After being tamed by a cold beauty

Chapter 49 But I'm Sad
She stared at him and said the most tender words.

"You fell and hurt... Yes, you fell and hurt..." He keenly grasped these two words from her words.

Then, he suddenly hugged his head and began to mutter to himself, his face became hideous and distorted, looking crazy.

Very painful.

She looked at him helplessly, wanting to do something to stop his almost crazy state.

The next moment, she stretched out her hand,
Jiang Yuan's hands were as cold as ice cubes, trembling non-stop.She grabbed it with great strength to stop his trembling hands.

"You fell and hurt..." His eye circles were red and his lips were trembling.

"Blood...you know, you bled a lot that day, I don't know what to do...it's because of me, it's all because of me, if it wasn't for me, wouldn't you be hurt...ah? ? It's all because of me..." He choked up, syllables slowly overflowing from his throat.

Ji Liangke was stunned when he heard this sentence.Immediately, she recalled every word he just said in her mind.

She stared at Jiang Yuan who was scratching his head frantically, her eyes were full of astonishment.

He is blaming himself?

He hurt himself, is it because of self-blame?Because I don't know how to express it, so I do this behavior?
Because he felt that he caused her to fall, so he was sad, and that's why he was like this?
"Am I damned? What's the point of being alive? Why don't I die? I'm just a rotten person... I caused you, I made you fall, it was me...you also Lots of blood, like these! These!"

He became very agitated, pointing morbidly at the blood all over the ground, twisted paranoia flashed in his eyes, and said incoherently.

"Doctor Ji, Ji... Liangke, just let me die like this, please let me die like this! Leave me alone!" He showed a sick expression, and even pulled a smile from the corner of his mouth.

Weird and crazy.

"Wait until it's finished, will it be finished?"

His eyes fell on the wound on his right arm, and he said to himself, "It's too slow..." Then, he looked around in confusion, and tried to pick up the fruit knife again.

When Ji Liangke noticed it, her pupils shrank suddenly, and she quickly pressed his hands.Holding on to him tightly, he didn't care whether he would get scratched at this time.

"Jiang Yuan, stop!" She shrugged her shoulders violently, she was really frightened, she was so panicked that even her voice was broken, it didn't look like her own at all, and she put on a strong crying voice, "I beg you ...I beg you, don't be like this, please, please..."

With her weeping voice, her tears fell on his hands.

He just felt hot and scorching.

"Stop..." She choked up, she didn't expect to be so lost, "Stop..."

She tried her best to calm herself down, but she was still trembling.

"But I'm very sad." He looked up at Ji Liangke, and said seriously, "I'm very sad."

Then—

A sad and desolate tear fell from the corner of his eye.

He cried.

Jiang Yuan lowered his head and buried his head in his knees, crying like a child.

Ji Liangke had never seen Jiang Yuan crying before, and he was shocked and distressed at the same time.

He suddenly raised his head to look at her again, his eyelashes were wet with tears.

He wiped away his tears and spoke while choking.

"Why am I sad? I obviously don't care about anything? But, I will be sad when I see you go with that man I don't know. I will also be sad when I see you get hurt. I will also be sad when I think of not being able to meet you in the future." sad?"

"You don't want to be my doctor anymore, do you? I heard what you said outside the door just now. You don't want me anymore. People like me really shouldn't be wanted. "

"...Damn me, don't I?" His eyes were red, "Damn me, don't come to save me, I should die..."

There was only boundless despair in Jiang Yuan's eyes at the moment.

As for Ji Liangke, her lips parted, but she couldn't utter a single word, a greater shock enveloped her.

She froze for a moment.

What did he just say?He said that he would be sad to see her go with another man. The man he was talking about was naturally Nie Nan's father, but...

If he was angry because he saw himself in someone else's car...

She suddenly had an absurd and bold idea.

The direction of what he said is a bit obvious.Even if she didn't want to think in which direction, the facts told her——

Jiang Yuan cared about her very much.

It means not caring about everything about others, only caring about her uniqueness.

He was still in a morbid state of chattering, but Ji Liangke suddenly trembled all over.

perhaps……

She pursed her lips and looked at Jiang Yuan with concern.The latter was trembling, a little pitiful.

Ji Liangke stretched out his hands and hugged him suddenly——

Jiang Yuan was gently hugged by her.The moment his head rested on her shoulder, he froze suddenly.

And she patted him on the back gently, trying to comfort him, like coaxing a child who was crying because he couldn't get a toy.

She looked at his eyebrows and eyes close at hand, and coaxed softly: "Jiang Yuan, don't hurt yourself, I will feel bad. Don't hurt yourself, okay?"

He was stunned, and the violent shaking of his body stopped immediately.

"What?" His voice was sobbing and hoarse.

"I said, I forgive you. It wasn't your fault that I didn't put things in place last time. It wasn't your fault that you didn't react in time after the fall. Everyone was like this the first time an accident happened. .

"I don't blame you, not at all."

"And, I'm willing to be your psychiatrist, and I don't want to be. I won't give up on you, you believe me."

Her voice was extremely gentle, yet extremely firm.

"Are you... serious?"

"Really, I do forgive you."

Ji Liangke hesitated for a few seconds, stretched out his hand, and gently stroked his hair.

In a pool of blood, she in a white coat hugged and snuggled up to him who was pale and sick.

This picture is extremely strange and beautiful, but there is a little warmth in it, which is very strange.

after a long time.

Jiang Yuan finally got out of that state of bewilderment and madness, stopped whimpering and sobbing, and calmed down.

She whispered: "I forgive you, can you listen to me?"

"..." He was silent for a moment, "OK."

"Hey, let's go to the hospital. Go to the hospital, okay?"

His eyelashes trembled slightly, and there were still a few crystal clear tears hanging on them, making him look very pitiful.

She rubbed his hairy head again, letting his head rest in her arms.

And Jiang Yuan finally nodded slightly.

　Say something happy for everyone to relax:
　　Playing volleyball in physical education class, who hit the volleyball in the referee's face?it's me……

　　
　
(End of this chapter)