I, the dragon man!

"Oh?"

Gawain really doesn’t know what the story Big Bear wants to tell is.

After all, the character Nobita has too little space in anime.

Especially the memories, which can be said to be none!

At least when Gawain traveled through time, there were no memories related to the big bear in Pirates.

But looking at Daxiong’s extremely serious look, it’s obvious that this memory definitely holds a very important position for Daxiong!

At least in the past countless days, Big Bear has never shown such weakness in front of him!

That's right!

weak…….

Now the big bear shrank and hunched his shoulders. He tried to take a deep breath, as if fighting against the pain in his heart.

But at the same time, Daxiong seemed to reveal a little extra expectation...

It was that kind of expectation that supported this big guy, allowing him to stand in front of him and try to tell himself about the past.

Seeing the big bear in such a state, Gawain nodded heavily.

"I understand, Big Bear, if you want to say anything, just tell me.

You are my old friend and one of my best friends. If I can help you, I will never be stingy with my efforts.

Say it, man. "

Gawain gently patted the big bear's arm, and then led the big bear to the edge of the red earth continent.

Looking at the endless sea in front of him, Big Bear took a deep breath and said.

“When I was little…anyway, it’s a very, very long story.

At that time, I had the most important person in my heart...

A woman, her name was Ginny, and she was...Bonnie's mother. "

It was only a few words, and I don’t know what Big Bear remembered. He took a hard breath. It seemed that if he didn’t work harder, he wouldn’t have the energy to tell the story about Ginny.

After he tried his best to adjust himself, he continued to speak sadly to Gawain.

"Ginny and I grew up together, and our identities are slaves of the Draco.

In order to escape that fate, Ginny made a lot of efforts, she is much better than me.

At that time, I was just a fool who went with the flow and had no idea what to do. I had already accepted my fate as a slave and endured it all. But Ginny was different. She did a lot, and she did a lot for me. .

And all her efforts have indeed resulted in... a fate that seems more promising.

During the Valley of the Gods incident, Ginny relied on her wisdom to help me get the meat ball fruit, and at the same time, she saved the two of us from the fate of slaves.

Dorag saved us, and Ginny and I finally left Mary Joa, left the control of the Draco, and joined the revolutionary army.

In other words, at that time, Dorag had not yet mobilized the ranks of the revolutionary army.

Ginny and I were also among the first batch of people to become the revolutionary army.

And Ginny, she was the first chief of staff of the Revolutionary Army... "

The bear took another breath, pain flooding his heart and making it almost impossible to breathe.

Breathing heavily, he continued to speak to Gawain with difficulty.

“We thought that our tragic fate would end here and that the future was destined to be full of hope.

At that time, she was always so happy. While eating and drinking, she kept talking about marriage in my ear.

She is so bright, as bright as the sun. As long as you stand next to her, you can feel the warmth she brings.

Because of this, Ginny is particularly popular in the Revolutionary Army. Almost every Revolutionary Army member likes her, but I stupidly feel that... I am not worthy of her.

I am a tragedy, born to be a tragedy, my physique and talents are what fate has given me...the greatest tragedy.

At that time, I kept rejecting Ginny. I knew I loved her, I knew she loved me, and I knew we couldn't lose each other, but I always...couldn't face myself.

until……. "

Cough!

Big Bear coughed twice, and tears fell from his face in an instant.

He wiped his tears awkwardly and continued.

"Until Ginny's ship was completely surrounded by the navy.

Until Ginny was tyrannically taken away by the Draco.

Until that moment, my sky fell. At that time, when I first received the news, I thought... thought she was dead.

I roared and wanted to rush out to avenge her, but Dorag tried his best to stop me. He told me that the revolutionary army still needs to lie dormant, and we must bury the hatred in our hearts until the right time can ignite the fire and block everything. Everything in front of the revolution will be burned.

His words... made me extremely painful, but I only thought that Ginny was dead. In the silence, I chose to obey his orders.

