Millennium 2000, the earth enters the age of gods and demons

Chapter 43 What the hell is this damn love!
The quiet garden.

On the forest path, two figures stood opposite each other.

A boy in a long black coat showed pain on his face.

He stood in the middle of the path, looking at the dark night sky in the distance, and kept muttering to himself.

On the opposite side of the boy in black was a girl with bright white teeth in a light yellow dress.

She clasped her hands tightly in front of her body, leaned forward slightly, looked at the boy she loved so much with worry on her face and hope in her eyes.

"Are we going to miss out?"

Thinking that Susu already knew that Xiaoxuan liked her, Zhang Xiaoyu muttered to herself.

The more Zhang Xiaoyu thought about it, the more her heart ached.

He knew that there was already a deep gap between him and Susu, and the barrier between them was difficult to bridge!

And it was the girl in front of him, Xiaoxuan, who caused all this.

He already knew some time ago that although Su Su and Xiao Xuan are not real biological sisters.

But the relationship between the two of them is stronger than that of Jin Jian, and even stronger than that of biological sisters.

With such a friendship, how could Susu easily choose to give up because of her little self?
"I will never be with Susu again!"

Zhang Xiaoyu's heart really hurt.

He thought that he would lose Susu forever.

Thinking that he will pass by Susu from now on.

Thinking of the Susu he was doomed to miss before he could have it in the future.

His heart was truly broken.

Zhang Xiaoyu is in pain, what can he do?

Who can he blame?
Blame Xiaoxuan who loves him so much?

NO! NO! NO!
He can't do it!

He couldn't bear to do this!

Nor should he!
He can only blame himself!
The more he thought about it, the angrier he became, and the more he felt more uncomfortable, he turned around and punched a thick tree trunk by the side of the road, making a sound of painful annoyance.

"Why is this happening!"

"God, what did I do wrong!"

The heart-wrenching pain seemed to tear Zhang Xiaoyu's entire body, he suppressed his roar, and raised his head to ask God in a low voice.

Xiaoxuan, who was standing quietly by the side, saw Zhang Xiaoyu's movement.

Shocked, her pretty face turned pale rapidly, and she rushed to Zhang Xiaoyu's side and hugged him into her arms.

"Little fish, don't do this!"

She said repeatedly in panic, her anxious tone was full of worry.

"You look like this, I feel bad!"

While talking, Xiaoxuan, who was hugging Zhang Xiaoyu, suddenly felt sad.

She couldn't control her emotions anymore and cried loudly.

"Woooooh, little fish, please don't do this, you still have me, you still have me, at least you still have me! Woooooo!"

Xiaoxuan's sobbing was full of anxiety, worry, and sadness, and even prayed at the end.

The objects of anxiety, worry, and prayer are all her beloved Zhang Xiaoyu.

As for the sadness, he didn't know whether it was because of Zhang Xiaoyu's deep affection for Susu, or because he didn't occupy such an important position in his heart like Susu.

Or, both.

I used to be innocent and innocent, but now I am full of sorrow.

What kind of world is this that can turn a romantic girl into a sad woman!
"Woooooo."

Zhang Xiaoyu, who was hugged tightly by Xiaoxuan, was finally awakened by the mournful crying in his ear.

He felt the sadness and pity in Xiaoxuan's heart.

Zhang Xiaoyu stood there dumbly, with his hands hanging beside him, he opened his mouth but didn't know how to persuade the girl who was close to him.

He raised his hands several times to push her away, but he couldn't bear to do it.

Zhang Xiaoyu was extremely conflicted!
She loves him deeply, but he doesn't love her, so what can he do?
"What the hell is this damn love?"

The contradictory Zhang Xiaoyu recalled everything that happened during this period in his mind.

He looked at Xiaoxuan who loved him deeply, Qiu Fei who had a relationship with him, and Susu in the square in the distance, and asked himself in his heart.

"Love, what is it? It feels like love is a catastrophe!"

"Yes, love is robbery!"

"Some people survive the catastrophe, while others are doomed."

Zhang Xiaoyu, who had figured it out in an instant, made a sound that seemed to be crying but not crying, and he kept murmuring to himself in pain.

"Ho ho, love is a catastrophe. Some people survive the catastrophe, while others are doomed."

Just as Zhang Xiaoyu was thinking about it.

In the infinite high sky of Yangcheng.

