Magical daily life after reincarnation

Chapter 129
Wentini was subtly familiar with this kind of look. Slowly, she thought of the snowfield wolves' feeling when the male wolf looked at the female wolf in late winter.

"It hurts." Wentini wiped away tears, inexplicably not daring to look directly at Tulo.

"Fortunately..." Tulo responded slightly hoarsely, exhaling a long breath of hot air while speaking.

This instinctive desire is like lighting up a lighthouse in the turbulent sea. Although it is very weak, it greatly consolidates Talo's current consciousness and serves as a stable anchor.Temporarily anchored his humanity.

You can also no longer use the assistance of [The Fool] to slow down the loss of some magic power.

At this time, he tried to divert his attention, while using the [Naya Eye] to grasp the concepts related to his desires, so as to avoid the instinct of polluting the world just now, and it would be bad if the instinct of human nature got out of control.

"Cough, you can use healing magic now." Tulo looked up at the sky, trying not to look at Wendini in front of him.

He tried his best to ignore the wailing and ravings that kept coming to his ears. A guy who could believe in something bad like himself would not be a good thing. He let these existences help him share the pressure with peace of mind.

"Okay!" Wentini immediately used [Water Cleansing Wounds] to help Talo treat the wound after hearing the words.

This spell can't reshape Tulo's broken ribs, but it can also suppress the loss of blood very well. In addition, the current low temperature environment is very likely to cause concurrent infections as time goes by. As long as it can be done first Heal, and a lot of bad situations can be avoided.

"How do you feel?" Wentini asked in a low voice after treating the wound.

"It's fine, we'll just wait for Mentor Dorrell to call us back." Talo replied slowly.

In front of his eyes were the fine works collected in his previous life, and when he first slid to the category of elves, he slid over directly, and continued with some guilt: "I'm fine now, you can continue to feel the connection with the God of Truth. "

At this moment, I can only concentrate on it wholeheartedly, and I have no energy left to move any more. I just hope that the other party can leave a little bit.

Wentini shook her head when she heard the words. This was the first time she had firmly refused Tulo's request.

"Oh, okay." Tulo sighed, stretched out his hand to untie his school uniform shawl, and pulled it to cover his crotch.

The more he looked back at the state before time travel, the more Talo could feel his abnormality after awakening the memory, but this abnormality seemed to have been fixed in his character and became a part of himself.

If you think about it this way, is the desire to change the present world derived from your own humanity?Or, like the instinct that is currently resisting, is it a product of the influence of other things.

But there should be no problem, anyway, it is impossible to destroy this world, it is enough to bring fun to oneself, maybe it is a channel to express.

After thinking about it, when he felt that his desire had declined, he hurriedly turned his attention back to the collection from his previous life.

"Do you feel cold?" Wentini looked at Tulo's movements and asked with concern.

"It's not cold." Tulo responded by shaking his head, and he was so hot that he was going off the charts.

"Actually, in many cases, you don't have to bear so much burden alone." Wentini said lightly.

She could feel that Tulo had hidden a lot of things in her heart, and there were particularly complicated secrets. She didn't want to find out what kind of situation Tulo had and what kind of power he controlled.

But every time that depressive feeling unconsciously reminds her of her days in the north.

"Some words and some emotions are not necessarily unspeakable. If you say them, you can help yourself a lot easier."

"I didn't dare to tell my parents and sister about the vague resistance to me in the castle at a very early age, and I didn't dare to say that I hated my elf blood."

"But the constant depression and depression will only make me more and more deviate from the normal path. When I say it, everything becomes much easier and the world becomes less bad."

"I will recognize you just like my relatives recognize me, no matter what you are hiding or how bad your nature is."

Wentini stroked Tulo's cheek with some cold hands, imitating the way her mother treated her in the past, and gently made Tulo look at her, so that the other party could see her serious appearance.

In a trance, Wendini's exquisite face was reflected in Tulo's eyes. The purity and beauty endowed by the elves touched Tulo's heart like never before.

"Thank you..." Tulo replied with difficulty, but kept shouting in his heart, now is not the time to do such things!