I dormant, dormant desperately, and vented my hatred and pain on all suitable opponents.

Time wore away my fighting spirit and I was completely immersed in sadness and pain.

But about half a year after Ginny disappeared...

We've received new information.

Ginny did not die. Although her ship sank and she was arrested, because of Ginny's good looks, she was not executed by the navy. Instead, she was noticed by the passing Celestial Dragons and brought back Mary Joa!

Such news surprised me so much that I immediately wanted to leave the Revolutionary Army to save Ginny.

But... Dorag finally convinced me with his theory.

In his eyes, revolution is the only pursuit, and everything in the world can be sacrificed by him for his pursuit.

It was only then that I realized that we were not his true friends at all, because the revolution he pursued was just his revolution, and that was not the revolution we wanted.

At that time, I already wanted to break away from the revolutionary army. The place made me sad but unable to resist.

All I wanted to do was rush to Mary Joa and save my Ginny.

But I was finally coerced by Dorag. He said that my impulsiveness would ruin the efforts of the Revolutionary Army. He said that my recklessness would not only fail to save Ginny, but would also make all my friends in the Revolutionary Army die.

And that is definitely not the result that Ginny wants to see. After all, Ginny is the one who desires revolution the most. She even believes in the ideals of the Revolutionary Army more than Dorag.

This statement convinced me that even if I heard about Ginny's whereabouts, I could only continue the work assigned by Dorag in the revolutionary army with hatred.

Although I was in pain at that time, I just wanted to know that Ginny was still alive.

As long as he is alive, I will rescue her one day. Dorag can stop me for a while, but at that time, I am like a pile of gunpowder, ready to be ignited at any time.

Sooner or later...sooner or later I will lose my patience.

But I thought it would be sooner or later, but it turned out to be too late... "

thump!

Big Bear knelt down weakly, his face full of hatred, pain and guilt.

He covered his face sadly, then looked into the distance in pain, and continued.

"One day two years later, I had made up my mind to leave the revolutionary ranks and go to rescue Ginny alone.

I suddenly... suddenly received a call from Ginny!

The phone bug's face that reflected her was full of exhaustion, and the phone bug's eyes were full of lifelessness and despair. The moment I saw that scene, my heart... was already shrinking in pain.

On the phone, she told me that she...was abandoned by the Tianlong people because of her illness.

In this way, he was sent back to the lower world by Mary Joa, and she... still took her child with her, the child of her and the Celestial Dragon... He wanted me to take care of the child, and I would never say no to her request.

Except for her request that she doesn't want to see me again, I will agree to her no matter what it is.

Just like that, two years later, I saw her, the inhuman person who was tortured by the damn disease Qing Yulin, who struggled to protect Bonnie with her own body...

She died, died of the torture of the Celestial Dragons, died of diseases like Jade Scales, and died of my weakness.

Everything... is my fault!

At that moment, hatred ignited my heart and pain filled my heart. I... could no longer look directly at the Dorag who had been blocking me from saving Ginny.

What stupid things have I done in the past two years? How cowardly and stupid I am!

The reason why Ginny and I joined the Revolutionary Army was to escape our painful fate!

But for the Revolutionary Army, I made Ginny and I live in our own pain again!

What a stupid choice this is, I am the stupidest idiot in the world, and the most damnable person in the world!

At that moment, I took Bonnie and left the revolutionary army, never wanting to meet the dormant Dorag again.

I returned to Sobel Kingdom to take care of Bonnie. I wanted to raise her well until Bonnie also suffered from the same disease.

Sir, you all know what happened next. This is why I cooperated with Vegapunk and the World Government.

In order to cure Bonnie, I don't mind sacrificing myself. I have already missed the opportunity to save Ginny, and I never... don't want to miss the opportunity to save Bonnie again.

Whatever it takes for me!

Until now, Bonnie is completely safe, and your appearance has prevented me from disappearing.

