Natsume-kun just wants to live

Chapter 131 Treason, request, and responsibility
The night is deep, and the starry sky is a little dim.

The first night of Golden Week was more difficult than Natsume imagined.

At the door of the room, he withdrew his outstretched foot without moving.

It was a bit dark inside, except for a bright yellow light in the corner, illuminating the surroundings.

There was a big bed with pink underwear and bras on it, as if it hadn't been tidied.

Natsume Zeping looked back, the night was terrifyingly dark, and the little cutie was dormant in the darkness.

He was in a dilemma, standing at the door and constantly hesitating.

"What's the matter, don't you come in?" Miyagawa Suzune pushed the door open, leaning against the door and looking back at him.

"I wasn't mentally prepared."

"What mental preparation?"

"Go to sleep without reviewing."

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"There are books in Suzune's room." Miyagawa Suzune covered her mouth and smiled, "Or do you mean you hate Suzune?"

"No."

Natsume Ze hesitated for a moment and walked inside.

The room has a girl's unique fragrance, like honey, flowers, the sun, everything sweet and beautiful that can be imagined. Seeing him coming in, Miyagawa Suzune closed the door tightly and locked it.

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"Habit."

"I see." Natsume Zeping was a little embarrassed.

Although it's not the first time I've come here, I'm always a little apprehensive when I go to the girl's room at night.

The sound of tidying up came from the closet, and when he turned around, Miyagawa Suzune was standing in front of him holding the quilt. She pointed to the floor beside the bed, and Natsume Zehei nodded accordingly.

"sorry to bother you."

"where."

With her help, Natsume Zehei made the bed on the ground. He touched it and found that the quilt was soft and warm, with the smell of shower gel.

"Well, it feels like going back to my own home." Natsume Zehei sniffed, "It smells like my bed."

"Is it similar?" Miyagawa Suzune asked.

"Exactly the same."

"That's good"

"what?"

"It's okay." Miyagawa Suzune shook her head and smiled, "If this is the case, will the feeling of rejection be much less?"

"It's not so much exclusion as unnaturalness."

As Natsume Zehei said this, he suddenly heard a very slight breathing sound.

It neither belonged to him nor Miyagawa Suzune, but it came from the bed.

Miyagawa Suzune obviously noticed it too, she went up and opened the quilt.

"May?"

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Natsume Zeping froze for a moment, but didn't make a sound.

Miyagawa Suzune made a gesture of silence, and walked over to whisper.

"May is already asleep, don't disturb her."

"Why is she here?" Natsume Zeping looked at her.

"When May can't sleep, she will come to my room." Miyagawa Suzune reached out and pulled out the lamp in the corner, and the room was completely dark.

The curtains were drawn tightly, and the moonlight shined on Miyagawa Wuzuki's face through the gap, except for here, she couldn't see her fingers, and only a faint sound of breathing could be heard.

"Can't sleep." Natsume Zehei sat on the floor and asked, "Is it insomnia?"

"Probably something bad has appeared in my mind." Miyagawa Lingyin looked at the girl who was lightly sleeping on the bed, with a little worry on her face, "She was afraid, so she came to me."

"A ghost?"

"It's a ghost."

Both of them were silent, and the room was quiet.

Miyagawa Suzune sat down on the bed and gently stroked Miyagawa Wuzuki's cheek, the latter humming comfortably in her dream.

"Are you worried?"

"There's no one who doesn't care about family."

"makes sense."

After Natsume Zehei finished speaking, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking.

Miyagawa Suzune looked at his position, but couldn't see Natsume's expression, and didn't even know where he was.

"Natsume is missing family?"

"A little bit, but it's okay."

"If you're sad, you can treat me like a family member. Suzune also cares about Natsume's feelings."

"Thank you."

After Natsume Zehei finished speaking, he repeated, "Thank you."

"Your answer was blunt, as if you were speaking to a stranger." Miyagawa Suzune said.

"My mother always taught me to treat people with courtesy. She said that a polite person is easy to like and close the distance between each other." Natsume Zehei looked up.

"Does Natsume think that the distance between us needs to be shortened by politeness?"

"I do not know."