As if some kind of existence had a reaction, there were faint thunder clouds covering the land of Yangcheng.

Rumbling, a heavy rain seems to be coming soon.

But the two people on the forest path didn't care at all, they were still immersed in their own world.

When Xiaoxuan heard the voice of the person tightly hugged by her, she had a bad premonition in her heart.

"Xiaoxuan, yes."

Zhang Xiaoyu's mouth was covered by soft lips before he finished speaking.

With the touch of her lips, a smile appeared on Xiaoxuan's already crying face. She looked at Zhang Xiaoyu and said softly:
"Don't say anything, just be happy!"

After saying this, she immediately buried her head on Zhang Xiaoyu's shoulder.

She clearly said the four words "happy is good" in her own mouth, but there was a faint trembling sound at the end of the words.

She buried her head and wept silently.

Zhang Xiaoyu, who stood there dumbly, gradually felt that the clothes on his shoulders were soaked.

In silence, he had a look of helplessness and pain on his face.

After a long time, the person on her shoulder stopped sobbing, and at the same time, a whisper came out firmly from her mouth.

It clearly passed into Zhang Xiaoyu's ears and kept echoing in his mind.

"If love is really a catastrophe, then Xiaoyu, let me be doomed and perish forever!"

The words fell.

The thunder and dark clouds in the sky gradually dissipated.

It came with a bang, but left silently, as if it had taken something away, leaving only a bright moon hanging high.

Zhang Xiaoyu felt melancholy upon hearing Xiaoxuan's oath-like words.

He knew for himself that he couldn't fall in love with her.

When he thought of love, the figure of Su Su appeared in his heart again.

Thinking that he and she will miss each other in the end, the emotions in his heart that had just calmed down not long ago, faintly will make a comeback again, and the pain will come to his heart again.

Zhang Xiaoyu raised his hands that had been hanging down beside him this time, he gently grabbed Xiaoxuan's weak and boneless shoulders, and gently pushed them back.

Xiaoxuan then raised her head buried on Zhang Xiaoyu's shoulder, she looked at him quietly, her eyes were full of tenderness.

"I want to go back."

Zhang Xiaoyu didn't dare to look directly at Xiaoxuan's eyes that looked like sharp swords, and turned slightly to look at the woods under the moonlight in the distance.

After Xiaoxuan heard Zhang Xiaoyu's words, her eyes full of tenderness were full of reluctance, hope and prayer.

She asked softly, "Are you coming tomorrow?"

The dull Zhang Xiaoyu was silent for a while, and said firmly: "I won't come."

After speaking, Zhang Xiaoyu turned around and left, not daring to look any further.

After Xiaoxuan heard Zhang Xiaoyu's words, she stood there blankly, her pretty face full of sadness.

She shouted to Zhang Xiaoyu who was walking away:
"I'm waiting for you!"

Zhang Xiaoyu, who was walking away, heard the voice from behind, and his face was full of pain.

But he didn't dare to look back, he knew that if he turned back, it would not be love.

"Since you don't love, why give her hope? If you don't love, don't be ambiguous, otherwise it will only make her more sad."

"If you don't stop, you will be subject to chaos. That will not only hurt yourself, but also hurt others."

"Xiaoxuan, one day, you will get used to the life without me, I hope you cherish it!"

Zhang Xiaoyu whispered to herself and Xiaoxuan behind her.

"Zhang Xiaoyu, I will wait for you!"

"When I told you that I like you, I already expected such a result!"

"But I did it anyway, because I was afraid, I was afraid that you liked others, and I was afraid that others would like you!"

"I'm afraid I'll never have another chance!"

"Zhang Xiaoyu, I like you so much!"

"I want to give you all the smiles, all the happiness and beauty, no matter what, I'll wait for you!"

Xiaoxuan, who was standing alone, looked at Zhang Xiaoyu's receding figure in front of her, put her hands to her mouth and shouted loudly.

Wei's Group, in a separate small room.

The majestic 'wrong' held high the throne again, and the kingdom of God emerged around him.

Words came out of His mouth:
"Some people are doomed, doomed to be a catastrophe, and doomed to be doomed."

"Some stories are written as yesterday before they really started. Haha, some people have become passers-by before they fall in love properly."

"Hahaha, wow! wow!"

"'Destiny'! 'Jie'! And 'worry', I was 'wrong' and I really want to thank you all!"

His wild laughter echoed in the room again.

(End of this chapter)