It's just... after seeing you resurrect the four emperors of the past era, a kind of desire inevitably appeared in my heart!

I...I really want to beg you to resurrect Ginny. No matter what you need me to give you, I just want to resurrect her!

But...Sir, I am in doubt again.

During the two years when Ginny was arrested, she must have suffered countless pains that she could hardly bear. After her resurrection, even if she came back in peak condition, her pains would not be forgotten!

Is this fair to her? Am I qualified to unilaterally let her return from death and have to recall her pain again?

Am I too selfish? Am I... too selfish! ! ! "

For a moment, the big bear burst into tears. He howled crazily until he smashed his head into the rock.

And Gawain.

After listening to Big Bear's story, he couldn't help it and took a deep breath.

"Dolagg...it's really worth dormant for a long time.

This person is so tolerant! "

If you think about it carefully, this guy Dorag is hiding something.

According to the original plot of One Piece.

It had been two years since Ginny was captured, but he chose to endure it.

Ivankov was captured and imprisoned in Impel Down for eight full years. He chose to endure it.

The Celestial Dragons bombarded the young Sabo, and of course he chose to endure it.

23 revolutionary army branch chiefs were killed by CP9, but he still chose to endure it.

Daxiong lost himself and became the slave and mount of the Tianlong people again. He still chose to endure it.

The Blackbeards attacked the Revolutionary Army headquarters secretly, and he had to endure it even when facing the pirates.

Sabo disappeared due to Im's bombing, but he continued to endure as expected.

The only time in his life that he publicly took action in front of the navy was probably the time when his son Luffy was caught by Smoker, right?

Well, when I met my son, I couldn't bear it now...

In short, when Gawain thought about Dorag now, he really felt that it was a bit difficult to look at him directly.

Just like what Big Bear said, the revolution in Dorag's mouth and heart is just his own revolution.

Anyone can sacrifice for the revolution he calls, except himself and his son...

No wonder such a revolutionary army never achieves success.

Dorag, this old Yinbi is really too old...

However, Dorag is not important. No matter what conspiracy that guy hides, he will never escape Gawain's control.

Now Gawain still has to give priority to the problem of the big bear, that is...if Ginny is conscious, will she be willing to let herself come back to life?

Gawain thought about it. Regarding the painful experience of those two years, Ginny's heart was destined to be full of exhaustion and pain.

But forget it, be tired, be in pain, or even complain.

Suddenly, Gawain turned to the bear and asked.

"Big Bear, when you ask me, let me ask you a few questions too.

Do you think Ginny wants to watch Bonnie grow up? "

"This……!"

At this moment, the big bear realized that Ginny would still miss her daughter even until her death.

No matter what the Celestial Dragons did to her, it was only the Celestial Dragons' damnable crime, and the child was innocent.

Meanwhile, Gawain continued.

"Just think about it, if Ginny could escape from Mary Joa in good health, would she still want to see you?"

"Yes, it will definitely happen!"

Big Bear finally found some motivation.

"I failed Ginny, but I know that even if she kills me with her own hands, even if she curses and beats me desperately.

She will eventually want to see me again.

As long as she is healthy, as long as we can continue to live together!

We two met as slaves, and we have always understood each other. He may complain about me, but as long as she is healthy, she will never miss me, never! ! ! "

Suddenly, the big bear grasped Gawain's ankle tightly. He raised his head and you tried your best to plead with Gawain.

"I understand, sir, I know what I should do!

Please, please resurrect Ginny!

Bonnie should see her mother, and Ginny should see her children.

And I, this damn, cowardly, stupid waste, am still a greedier guy after all!

I...I am extremely greedy and want to see her again!

Please, my lord!

Get my Ginny back!

I really want to say sorry to her in person!

I was wrong, I did many things wrong!

I'm the stupidest bastard in the world!

I’m an asshole…. "(End of chapter)