After being tamed by a cold beauty

Chapter 43 It's All Fake
Overhead is a cypress tree, which blocks the light, and there is only a single lamp nearby.

Just like that, without saying a word, he watched her reaching out to catch the snow, watching her raise her head and smile, seeing her soft black hair hanging behind her, and her knuckle fingers...

Her eyes are all about her.

He snooped on her greedily and despicably, letting the shady things in his heart ferment.

Before the car came, his eyes were peaceful and focused, and then after the car stopped and the man got out of the car, his eyes changed suddenly.

He clenched his fingers silently, not caring that his nails were so hard that they were about to pierce the skin.

He didn't feel anything, and his eyes became completely dark and terrifying.

Jiang Yuan watched the man get off the car, saw him standing very close to her, watched her smile at him, and watched her get into the man's car...

His pupils shrank, and he seemed to be going crazy.

Who is that man?

Why would she get in the car with him?
What is their relationship?
He had a series of questions to ask, and he did ask them—more precisely, it sounded like he was whispering, talking to himself.

After all, there was no one around here talking to him at all, and all his thoughts and paranoid interrogative sentences disappeared in the wind and snow.

Why on earth did she want to go with that man?
He asked himself again and again in his heart, but in the end he was still at a loss.

Moreover, he just saw her smile at that man!

It's the kind of smile he thinks looks good.

So, does she smile like that at everyone?Always with that gentle look, always playing with people in the palm of his hand?

Or, just playing with Jiang Yuan?
His eyes were tearing apart, his fingers trembled crazily, the fire in his eyes ignited and extinguished, and then ignited again.

As the snow fell longer, the snow fell heavier and heavier, and the ground was soon covered with a light layer of white.

He stood alone in the snow, letting those chaotic thoughts surround and swallow him.All the senses of the body seemed to be out of order at once, as if they couldn't feel the biting temperature outside and the cold wind like a knife.

a long time.

White snow fell on his light yellow hair, and the snow was covered layer by layer. His original hair color was gradually lost, and the top of his head was white.

Thick and dense snow fell on his eyelashes.

After a while, my shoulders and body were covered with snow.

The whole person seems to have become a snowman.

He was so passive that he shivered involuntarily, his face was pale, and his lips were blue.

But he didn't seem to notice.

He was muddled and miserable, as if he had lost all connection with this world, as if he came from another distant and lonely planet.

How long has Jiang Yuan stood there?
About two hours.Because when he finally moved his feet, he saw the big shining and gorgeous LED screen in the city center, counting down tens of seconds.

Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one.

Each character is bright and delicate, and the smooth calligraphy characters strive to highlight hope.

But it was only deliberately highlighted.Hope that kind of thing is too illusory.The word itself is ridiculous.

These ten seconds were stretched very long.The change of each word is like some kind of meaningless ritual.

In the end, the virtual fireworks exploded on the screen, and then four large characters slowly appeared: Happy New Year!
The exclamation point looked so sarcastic that he only found it garish.

Bright red reflected Jiang Yuan's pupils, turning into distorted and mournful light and shadow.

Red and yellow intertwined lights, white snow, black night, there are obviously many colors in his eyes, but he seems to have lost the ability to perceive the world immediately.

*

He knew he had a fever.

But he didn't want to move.

He was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling blankly.

There was no sound at all in the room.Perhaps, he has lost his hearing?
Everything is stagnant, and the silence is suffocating.In hell, it should be like this.

Jiang Yuan felt like he was in a box, which was filled with gasoline, and the gaps in the box were blocked by cement. Without air coming in, he would never be able to break free.

He couldn't breathe, as if he was strangled by the neck, and his life seemed to be 61 bit by bit.

It can only rot slowly, and then some maggots crawl out of it.

The head was hot and painful, as if it was about to explode in the next moment.The pain was as if something was gnawing fiercely in his head, and it was so hot that it was like being roasted on fire.

He thought he should be dying.He died, no one should know.

If you die, you die, and no one cares anyway.

His head was dizzy, and he thought about a lot of things that night.

If he died, he thought, who would find his body first?Is it that distant and hypocritical uncle, or the so-called Aunt Yang, or, is it her?
She doesn't care about herself either.

Does she care about other men?What is he?Is it a tool for her to make a profit, or something she uses to pass the time when she is bored?
And those high-sounding words she had said were pouring out crazily at this moment.

What did the woman say?

—Don't be afraid of me, trust me.

——I don't hate you.

——Human nature is not as beautiful as you think, but it is not as ugly as you think.

—Of course I love you.But don't get me wrong, my love for you is not the kind of love between men and women, but the love of doctors for patients.So, I love you.

—Because I want to make you better.

——Hope your life is as pure and beautiful as a white rose.

The astonishment of hearing those words for the first time, at this moment, is as painful as a sharp needle piercing the lungs.

False, those words are all false!She obviously did it because of money!Obviously it's only for your own benefit!

If it's not money, it's her dirty relationship with that William!
She can say that to anyone, she can smile like that to anyone, not to him alone!
very funny.

very disgusting.

He actually, he actually thinks she is a good person?She is the same as everyone else, not a good person!
In the end, Jiang Yuan closed his eyes and shrank under the quilt, his mind was a mess, and his breath was heavy and hot.

Then his world was enveloped in darkness.

*

The moment he woke up, his eyelids seemed to be stuck, and he opened them for a long time before barely opening them.

In sight are the white windows.

His gaze moved to the sofa by the window, and then to the messy easel and papers on the floor.

After a long pause, he realized the fact that he was still in this world.

He burned all night, but he still didn't die.

He thought to himself, maybe even God would not accept him.

Forget it, just wait for death, you can always wait until that day.

　I'm emo, everyone, I'm trash, trash
　　
　
(End of this chapter)