Natsume-kun just wants to live

Chapter 428 Ushering in the End of the New Year ([-])

Towards evening, the sun sets from the sky.

Natsume walked out of the station, holding an umbrella, and walked along the entire street to the bookstores.

His destination is the villa by the lake, where there is a young lady waiting for him.

Natsume walked and thought about how to explain to Yu Gonghui after arriving at the villa.

make excuse?

No, it will be seen.

frank?

It doesn't seem to work, she will definitely be angry.

Simply admit your mistake quickly, and then change the subject.

Natsume glanced at the coffee shop on the street, thoughtful.

An apology gift is also required.

The distance from the station to Hui's villa was very short. A few minutes later, he stood at the door of the villa and knocked politely.

At the main entrance, a maid opened the door. Seeing Natsume, she nodded slightly and stretched out her hand to ask him to go in.

"Please come with me, Missy has been waiting for a long time."

"How long? How long? I'm curious."

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The maid didn't answer, but smiled politely, and seemed to have no idea how to answer.

Go through the hallway and take off your shoes.Afterwards, I walked through the long corridor with the maid, and soon arrived at Kei's room.

Natsume knocked on the door.

No movement.

He stretched out his hand and pulled it away, and at a glance, Kei was sitting on the sofa, directly opposite Yumi Sato.

"I thought you weren't here."

Yu Gonghui had a cold face, crossed her legs, and pointed to the carpet beside her.

"Come here, sit down."

"benefit."

"come over."

Natsume looked at Yumi Sato, who returned a look that was nothing to do with me.

He sat down obediently.

Yu Gonghui put her legs in stockings together and looked at him coldly: "What were you doing just now?"

"It was raining in physical education class, and my clothes got wet, so I went back and changed." Natsume said, pointing to the new clothes.

"I remember you didn't leave the classroom." Yumi Sato said doubtfully.

Xia Mu glared at her, then looked away, and explained to Hui: "Actually, there is another reason. I'm going to prepare a gift for you."

He put the cake on the table, "The one you used to go to was closed, so I had to buy something else, I don't know if you like it or not."

"It's intentional." Yu Gonghui snorted coldly, "It's not because of a guilty conscience, so you bought a gift and fooled around?"

"how is this possible."

"Then look at me."

"Hui, when I was in the classroom this morning, I heard that there was a very good restaurant opened in Ikebukuro, do you want to eat later?" Natsume changed the subject.

Yumi Sato smiled: "Ah, it seems that there is a ghost."

She pretended not to know, but said loudly: "By the way, I saw that you walked with Lingyin before the school gate, did you go back to her house to change clothes?"

"Yumi, don't talk nonsense, spreading rumors is against the law." Natsume broke out in a cold sweat.

"What if not?"

Amemiya Megumi held her side face with one hand, and was looking at Natsume with cold eyes.

After a long time, she looked away: "At the end of March, I'm going to Kyoto, you can come here sometime."

"Kyoto?"

"The company over there has something to do. I want me to go there and play for a few days."

"Can I go there?" Yumi Sato raised her hand.

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Yu Gonghui paused, "The company's affairs are important, Yumi should not come."

"What did Hui take him to do?" Yumi Sato looked at Hui with a 'chunliang' look.

"He will be my assistant in the future, let's practice in advance."

"That's it"

Yumi Sato nodded, and asked again: "What about my mother?"

"She has other business."

"No, according to the itinerary diary, her form is empty."

Yu Gonghui pursed her lips, turned her head to look at Natsume.

The latter understood: "Stop chatting, let's go to eat, and the time is almost up."

"Then let's go." Yu Gonghui walked out of the room.

Natsume and Yumi followed behind.

"How about it, I helped you, don't thank me?" She said with a smile.

"Thank you."

"Ah, so perfunctory."

Yumi Sato bared her teeth at him: "Don't think of me helping you in the future."

"Yumi also hurt me a lot."

