Mirror Love Shadow

Chapter 10

It seemed that it was too late to settle the matter hastily, and An Huai's heart was broken all over the place.

Every time he lights a cigarette, it anesthetizes his spirit and soul, and it is also a kind of inner relief and indulgence.And his belief in life is God, and he will never let himself go in this turbulent life.

God, in his heart, is not only a kind of inner fortitude, but also a kind of inner sustenance and hope.During the smoking addiction, he slowly learned to communicate himself from the inner needs and find his own weakness. Through this, he formed a character of fear of losing. However, this strong desire ignited the desire to succeed in his heart.

Here...
I put pen to paper lightly on your heart for me.

At the beginning...
For Ai Qing, why did you ever abandon me?
now······
My broken heart can only stop in oblivion, draw an exclamation mark! /
Now I finally know,
Every lonely late night, you get drunk alone!
You always imprint that love,
Is it the reluctance in the heart and the regret now? /
How long the time, can not keep our happiness,

Your heart always looks up to her affectionately!
You are to me, and one day will not be eternal,
I am a passing meteor! /
Missing now,
Not the treasure of the past.

but the fear of possession of her love and loss of affection,
In the end, I realized that love is as simple and peaceful as it was back then! /
Only then did I realize that love is also a respectable humbleness in life!
It's not the answer, the faith that fuels your inner desire - God in you,

It's like Aiqing once, isn't it?

And now, why are you willing to give up everything, including the fame and fortune in your heart,
Because of me, you are always guilty, you are willing to give up Huatong,
Also because of me, you may not be as good as Lin Zijian. /
What are you afraid of?Peace of mind!

"You are afraid that you will not be able to give me a happy harbor life!"

"Anhuai, right?"

When love comes in, love and cherish. /
In the ever-changing world, we are always lost in the direction of love,
Find the only one you love.

The track of love can never be separated! /
If one day, you still have to protect me,

Please use love, please use your heart, please don't be single-minded, because love must be continued with a firm and persistent heart...

text tonight,
It is the thinking and warning of love! /
The long road, the repeated love, the repeated heart, will only intensify my pain,

Because there is nothing left in my love...

My love should be like that proud plum,
With its elegant fragrance left in the cold wind of the world,
It retains people's feelings with its rigid personality and chaste beauty. /
May the nobility and uniqueness of love be smelled from the tangy plum fragrance,

Touch the aroma,

The aftertaste of love is never pain! /
I have lost the taste of love, and I don't want it anymore!
Smelling and sniffing, the original fragrance is lost!
The smiling face you once had, that wicked smirk!

That is the aftertaste of love! /
each other at this time,
Please learn to respect again in love,
when we,
Please be careful when you love again! /
——"Thoughts on Love Again"

The rolling life swept away the loneliness in this wind and dust.At this moment, An Huai sat sadly.But I used these deep words to tell what was wrong in this love, but how haggard his heart was, how much he needed a companion to comfort him.

After answering the secretary's call, he stood up abruptly, stopped smoking, and began to pace anxiously.

He walked back and forth several times, his heart was extremely anxious, and he wished to overturn all the papers on the desk, and never sign those boring documents again.

Suddenly, he seemed to wake up, he couldn't think in the time he stayed, he had to rush to the garment factory quickly, figure out the situation, and get over the difficulties in time.

He shook a few cigarette ashes on the dark green woolen overcoat, held his breath, and silently pulled himself together, brushed another part of his hair, and left the office in a hurry.

"Boom!"

A loud slam of the door broke the quiet working staff outside.

At this time, the colleagues in the office hall were discussing a lot, some were whispering, and some were silently bowing their heads and working hard.

An Huai called the secretary who called just now, and they set off to the garment factory together.

They just walked to the elevator entrance, pressed the button on the negative floor, took the elevator to the underground parking lot, found the company's car in a hurry, and An Huai got in the car generously.The secretary got into the car in panic, didn't look at An Huai's eyes much, and didn't dare to speak too much, as if he was afraid of saying something wrong.

After more than two hours, they arrived at the garment factory.

An Huai didn't dare to look around too much, and walked forward in a downcast manner.At this time, his heart was timid and heavy. Facing the group of people from the Industrial and Commercial Bureau who made things difficult, he didn't know how to explain all this, and he didn't know where his hope was.

Gusts of cold wind in the air suddenly slashed towards his cheeks, hurting him. This terrible whistling sound of the wind seemed to sound a heart-wrenching lament in his heart!This life!It's just a dream after all!His heart was crying like this!

The secretary followed him cautiously.

At this time, An Huai also felt that his center of gravity was not stable when he was walking, as if he was going to topple over, so he stopped walking immediately.

"Chairman, what's the matter? Why don't you leave?" The secretary kindly stepped aside to help him.

"It's nothing. I'm just thinking about how to negotiate with those people?" An Huai shook his head helplessly and replied.

"Cough!" Before the secretary had time to answer his question, a loud cough broke the conversation between him and the secretary.

"Qu Anhuai, we have been waiting for you for a long time, you don't need to explain, you should go with us, go to the bureau and explain!"

As soon as he walked into the door of the workshop, An Huai turned his head in fright. It turned out that this rough male voice was one of the business people who came to seize the clothes.

Unhurriedly, he stepped forward and said with a smile, "Okay! Since you are here, I should be ordered to go too."

Several people came out at the same time, and Zhipeng.

Zhipeng deliberately glanced sideways at the businessman who was talking to An Huai, and did not communicate with An Huai much.I thought to myself, "This Qu Anhuai is quite sensible, and his death is imminent. It seems that there is no more prestige that can fuel his once arrogant arrogance!" I couldn't help laughing heartily!

At this time, the cold talk in the workshop was opposite, and a burst of noisy voices rose and fell.

An Huai just wanted to smoke the last cigarette, and was about to take out a cigarette.

The rough male voice interrupted him again, "Stop smoking, let's go!"

An Huai smelled the smoke, then lowered her head, trying her best to hold back a tear in her eyes.

He thought, this time I really lost, completely lost!
Where is the God he worships in his heart?
The cracked life, the violent wind and dust, hit so painfully!So intense!This painful moan is tormenting in the bones!
He looked up at the blue ink sky, the prosperity of the past was just a dream in the end!A nightmare that swept through life!

He sighed softly, "Jiaolin, I should go! I should let you go, because I lost you! I really don't deserve you! May the compensation I made return your happiness! Jiaolin, you Be happy. I'm leaving!"

A cry from the bottom of my heart pierced my heart!

A glass of wine makes me feel sore. In the middle of the night today, this song "The Coming of Love" is your best answer to my happiness!
Heart in the middle of the night, alone in the cold.

The soul of love, aftertaste in solitude! /
The paused text starts to restart again,
Just outside the window, the icy cold wind came in.

It's cold for a while, for a while!
And the heat of the sun melted into the warmth during the day.

I think this is the fire that God loves the world. /
Looking up at the present night, everything is so quiet,

There is also more peace in the breathing.

Words and love seem to wake up at this moment,
Come, don't run away!
This world,
There is nothing better than happiness! /
his coming,

It is the ignition of love! /
My heart, like the tip of a nib,
Burning in words...

Then entangled in the text!

Shout out in words! /
(End of this chapter)