Natsume-kun just wants to live

Chapter 364 School Trip ([-])

"You really talk a lot."

Yu Gonghui couldn't help sighing, "I still think Natsume Zehei, who talks less and doesn't lie, is better."

"I'm going to use what I said just now." Natsume snorted triumphantly, "I am who I am, how can there be so many messes, it's nothing more than how much affection I have for the people around me."

"So, am I more or less?"

"Stop, this topic is too foul!"

"Don't dare to answer?"

"No, you and I know it well, so there's no need to say it."

Amamiya Kei looked at him with cold eyes as if making things difficult, "I want to listen, answer now, member Natsume."

He said naturally: "Of course there are too many, so many that I doubt whether Natsume Zehei is a natural scum."

"Yes." Yu Gonghui replied.

"It's so merciless." Natsume sighed.

"But I don't mind, because I'm not a good person." Yu Gonghui said indifferently, "Although you said a lot of bad things about me, but those bad things portrayed are quite right. I am indeed arrogant, selfish, selfish, dirty of."

"People." Natsume took a step ahead and finished speaking for her.

"How did you become a human being? Wasn't he a capitalist before?"

"Because I am here, I will change you and this society."

She sighed: "Did you do it on purpose, or are you really stupid? Is it always like this for boys who haven't come out of society?"

"No, I have realized that this is an impossible thing."

"Then you still say that?"

"Do you understand the curve to save the country?"

"."

She looked at Natsume with eyes like a fool, "You don't want to join the Amamiya family, and then try to reform from within."

"I am in Cao Ying and my heart is in Han!"

"Fool." Yu Gonghui laughed out loud.

"I'll do it," Natsume said.

"The change you refer to doesn't mean opening a harem in high school?" Her smile was full of irony.

"This is just a process and does not conflict with what I want to do."

"Then go ahead, I won't support you, neither will the Yugong family."

"Hui was lying just now, personally, you will support me as my friend. Only this matter, I can be sure."

Yu Gonghui was silent for a while, neither nodding nor shaking his head.

Something was touched in her heart, and she suddenly had a desire to confide, a feeling that he would accept anything she said.

But, does Natsume really want to hear it?

"Anything?" He looked over curiously.

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"It seems that there is."

Yu Gonghui couldn't help her curiosity, "How do you know?"

"Ah, because Megumi's face is written all over that I have something to say." Natsume said pointing at her own face.

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She glanced at Natsume, and said again: "That woman, should have told you about me?"

"No."

"Don't lie in a hurry, have you forgotten, I can see what you're thinking." Yu Gonghui looked at him with a headache.

Natsume blinked, first nodded, then shook his head.

Regarding his move, Yu Gonghui laughed: "What does this mean, I didn't hear it completely?"

"It means that although I know it, I dare not say I know it."

"Why, are you afraid of being thrown into the Pacific Ocean by me to feed sharks? Or sent to Africa as a slave? Or poured into cement and thrown into Tokyo Bay?"

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Natsume was silent for a while, even he couldn't help laughing: "Hui said so, how dare I tell you the truth in the future."

"I don't need you to tell me the truth, because I know what's in my heart—you've already told me all the thoughts in your heart." Yu Gonghui shook her head.

Natsume nodded, recalling the past year together, feeling a little emotional for a while.

Between him and Hui, the one who gets along the longest but also has the weakest relationship may not be expressed in terms of lightness, but other than that, he can't think of any words to describe it.

The relationship between him and her seems to be within reach, but it's so far away, it's really strange.

"You want to know, can I touch others now?" Yu Gonghui asked.

"Do not want to."

Natsume shook his head, "I don't want to expose Kei's wound, so I have been refraining from asking. If you want to say it, then my efforts this year will be in vain."

"So, you just stopped here, waiting for me to speak first?" Yu Gonghui couldn't help but said.

Natsume turned around and smiled softly: "This is also one of my strategies, remember the bet we made in spring?"

"Of course, love is a war, and the winner will do anything, as long as he can win, he can use any method." Yu Gonghui nodded, "But, have you ever thought about it, if you had already lost? "

"impossible."

This is not a meaningless struggle, but Natsume's persistence.

Yu Gonghui nodded, and didn't get entangled in this matter any longer: "Actually, since last month, I have recovered, and I can be touched by others."

"When exactly?"

"One morning, when the maid overturned the plate and handed me a tissue, I accidentally touched it." Yu Gonghui said to himself.

"How does it feel?" Natsume asked curiously.

"It's weird, it's disgusting, it's annoying. But, I can accept it." Yu Gonghui sighed, "Time is really meaningful, it can wash away a lot of things"

"Is there a possibility that Hui's recovery was not due to time?" Natsume asked.

"You mean to say, because you are?"

"I didn't say that." Natsume looked away.

Yu Gonghui was silent for a moment, "There is a part of the reason."

"Part of it?" Natsume turned his face a little.

"A lot."

"It's just a lot?" His questioning tone became more and more serious.

Yu Gonghui stopped in her tracks, her face turned completely cold: "Natsume Zehei."

"exist!"

Every time Kei said his full name, it meant that she was already angry, and Natsume had to stand at attention, ready to be scolded.

She stared at Natsume for a long time, but still didn't say anything.

In the end, just grabbed his face and pinched it lightly: "It's very much."

The breeze brushed her cheeks, her long hair swayed gently, and there was a scent that made Natsume very comfortable.

He opened his mouth, feeling that Hui was a bit foul.

In the past, it was just cute and good-looking, that's fine, but it is definitely not as exciting as it is now.

"I must remind you that Ms. Xi must not be ignored. She cares about you more than anyone else." Natsume said slowly, suppressing her surging heart.

"She's not as good as you think."

Yu Gonghui turned around and put her hands on her face, "She loves me and this family."

"The proportion of the former and the latter, who is more?"

"I don't know, but if there's a problem with my performance, it's the latter."

Natsume was silent, although he realized very early that it is not easy for children of big families, but only now can he experience Kei's feelings up close.

"Why don't you talk anymore?" Yugong Hui asked sideways.

Natsume weighed his words, but finally gave up: "I originally wanted to comfort Kei."

"I do not need."

"I know you don't need it." He nodded, "but I want you to be happier."

"If you are so weak, don't say it in the future." Yu Gonghui sighed, "What is the difference between your performance and the male protagonist of the film and television series, Yasaxi?"

"At least you got it, didn't you?" Natsume laughed.

"Is there anything concrete?"

"If I am 40 years old, I will consider using my political resources to make the Amamiya family and you happy. If I am 30 years old, I want to set off fireworks worth 17 million yen for you here, but I am only [-] now. age."

"It's okay to be 17 years old." Yu Gonghui smiled, "What do you have now?"

"I have a little secret to tell Hui."

"Is it that kind of secret that no one knows, that is amazing all over the world?" Yu Gonghui asked, "If you tell me that your little secret is what you ate today, then I will be very disappointed."

"No."

He shook his head and leaned over again.

Seeing him getting closer, Yu Gonghui's eyes flickered, but he still didn't hide.

"My secret is"

Her eyes widened slightly, and then returned to normal.

(End of this chapter)