Natsume-kun just wants to live

Chapter 147 Diary
journal.

"December [-]st is cloudy, the weather in Edo is very cold, and the oiran is very ugly. '

'I was probably crazy when I passed by the river yesterday and saw a woman floating in the air.From morning to night, I spent a whole day adjusting my mentality, and now I am finally much better, and I plan to try my luck again tomorrow. '

'December [-]nd was overcast and the weather was still so cold. They changed a uglier oiran, but I went to see it anyway. '

'I ran into that woman again, and was so scared that I peed on the long hakama (crossed out here), and I made sure of one thing again, there is no such thing as a ghost, damn it, it's really troublesome to do laundry in winter. '

'December [-]rd, rain, fucking rain. '

'I became friends with her, which sounds fantastic, but I'm sure I'm in the right place.Hey, being friends with a female ghost is cool too. '

'When I got home, my father actually told me that he helped me get engaged. It was the daughter of a certain famous name. I was going out to meet tomorrow. To marry someone I had never met before?Impossible, absolutely impossible!This is a typical political marriage, I will not agree! '

'December [-]rd, sunny. '

'Dad is right, I can't lose my temper like a child, I have to be brave enough to take on my responsibilities. '

'December [-]th, sunny. '

'After chatting with the female ghost for a while, she told me that her name is Sayuri and she used to be a witch.I went home and checked the family tree and found such a name, I hope it's not what I thought.Also, she has a strong learning ability, and she can understand words with just teaching. '

'December [-], snow. '

"In the cold wind in the early spring of the northern country, I smelled the smell of rainwater in the southern country. After thinking about it, the snacks were probably rotten. '

'Sayuri told me she was waiting for someone, her brother.I told Sayuri several times that she died long ago, but she just didn't believe me, because I had a big fight with her about it. '

'The female ghost is so stupid, I don't want to talk to her again. '

'December [-]th, snow, the oiran is still so ugly. '

'When I got up for a walk in the morning, I didn't want to talk to her, but Sayuri told me to go over, it was rude to ignore her.I told her that I was getting married to a princess with big breasts, and she was very happy for me. '

'Well, barely forgive her. '

'December [-]th, sunny, the sun is rare. '

'Look for a female ghost to chat. '

'December [-]th, overcast. '

'Look for a female ghost to chat. '

'December [-]th, overcast. '

'Look for a female ghost to chat. '

'March [-]th, sunny. '

'It has been raining for a long time. I got married, and Sayuri rarely came here. She was a little happy to see that I got married.I told my wife that there was someone over there. Although my wife couldn't see it, she still waved.She is a good woman, it would be a pity to match me. '

'March [-]th, overcast. '

' Sick, unable to get out of bed, my wife took care of me all day.Sayuri came at noon, and she said that I would live to be a hundred years old. I told her that I only had two years to live, but Sayuri didn't believe me. She looked at me and even ate snacks. '

'March [-]th, overcast. '

'It's getting worse. It's like this every spring. Maybe it will be better in summer. My wife is crying secretly in the corner. It seems that my husband is weak. I have to educate her tonight. Also, I won't write in the diary for the time being. , no energy. '

'March [-], sunny. '

'It was a rare good weather, and my illness was a little better. I went to the river for a walk, but I didn't stay for too long. After I got married, I suddenly became busy. '

'When I left, I turned my head and Sayuri was looking at me.I thought about a lot of things, but I didn't stop to go back to see her. '

'May [-]st, sunny. '

'The weather is getting warmer, but it's still cold, I'm getting sicker, maybe I should think about writing a suicide note. '

'May [-]th, sunny. '

"I haven't written a diary for a long time, and it's a bit rusty. I just spit a mouthful of blood on it, so damn it (the trace of wiping).Sayuri also came over today, talking with me by the bed.I saw her stealing the snacks on the table, but I didn't speak. '

'June [-]th, sunny. '

'The weather is fine, and I'm here to write a diary again. I had an argument with my wife a few days ago, and I advised her to run away while she was young.It was rare for my wife to get angry, pointing at my nose and talking for half an hour.Sad, my husband is weak. (Strike out the last two sentences)'

'She is indeed a good woman. '

'July [-], sunny. '

'I'm terminally ill, but I can't die yet.These days, it seems to be a flashback, and I can actually walk on the ground.I was helped to the river to see Sayuri for the last time.I told her that she was going on a long trip in two days, and if she missed me, please write to me.

She said she couldn't write, and let me come to her when the time came.

This female ghost probably has a bad brain, but it's the last time, and I endured it.

I told Sayuri that her brother was still alive, and now we have found clues, but it will take some time.Sayuri was very happy, it was the first time I saw her smile like this.

I got someone to build her a shrine, and told her to stay here.When I find someone later, I will come back to her, and Sayuri promised me. '

'This time I chatted with her for a day, and at dusk I suddenly turned around to say goodbye to her, which surprised Sayuri. '

'Hey, I've been meaning to do this for a long time, and let you scare me. '

'July [-]th, sunny. '

'This is a letter left to future generations, I probably have already left when you read this. '

'The content of the letter was dictated by me and written by my wife. '

'When you look at the previous content, you may think that I am crazy, but I am sure that I am not crazy, and the next thing is also very important, I hope you can help me.

Every summer at this time, please change to a shrine, and leave a letter on the shrine, write anything on it, anyway, it is fine for people to understand. '

'By the way, if anyone can see her, please remember to say hello for me and tell the truth by the way. '

'Above, Miyagawa Ryosuke. '

The early morning sun shone through the window screen into the dusty room. Natsume Zehei sat at the end of the room, facing the sunny window, with books scattered on the floor in front of him. He turned the diary to the last page. Page, exhaled lightly.

"What a problem."

His actions attracted the girl's reaction. She rubbed her eyes and opened them, looking at the sunny window with some fear of light.
"Morning?" Miyagawa Suzune recovered from her daze, looking up at the boy's tired face and a large stack of books in front of her.

"Good morning, Suzune." Natsume Zehei said with a smile as he wiped the dust off his legs.

"Sorry, I fell asleep watching it in the middle of the night." Miyagawa Suzune rubbed her temples and was a little dazed, "Did Natsume find the answer?"

"found it."

Natsume Zehei stood up and put the book on the ground back to its original place, "Suzune's ancestors have psychic abilities. I think this ability can be inherited. Do you want to read this diary?"

"No."

Miyagawa Suzune shook her head.

"It's okay, it's not a serious thing." Natsume Zehei shook the diary gently, and finally put it in the most hidden corner.

"Let it hide for a while."

　Thank you Yuan () Bing for the reward (Zhang Yu, I can’t type this word), thank you for your recommendation tickets, monthly tickets.The tutoring ring tone line came to an end, followed by Mei's round.

　　
　
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