Mirror Love Shadow

Chapter 29 Chapter Fifteen
I couldn't control my heart anymore, and I started to cry in front of Zijian foolishly, and I whimpered and asked him, "What's going on with all this? "

Seeing me crying again, Zijian couldn't help laughing at me, his eyes seemed to sparkle with jealousy, he silently lowered his head and didn't answer me.

I know that his heart has plummeted, and he only drinks desperately, but in fact he deliberately uses alcohol to relieve his sorrow.

Suddenly, he opened his eyes wide and questioned me in hesitation, as if he really wanted an affirmative answer in his heart, "Between Qu Anhuai and me, which one do you really love in your heart? You still can't forget who is he?" ?"

I was crying mightily, but I was more eager to know what happened to all this?

I questioned him at a loss while weeping, but Zijian looked at me calmly, as if he had found a rational place in his mind and told me everything frankly.He said, "Zhipeng said that your QQ password has not been changed, and Qu Anhuai used it secretly behind his back, but he didn't know how Qu Anhuai knew about the closure of the Xiangyang factory, so Qu Anhuai sent his subordinate Xu Zhipeng to lurk in Caijuan By his side, he took the opportunity to help the factory in Xiangyang get through the difficulties. I don’t know if it was because of your impulsive first time with him, and your deceit, he no longer trusted you in his relationship, so he sent Xu Zhipeng set up a trap at home to test you, but you didn't fall for it, and that's how it is."

I was bewitched by what I heard, and I really wanted to stop the anti-cracking and angry emotions in my heart, but I kept asking myself why, this sentence kept rolling from beginning to end, like a severe pain suppressing me I really want to slap myself hard, and I also want to give Qu Anhuai a heart-piercing slap, so that we can see ourselves clearly in reality. Maybe this slap is the best awakening, thinking about it. ·····
Suddenly, Zijian interrupted me abruptly, "He has already broken up with Aiqing."

At this moment, I have lost my mind.Zijian's words made me want to scold myself fiercely, and I really wanted to write songs and lyrics with pain in my heart, but the memory was beaten again, and his innocent smiling face came into my mind again.I couldn't help crying again, I don't know whether I should be grateful now or forgive myself in the pain and anger, forgive our past?

Zijian stopped drinking at this time, thinking calmly, as if a broken heart had just healed, "Get ready to meet Qu Anhuai!" He seemed to smile at me contemptuously.

Then, Zijian said sarcastically, "You passed the assessment!" This sentence seemed to be scolding me, and the stupid Zijian suddenly looked up at the sky outside the door, and smirked.

I was stunned by this scene. I knew that Zijian's heart had been deeply hurt by me. I didn't try to stop him from drinking again, and I didn't dare to touch his inner pain.

As time passed, we stopped talking, and Zijian, who was already drunk and unconscious, was so drunk that I ran to the bar to pay the bill in a hurry, then slowly helped him out, and I took a taxi to see him off. When I got home, I returned to my home with peace of mind.

In the evening, I tossed and turned at home, thinking about everything, but when I picked up the business card in my hand, I stopped dialing.I think it's better not to change my QQ password for the time being.I love Zijian, but Qu Anhuai has already disappeared and buried deep in my heart. I don't seem to want to see Anhuai anymore, but in the face of all these intricacies, I still decided to wait for his phone call to explain clearly to him face to face.

I want to laugh at this sudden and unexpected love, which makes people so at a loss.

Such an awakened world really makes me helpless. Could it be that love was also born in anxiety? At the moment of awakening, you gave up the person who loved you and chose your love, but now you still have Don't you have the right to love me like this?The doubts hidden in the heart, perhaps the final awakening, are the memories lost in eternity, and such a beautiful and teasing love is the best answer for us.

Now I love Zijian deeply in my heart, and I can no longer accept my past.In this confusing and lost emotion, there are only fireworks lit by loneliness. No matter how beautiful the memory is, I am grateful for your love for me, but there is no detour in the road. I don’t want to go back to the wrong world. one entry...

We can't bear the turbulent world, we should let go of the past and enjoy it in peace, the next second is the best precipitation!

When all the beautiful emotions are accidentally torn apart, we suddenly wake up. This world is born and awakened in the bustling world.

All the way, I bumped into and met a restless heart in the smile and cry of the newborn.

(End of this chapter)