courage to turn it into sugar."

Watching her back disappear from sight, Ji Liangke lowered his eyes, picked up the tea on the table and took a sip.

——She also wants to turn pain into sugar.

　Jiang Xiaoyuan is really pitiful, and so is Xiao Liangke, everyone wants to turn suffering into sugar.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)