"That cancels out."

After dinner, I walked the streets of Ikebukuro.

Yumi went back early to prepare for the first month's test, but Natsume and Kei wandered here for a while, and finally felt bored, so they went back.

The car stopped at the entrance of the villa. After Natsume got off the car, instead of going into the villa, he turned around and invited Hui to the nearest park.

"What are you going to do?"

"Let's go, I'm too full to eat, and I can't digest it."

A bluestone slab leads to the park.

The snow maple trees in the garden are lush and green, with white petals flying in the air.

"In summer, we danced here. It hasn't bloomed yet. At that time, I was thinking that I must dance with Hui when it blooms." Natsume spread her hands, and a petal fell on her palm.

Yu Gonghui came over to take a look, and held it on the tip of her nose: "It tastes very ordinary, and, besides, I don't dance."

"Don't you want to?" Natsume asked.

"I just had dinner, who wants to exercise?" Yu Gonghui asked back.

"That's true."

At the end of the park, there is an old snow maple tree. Last summer, Natsume and Kei danced under the tree.

He walked under the tree, facing the lake, and the gentleman's portrait stretched out his hand.

She was photographed.

"I don't have any strength, so save yourself." Yugong Hui said angrily.

"Actually, so do I."

Natsume smiled and sat down on the chair, "Do you want some water? I'll buy it."

"No, besides, it rained in the afternoon, and the chairs here are full of water. If you sit down directly, your pants will be wet."

"It's ok."

"Go back and don't sit on my bed."

"must."

After finishing speaking, Megumi Amamiya took out a tissue from her clothes, wiped it carefully, and sat down beside Natsume.

"In the afternoon, where did you go with her?"

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Natsume quietly turned her head and looked at Kei.

Her side face was white, and the moonlight fell on Hui's face like a thin veil.

"There is a field near the school. It is close to the station. It is a place I used to pass by when going to and from school."

"What are you doing there? You can't find a better place for a tryst." Yu Gonghui asked.

Natsume propped her hands on the chair, and said nostalgicly, "That was the place where I first met Sayuri, and many things happened afterwards."

"I want to hear it." She looked over.

"Well, where do I start?"

Natsume clapped her hands, "Simply, let's start with the innocent and lovely female ghost and her burned home."

"cute?"

"That's a ghost"

"Who knows if you have an idea."

"Talk away, let's talk about what happened first."

Listening to the soft voice beside her ear, Megumi Amamiya looked towards the lake.

It was a blue, clear lake with a full moon in the center of the lake.

If you take a boat and wander on the lake, it should be a good idea.

She stood up.

"Go there and see."

"There?"

Natsume speculated, "Shall we swim there?"

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Hui lazily chattered with him, made a phone call, and then took Natsume's hand, "Now, come with me."

For such a small lake, it was difficult to transport yachts, so the maids prepared small boats.

The ship was neither too big nor too small, and it had just loaded two people.

After Natsume sat in, he rowed the paddle to the center of the lake.

"I heard from the weather forecast that it might rain tonight."

"Go back when it's raining." Hui handed the boat, paddling the lake curiously.

"Can you make it in time?"

"Just listen to me."

Hui's hand swayed in the lake, and circles of ripples were stirred by her, and the ripples spread outward along the boat.

At the center of the lake, the whole world was silent.

Natsume only heard the clattering sound of his hands across the lake, besides that, there was also Keiyu's sigh.

"Why did you stop?" she asked.

"tired."

"Then take a break."

Natsume put down his oars and looked sideways at the lake, wondering what fish might be in it.

The sound of water splashing from the opposite side attracted his attention.

He looked over.

It was a beautiful girl in a pleated skirt, and the black pantyhose protruding from the bottom of the skirt connected the depths.

The smile on her face, Natsume could bet, was prettier than all the flowers in the world.

"Isn't it enough to watch it every day?" Hui noticed his gaze and blamed him.