His eyes are clear, "Maybe not, maybe, people will change, no one is the same from beginning to end. So is love, so is trust, but there is only one thing that will not change."

"what?"

"Me." Natsume Zehei looked in Miyagawa Suzune's direction, "I will not change."

"It sounds a bit confusing."

"I think so too." Natsume Zehei smiled.

"Won't it be boring if you don't change?" Miyagawa Suzune asked.

"Looking at it from another angle, will a person who never changes make people feel at ease?"

"Makes sense."

Miyagawa Suzune nodded, "If Natsume stays like this, I will feel very comfortable."

"I haven't heard this for a long time, and it seems that someone has said it before."

"Who is it?" Miyagawa Suzune subconsciously asked, but covered her mouth again, "Sorry, talking too much."

"fine."

Natsume Zehei shook his head.

The room was quiet for a while, and both of them sitting on the bed had something on their minds.

Miyagawa Suzune originally had other plans tonight, but when she saw Wuyue on the bed, her thoughts were completely dismissed.

"Does Natsume know, Wuyue has been clinging to me since she was a child." She covered Miyagawa Wuyue with the quilt.

"I have an excellent, beautiful and gentle sister who everyone likes." Natsume Zehei spoke up.

"Where. Natsume is too flattering."

"It's the truth."

"Suzune is very happy." Miyagawa Suzune smiled, but the smile quickly dropped.

"But since junior high school, May has changed, and it has become a little strange. I don't understand why." Miyagawa Suzune said.

"Maybe it's puberty?" Natsume Zehei made a hypothesis, "Children of this age always have some strange ideas. We also came from that time and can understand it."

"Natsume is saying that she is a little rebellious?"

Miyagawa Suzune smiled softly, then shook her head, "Mayue is a very obedient child, she was still willing to talk to me before those things happened."

"So, the fuse is still..."

"Yes." Miyagawa Suzune looked at him, "It's because of that."

"Mayue doesn't want to talk to you now?" Natsume asked.

Miyagawa Suzune was silent for a while, shook her head slightly, and nodded again.

"What do you mean?"

"It means that she has spoken, but very little." Miyagawa Lingyin pursed her lips a little disappointed, "Probably because I have no common language with her."

"game?"

"I have played, but I don't like playing with me." Miyagawa Suzune sighed, "I don't understand what's going on."

"Could it be that the ringtone is too strong?" Natsume asked.

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Miyagawa Suzune tilted her head, "What?"

"What is the purpose of playing games?" Natsume Zehei asked.

"happy."

"Are you happy being abused?"

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Miyagawa Suzune was taken aback for a moment, "I have put water."

"When the gap in strength is too great, the only way for the opponent to win is to release the sea." Natsume Zeping said quietly, "And your retreat is too obvious, which will make her feel uncomfortable."

"You're right."

Miyagawa Suzune was thoughtful, "Natsume should have a common language with her."

"Is this another way to scold me?"

"I didn't mean it that way."

"I know."

Natsume Zehei and her looked at each other, and they both covered their mouths and smiled lightly.

After laughing, he became quiet again.

"It's a bit difficult."

"Yes." Miyagawa Suzune smiled wryly, "What should I do?"

"Perhaps, she needs to communicate more with others."

Miyagawa Suzune came over, sat across from Natsume and grabbed his hand, "So Suzune has something to ask Natsume."

"You said."

"Communicate with this child for me."

"I will."

"No." Miyagawa Suzune interrupted Natsume Zehei anxiously, "The communication I mean is a deep-seated heart disease. Natsume, can you understand?"

"ghost?"

"Ah."

Miyagawa Suzune looked at him, "Can you?"

"It's hard, but it's also a tutor's job."

"Sounds really reliable."

"Yes."

Natsume Zehei looked up at the ceiling, "Actually, there is one thing I want to tell Suzune, but I don't think you will believe it."

"what?"

"Forget it, nothing."

"Natsume is so annoying!" Miyagawa Suzune pouted.

"Feel sorry."

"really"

Miyagawa Suzune raised her hand to pat him on the shoulder, but it was inappropriate to stretch halfway, and finally she just rested her head on his shoulder.

"please."

"Ah."

"please."

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