But the fundamental desire of human nature has made him unable to move his eyes away. He can only increase continuously, and there must be no dissolving, in order to prevent the "self" from being washed away in the torrent.

"Thank you for your approval. As a person, I really need this kind of thing." Tulo took a deep breath, pulled Wendini into his arms, and stared directly at the vast white snow.

The girl's temperature did increase the stability of the anchor, but at the same time, it also made him have to firmly control the conceptual thread of his own desire, causing him to fall into another torrent.

This was the first time he hugged a girl, or the first time he hugged someone his age. Thinking about it, he didn't seem to have hugged anyone in his previous life. In this life, only his parents and the old housekeeper would occasionally hug him.

It's much softer than expected... As soon as this charming thought came to him, he tried his best to shake his head to drive it away.

Wentini was also a little at a loss for Talo's sudden hug, but slowly she also wrapped her arms around Talo, and whispered in the other's ear: "It's okay, just say it, everything will be fine .”

"I..." Tulo's Adam's apple rolled, and the other party's embrace and words reminded him of the feeling his mother brought him, and he spoke slowly.

"Since I entered school, I have felt very lonely, an indescribable and indelible loneliness, like slowly tightening my vines, soaking me in gradually deepening pain..."

"But I dare not really establish a connection with others. I seem to be resisting in my heart, or maybe my conscience is stopping me, telling me not to bring them suffering that they shouldn't experience."

"Loneliness made me deviate more and more from myself, less and less like myself, but I didn't know what to do. At first I just wanted to live, and later I just wanted to live as a normal person with peace of mind."

Tarlow's tone was very flat, but Wentini couldn't help but started to shed tears again as he listened.

This kind of experience is similar to her past. She is also lonely because of her blood and changed by the torment of loneliness, but she dare not take the initiative to establish relationships with others.

She has also thought countless times that if she is not a half-elf, it would be a good idea to be an ordinary person.

"I dare not say that I can understand you, but I can feel it a little bit. After all, this is what we are born with and there is no way to change it." Wendini stroked Talo's hair and said sincerely: "But you don't I will be alone again, no matter what I encounter, I will definitely recognize you and stand by your side."

This kind of confession is really as Wentini said, and Tullow feels that the human part is constantly growing, and the glow of the lighthouse is getting brighter.

But the radiance seems to be a bit too much, especially when Wentini is pressed against his cheek, the touch of the skin makes all kinds of strong desires grow rapidly and irresistibly.

Until a certain threshold was broken, Tulo threw Wentini down on the snow with a ferocious face, and large snowflakes rose around the two of them.

"Ta... Talo?" Wentini looked at the other party who had changed his expression in a panic, and then a pair of bloody palms strangled her neck, making her almost out of breath.

The destructive desire of the death instinct and the reproductive desire of the life instinct constantly invaded Tulo's mind, making him glow with the most primitive animal nature of human beings.

"I'm sorry... I..." Tulo frowned, panting uncontrollably, he wanted to take back his hand, but his reason told him that once he pulled his hand, the lighthouse would collapse, and the lighthouse deep inside his body would collapse. Existence will break out.

But if he didn't pull his hand, he didn't know what to do when he saw that the girl was about to suffocate.

Wentini tried her best to stretch her expression so that she wouldn't be too uncomfortable. She caressed Tulo's wrist with her palm, and uttered a few words with difficulty from her pink lips: "It's okay."

Just as Tulo slowly leaned over and was about to touch the cheek of the person in front of him, he roughly manipulated the conceptual threads connected to his body, cracking several ribs again, and the brief sobriety brought about by the pain made him feel high. raised his head.

Fortunately, this situation did not last for a few seconds. Following Zhuo Ruier's call, the scenery shifted, and they returned to the classroom of the summoning class.

"Tullo!"

When Wentini returned to the classroom, she immediately looked for Tulo's figure, and the residual heat from the blood sprayed on her face just now hadn't dissipated.

Seeing the huge wound on Talo's chest, she hastily pulled out her wand and was about to cast a spell, but was interrupted by Dorrell who appeared next to her.