"Well, not at all."

Summer nodded.

Originally, it was just a glance, but after being discovered by her, she became much calmer.

His attitude couldn't be more obvious.

He likes Hui, to the point where he doesn't want to hide it, but just wants to say it.

"If possible, I hope that I can see Hui every moment, even when I'm sleeping or in a dream."

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Yu Gonghui opened her mouth, she didn't know what to say, she just gave Natsume a look, then turned her head.

In the past, Natsume either retorted unceremoniously, or admitted with a playful smile, but there was no such gesture.

She understood what Natsume was thinking, and so did the other party.

But when it came time to face him, he was like a child, shy and unable to say a word.

Hui twisted her hair behind her ears, then brushed it to her forehead, and the cycle repeated.

Because of the silence, and because she kept staring at her, Natsume sensed Kei's shyness.

He couldn't help leaning over and whispered, "Hui"

"no!"

Yu Gonghui was taken aback, and quickly said while clutching her chest.

When she found Natsume who was astonished, she twirled her hair in embarrassment: "Well, you go first."

"I want to hold your hand."

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Hui was silent for a while, then said in a barely audible voice, "Only for a while"

After getting permission, Natsume held her white, warm little hand.

How many times, he wanted to find a reason to touch.

Up to now, it is indeed in the palm of my hand.

Natsume felt a warm current surging in his heart, and couldn't help kneading it gently.

Yu Gonghui felt a change in his hand, subconsciously wanted to pull away, but held back.

"are you done."

"I want to keep holding it."

"Okay, it's time." She pulled her hand back in a panic, raised her face again, and warned, "I want to remind you, don't think that this is the center of the lake and no one else is here, so you just want to get ahead."

Yu Gonghui wiped her hands, and said in a lower voice, "If you go too far, I will trouble you when you go ashore."

"Shaking hands, is that too much?"

"It's okay after a while, because I don't have that kind of relationship with you, so I can't do it." Hui whispered.

Natsume was a little taken aback.

No one would have imagined that this arrogant lady would have such a shy side.

Thinking about it, he was the only one lucky enough to see her other face.

Yu Gonghui raised his face, his eyes shone brightly: "However, as long as you admit that you lost, then I can barely allow you to do more extreme things."

"Kiss?" Natsume asked tentatively.

"You're not timid, you just want to kiss me when you're dating." Yugong Hui said coldly.

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Natsume didn't know what to say.

Seeing him like this, Hui reassured him, "It doesn't work now, but it doesn't mean it won't work in the future."

"If I can hold hands with Hui, I am already satisfied."

"Your ambitions are really short."

"How many people in the world can touch Miss Amamiya's hand?" Natsume laughed.

Yu Gonghui stared straight at him, "Then"

"You have always known my intentions." Natsume said bluntly.

The corners of her mouth curled up, her eyes sparkled, "Say it again."

"Hui, I like you."

"A long time ago, you should have said that, but you delayed until now." Yu Gonghui said softly.

"I don't know what you think of me."

"lie."

She immediately revealed it, "Just like I know you have always liked me and admired me, you also understand my feelings. So, the reason for not saying it is definitely not this."

Yu Gonghui took a deep breath and asked, "So, are you worrying about the thoughts of the other two?"

Natsume was about to answer, but Kei stopped her.

She asked, "What kind of answer did that woman give you?"

"Ring tone. Allowed."

Hui looked at him expressionlessly: "Do you think I will be like her? Do you think I can't live without you?"

"I don't have that idea." Natsume shook her head, "Megumi has always been Megumin, even if she leaves me, she is still as beautiful and proud as a swan."

"Then, is your opinion still the same? Do you still hope that I agree with you?" Yu Gonghui asked coldly.

Natsume nodded, showing a wry smile: "I don't have that idea."

"Then wait slowly." Yu Gonghui said expressionlessly, "When I think it over, you can get out."

