Millennium 2000, the earth enters the age of gods and demons

Chapter 7 Under the Mask
"With a cracked mirror, will anyone still use it?"

"will not!"

The perfectionist Zhang Xiaoyu gave her own answer in her heart.

He tried hard to calm the emotions that were churning in his chest.

But he can't!

"Why does my heart still hurt so much?"

He lay on the bed and asked himself, and told him rationally that no one would use a broken mirror, and he also understood this truth, and would never want this relationship again.

"But why? I still can't calm down? I don't want this feeling, I don't want pain!"

Zhang Xiaoyu tried hard to resist the pain in his heart.

He wanted to drive the heart-piercing pain out of his body and out of his mind.

But the more he resisted, the more this heart-wrenching pain would not let him go, and he struggled hard.

The more you resist, the more you continue.

Reason and emotion are in violent conflict.

Zhang Xiaoyu told himself from time to time.

"I don't want this love! I don't want this broken mirror! Get out of my body!"

Another Zhang Xiaoyu came out from time to time and said:
"I hate it so much, why am I so cowardly! Why don't I dare to take the initiative to confess my love!"

"If it weren't for my cowardice and cowardice, Xiaofeng and I would not have ended like this!"

"I hate it so much!"

Zhang Xiaoyu's reason and emotion are like people with their own thoughts.

In Zhang Xiaoyu's mind, they scrambled to tell their own feelings and reasons first.

Fighting each other using Zhang Xiaoyu's brain as a battlefield.

Zhang Xiaoyu lying on the bed really became a fish, like a fish caught out of the river by a big hand and thrown to the ground.

It couldn't breathe, struggled but was too far from the stream.

He tossed and turned in bed, unable to fall asleep!

At this time, he didn't notice that the strange breath in his mind was quietly growing.

Time passed slowly.

Zhang Xiaoyu, who didn't sleep all night last night and worked hard during the day under the mental and physical torture, gradually fell asleep in the violent conflict between reason and emotion.

A new day begins.

Wei's workshop, turnover center.

Zhang Xiaoyu is investigating a production abnormality here.

When the materials sent to the production line were used in the production line, many materials were found to be defective.

According to the work process, general materials bought from outside will first go through random inspection by the inspection center.

If it is a defect in the whole box, it will definitely be discovered, but the inspection center did not find any abnormalities, and the problem did not occur until the production line.

Then there must be a problem in the middle of the turnover center in the delivery process.

So, he came here to check the situation. Unfortunately, the person responsible for the turnaround this time was the person he least wanted to face.

Forced by duty, he stood with Xiaofeng with a numb face and no expression on his face.

he asked without the slightest emotion.

"Xiaofeng, you are responsible for the materials in the No. [-] workshop, right?"

Xiaofeng looked at Zhang Xiaoyu who was completely different from before, and probably understood something.

"Yes, what's the matter? What's the matter?"

"There are a lot of missing materials in the No. [-] workshop. I want to ask if there is any problem during the transportation."

"There is a problem with the material, so you should go to the inspection center? Why are you looking for me! I'm not from the inspection center."

Before Zhang Xiaoyu finished speaking, Xiaofeng interrupted her.

Zhang Xiaoyu looked at the strange person in front of him, tried to open his mouth, and finally closed it again.

Take a deep breath and speak after a while.

"I know that because the entire box is damaged, the box containing the materials is also damaged. If the incoming materials are like this, the inspection center cannot fail to find it."

"So I want to ask you, is there any impact during the transportation of materials?"

"no!"

Xiaofeng turned around and left after saying these two words, leaving Zhang Xiaoyu alone.

Zhang Xiaoyu wanted to say something in the end, but seeing Xiaofeng not cooperating, she finally gave up.

In fact, Zhang Xiaoyu didn't want to face Xiaofeng with such a blank face, but he didn't know what kind of mentality and method he should use to face her.

"She already has someone she likes, can I still face her like before?"

"It turns out that I still love her, but I'm not qualified anymore!"

"If I wasn't so cowardly and cowardly before, we definitely wouldn't be like this!"

"It's all my own fault! It's me who didn't work hard to fight for it!"

Simultaneously.

The strange aura in Zhang Xiaoyu's mind continued to grow.

Zhang Xiaoyu let that strange and inexplicable emotion speak out his heart.

"Why did she treat me like this?!"

"It's my duty to verify the situation normally, and she should cooperate!"

"Why did she treat me like this! Is it because I love her!?"

Speak your heart out with this weird thought.

Zhang Xiaoyu suddenly panicked.

"Oh, why do I think so, I love her!"

"Why should I blame her, isn't it my own problem?"

Zhang Xiaoyu quickly stopped the thought just now, he felt that such a self would be terrible!
No one noticed the strange breath flickering in his mind.

"Hehe, he actually rejected me, doesn't he know the truth that the more you hate, the stronger you become?"

A voice said so from a corner that Zhang Xiaoyu couldn't perceive.

"really interesting!"

Wei's workshop, turnover center.

At this time, Zhang Xiaoyu and Sister Ping were talking with the heads of the turnaround center and the inspection center to confirm the missing materials.

"Since we can't tell who caused the problem, then let the people in the two centers argue by themselves, and we will report the truth to the higher authorities."

Thinking about what Sister Ping said, Zhang Xiaoyu secretly admired it.

In the following time, Zhang Xiaoyu continued to work as usual, but everyone found that he was a lot more depressed.

Every time Zhang Xiaoyu sees that figure, his heart aches.

But he put on his mask and no longer showed any emotions outside.

Laugh as hard as you need to, speak loudly as you need to speak, and don't want anyone to see his abnormality.

Only when Zhang Xiaoyu was hiding in the room alone after get off work.

He would secretly lick the wound in the dark.

Feel his regret and pain.

Feel the heartbreak of being alone.

Zhang Xiaoyu didn't mean what he said during the day.

Zhang Xiaoyu counted the wounds in the dark night.

(End of this chapter)