After being tamed by a cold beauty

Chapter 66 Forgive me...

Time seems to be getting very long.

The aroma of wine is dense in the air, fermenting silently, and then evaporating silently.

The light outside the glass window is still dazzling, and the mottled light and shadow flow on the transparent glass, rendering the boundless night.

a long time.

The two separate.

Ji Liangke sat up, brushed her loose long hair back, and tidied up her messy skirt.

She glimpsed herself on the phone screen and couldn't help but startled.Immediately, he quickly calmed down his emotions.

She sat with her back to Jiang Yuan, took a deep breath, and didn't dare to look back at him.

She couldn't say how she felt.But... At that moment just now, she was still a little scared.

After all, a drunk Jiang Yuan is like a wolf, vicious and willful.

Jiang Yuan was silent for a long time before speaking.

"I'm going to the bathroom." His voice was low and hoarse.

The hoarse voice broke the silence, and she closed her eyes, trying to get rid of the picture in her mind.

Jiang Yuan got out of bed from the other side and walked into the bathroom without looking back.

In the bathroom, he turned on the faucet and splashed cold water on his face.

He still thought the water wasn't cold enough, so he splashed it several times in a row, then scooped up the water and rubbed his cheek vigorously until his collar was wet, before he gave up.

The self in the mirror is like a steamed crab, the end of his eyes are red after drunkenness, and his eyes are also wet, soaked in his own evil thoughts.

Jiang Yuan was stunned.The eyelashes were wet with water, and it was a little uncomfortable for the water to enter the eyes, but he didn't care about it.

Is he dreaming?Have a dream that is beautiful but breaks easily like a glass ball.

The dream made him immersed in it, and he didn't want to wake up.

In the dream, he was very close to his doctor Ji, not as far away as they were in reality.

He suddenly recalled when they first met.

At that time, she came to look for him coldly.

She is dressed in white and has black eyes, her black hair is soft and long to her waist, and she wears gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of her white nose.

Much like a doctor, but too distant.

She vowed to herself: "I want to cure you."

She looked determined, as if all difficulties could not trouble her.

Jiang Yuan clearly remembered that he hated her at that time.

To be precise, he hates all self-righteous therapists.I hate those who claim to be psychiatrists approaching me, and I don't want to tell them what I really think.

They are all so sanctimonious, so self-righteous, always put on airs, not really for his own good, or those people don't want him to be good at all.

Therefore, William changed the psychiatrists he found one after another, and he remained the same.

When she came, he still felt that he would not change in any way because of her arrival.

At that time, she was very far away, so far away that even if she stood one meter away from him, he still felt that she was out of touch, and he felt that she was not from the same world.

And just now...she wasn't so untouchable anymore.

She is by his side.He could really feel her temperature and hold her in his arms.

He is willing to indulge in this beautiful dream.

He is like a fish drowning in the deep sea, and she is the bright light refracted into the deep sea.In order to pursue her, he pushed aside the thick thorns on the bottom of the sea, wishing to get closer to her, and gave her the whitest waves without hesitating to lose the strength to wag his tail
But the temperature of the cold water quickly calmed him down and woke him up.

Then, all the joy in his eyes disappeared, replaced by annoyance and regret.

What did he... just do?
He actually... actually took advantage of her?

He took advantage of his drunkenness to treat Ji Liangke... How could he do that to his doctor Ji?
Too unhuman.

So dirty, myself.

I regret it very much, and I hate myself very much...why did I drink, why couldn't I control myself, why did I suddenly pounce...

This remorse made him angry with himself, even prompting him to slam his fist against the marble table.

His hand was red from being smashed, but he didn't seem to feel the pain.

The faucet was not turned off tightly, and it dripped down the sink. He stretched out his hand, and the last sound in the bathroom disappeared.

Although he was afraid of facing Ji Liangke, in the end, he still walked out of the bathroom.

He wants to apologize to his doctor Ji.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Yuan's voice broke the silence.

He looked at her with red eyes.Water drops rolled from his hair, looking very depressed.

Sitting on the edge of the bed, Ji Liangke looked soft and weak from a distance.

He walked in front of her, his footsteps were a little inexplicably heavy.

He cleared his throat, moved his lips, and wanted to say something more.

Ji Liangke timidly shrank his shoulders, lowered his eyes, avoiding his gaze.

She is afraid of him.

Jiang Yuan, who recognized this fact clearly, felt as if a needle was being pierced in his heart, and the sting was extremely painful.

He didn't want to see her afraid of him at all.

He didn't want to see her frightened expression, especially since the object of her fear was herself.

"I'm sorry... Doctor Ji."

He knelt down and looked up at Ji Liangke: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Doctor Ji."

After saying several words in a row, his voice trembled in the end.Jiang Yuan was really panicked.

Ji Liangke clenched his fingers tightly and remained silent.She drooped her eyes and avoided his gaze again.

Jiang Yuan raised his head and looked at her cautiously, his eyes filled with broken panic.

Seeing that she was still ignoring him, he was at a loss what to do, and then he bent his knees—kneeling on the ground.

His fingers trembled slightly, and he wanted to touch her a little bit, but he didn't dare to touch her.

"Forgive me, Doctor Ji...you, can you forgive me..." He looked at him in panic, his eyes were red and gradually moist, and tears filled his eye sockets.

"can you forgive me?"

A tear dripped from his eye socket to the floor.The drop of tear hit the floor, leaving a small spot of water.

His eyes were red, and he stared at her tearfully, looking aggrieved, like a pitiful puppy.

There is deep guilt and self-blame in the eyes, exuding a strong sense of fragility.

She was silent for a long time.

Ji Liangke lowered his eyes and silently clenched the corner of his clothes.She was still immersed in what had just happened - she still couldn't do it.Can't do anything and don't care.

The room was so silent that you could hear a needle drop to the ground.The gorgeous neon light outside the window is intertwined with the ink-like night, hiding some things in the mundane world.

After a long time, Ji Liangke bit his lip and spoke.

"Jiang Yuan." Her voice was gentle, as if coaxing, "I don't blame you."

How could she blame him?
It wasn't him who did the wrong thing.

Jiang Yuan was like a fish in a pond, she was the one who used herself as bait to hook him, it was she who seduced him.

　Empathy

　　Freud believes that empathy is that the visitor gradually exposes the setbacks or traumas (real or imagined) suffered in early childhood and the strong emotions they contain through free association, vents them outward, and transfers these emotions to the outside world. Transferred to the therapist, the therapist becomes the object of the patient's love or hate, and the intensity is also the reproduction of the early situation. They will regard the counselor as a substitute for an object in their childhood experience, and become the object of their love or hate. The object of hate is empathy.

　　
　
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