While Natsume was silent, it began to rain.

Natsume wanted to go back, but Kei held her hand.

"benefit"

"Don't move." She closed her eyes and sighed softly.

"Yeah." Natsume let go of her hand, her heart beating like a drum.

All this happened so suddenly, Natsume was left with anxiety and anxiety.

he thinks.

If Hui refuses, what should he do in the future?

Was it kneeling in front of the villa and begging her to change her mind?

No, this is not possible.

If Hui made up her mind, no matter what she did, she couldn't change her mind.

Xia Mu's heart gradually sank to the bottom, and even her fingers became cold.

The rain is getting heavier.

The water drops fell on the shoulders and hair, and after a while, the two of them were soaked.

The torrential rain curtain was like water from the sky pouring down, only at this moment, the sky and the ground were covered with water, and it was impossible to distinguish day from night.

In the darkness, Natsume felt extremely lonely.

That gray world seems to have arrived ahead of schedule.

However, a violent heartbeat suddenly sounded in my ear, it was so warm, as if it was about to burst out.

A pair of fiery hands pressed against his own.

He looked up, and the girl on the other side of the boat was completely drenched by the heavy rain.

Her black hair hangs on her shoulders, her beautiful face is pale, and even the color of her lips has faded a lot. This is a look of embarrassment that no one has ever seen.

Natsume felt unparalleled regret.

If it is not brought up, if it continues like this.

Maybe one day, Hui will be moved by her
If he didn't bring it up, Hui wouldn't be so embarrassed and sad for the future of the two of them.

But he said that this cannot be changed.

"Natsume." Amamiya Hui's clear voice seemed so weak in the heavy rain.

"Yeah." He nodded heavily.

"Whether it's Miss Amamiya or an ordinary girl, I won't accept your flirtatiousness." The rain ran down her cheeks, and Natsume couldn't see Kei's face clearly.

He smiled wryly, nodded and said, "I know."

Kei brushed her wet hair, "Will you accept me to find another lover?"

"No." Natsume was already numb.

"Would you agree that I'm having an affair with other boys, not just one?"

"will not."

"Will you be like me now, so angry that you want to kill you?" Yu Gonghui said, her face was full of anger, "You won't, you only think about your own feelings, even without me, you would have Suzune and Yumi."

Natsume was silent and had no thoughts of speaking.

No matter how you explain it, it's like an excuse.

"I understand, Kei." Natsume said softly.

"What do you understand?"

Yu Gonghui scolded, "If you really understand, you will be ambiguous with them? If you understand, you will agree with them to stay by your side?! Obviously I was the first to come! Why, you just refuse to work hard? "

"I'm already working hard for my own life," Natsume said.

"Life? Who took you to the hospital? Who accompanied you every weekend?!" Yugong Hui became more and more angry as she spoke.

She stared at Natsume, "Do you have anything else to say?"

"Psychic people are short-lived." Natsume said, "I'm not a scum who covers up myself, it's just that in the last year, I really did what I should do."

He spoke out about the system, including rewards, and his original plan.

Knowing the existence of the female ghost, although Yu Gonghui couldn't believe it, she still accepted it.

She fell silent.

"What I did before was all for myself. I was a selfish person from beginning to end." Natsume said.

"You are really selfish."

"Yes." He nodded, "So, can Hui let me be selfish again?"

Yu Gonghui looked at him quietly, as if she wanted to imprint him in her mind.

At this moment, she thought of many, many
If she could go back to last year, would she still make this bet?

no, I can not.

She won't give anyone another chance.

But life can't be repeated, and now it's time to make a choice.

Yu Gonghui touched the skin and felt that her fingers were a little cold.

She remembered the night many years ago, when her mother's cold hand touched her face.

Years later, another hand brings warmth, but also faces pain.
This time, she didn't want to make herself sad.

"Natsume, I hate you, but I also like you more."

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(End of this chapter)