"What's going on here?" Dorrell asked with a look of surprise. While he was asking, the wounds on Tulo's upper body healed rapidly, and even the ribs that had suffered so much were restored, and the broken school uniform also miraculously returned. as is.

"Tullow said that he encountered an unknown spirit world creature." Seeing that Tarlow's crisis was resolved, Wendini said for him.

"An unknown creature in the spirit world?" Dorrell took a deep look at Talow. The place he sent the students to just now was safe enough, and even the weather could not cause any harm to people, let alone touch To the spirit world creatures.

However, he didn't study it carefully, and even apologized for his own mistakes and Tullow, and then walked in front of everyone, asking about his understanding of the connection with the real God in the spiritual world.

When Dorrell was speaking, Grace also came to Talo and Wendini: "What did you encounter?"

If it wasn't an extremely strong silver-rank creature, it would be hard for her to imagine what kind of existence could cause harm to Talo.

"I don't know either. Anyway, it makes me very uncomfortable and brings me a great psychological shadow. I don't want to go to the spirit world anymore." Tulo said with a wry smile and waved his hand, then he turned his head and looked at the place where there was no problem. Wentini breathed a sigh of relief.

But the red marks on the other party's fair neck still made him a little guilty.

"It's just that you're fine..." Grace replied, she always felt that the relationship between Wendini and Tulo was no longer the same as before, and the feedback given by [Made Grace] showed that the two There are some subtle connections between them.

Why does Wendini care more about Talo than before, and why does Talo feel gratitude and guilt towards Wendini...

She was very curious, or extremely eager to know what happened to the two of them in the spirit world.

"Let me take it easy, you can listen to the class at ease." Tulo rubbed his temples, feeling tired after a hangover all over his body: "I will explain this matter later, don't ask Wendini, there are some things Just let me say it."

After instructing Grace, he walked to the French windows, sat down sideways, and began to sort out all the encounters in the spirit world.

He still doesn't quite understand the composition of the spirit world, but what is certain is that after entering it, his soul will have the desire to pollute the entire spirit world, and after devouring the spirit world, he will certainly not Will be myself again.

Even if it's just the instinctive desire radiating from one's own soul, it is possible to overwhelm one's own humanity.

"The existence that crawls in the chaos, Nayarati..."

There are many extraterrestrial beings in this world, and these beings all worship their real names. After going through the spiritual world, as long as you want, you can listen to their prayers at any time.

Part of me has been infected in the resistance just now...

What kind of existence is the real self?Is it considered to be in the category of evil gods?Was the existence he encountered during the bronze trial also the same as himself?Since I am so strong, why do I have no memory of this at all?Still so weak?
A series of questions filled his mind, and he once wanted him to call out Aided's name immediately, and go to the Silent Church to ask clearly, is the Void Source related to Chaos?

"It's so hard to be a human being."

Tallo let out a sigh of relief, leaning his head against the huge glass window, watching the fog in the campus.

After returning from the spirit world, the class did not continue for more time. Zhuo Ruier announced that the get out of class was over, sent everyone out with a spell, and then came to Talo's side.

"It seems that you not only have amazing wisdom, but also have unfathomable secrets." Dorrell said with a smile.

"I'm just an ordinary student of Fedora, thank you for helping to heal just now." Talo didn't turn his head to look at Dorrell. At this moment, he was a bit lacking in the respect he had for the elders in the past.

"Wisdom does not change with a person's identity. If possible, I would like to ask you something sincerely." Zhuo Ruier bowed his body, lowered his head, and said sincerely.

"What? You are too impolite." Talo was surprised by Dorrell's gesture, and immediately got up to help him up.

This is the current emperor's uncle, Lei Mu's old prince.

"I want to know more wisdom! Please teach me! No matter what the price is! As long as it is what I have! I am willing to pay!"

The sun was hanging in the center of the sky, and the sunlight streamed through the huge arched French windows.

Beside the window, an old man dressed in fine clothes looked at the young man humbly and enthusiastically. He gathered his long snow-white beard, knelt down on one knee slowly, and lowered his head to kiss the back of the young man's hand.

(End of this chapter)