Mirror Love Shadow

Chapter 45
A desolate and chaotic love disturbed the peace of the years. My mood seemed to be deprived of joy by a deception. In the middle of the night, I seemed to have entered a frightening dream. A happy scene.

This hypocritical love is contaminated with the holiness of love.I look up at the clear starry sky, a piece of softness shines on my heart, the beating starlight seems to be calling me softly, the serene and relieved relief is the liberation of the soul.

I was thinking that the smoke that Anhuai lit in the ancient road temple that day was nothing more than his guilt for not being in love with me.

The heart that had been captured for a long time surfaced the truth in a disappearing love letter, and after seeing the face clearly, she resolutely rejected it and no longer had any yearning.

Back to the story, some days later, An Huai called me every few days, and kept sending me messages, comforting me, and apologizing constantly.

Today, Anhuai once again invited me to have a sit at Qingman Coffee, I thought about it carefully and I should end this relationship with him face to face.

At this time, I was sitting in a corner of the Qingman coffee, calm and calm, I looked towards the sliding door, waiting for Anhuai's arrival, but my mood was indescribably strange.Gradually, a faint and unique smoky fragrance overflowed in the nasal cavity, but the bitter taste in the heart was also buried in the smell of the smoke.

Not long after, I saw An Huai pushing the door and walking towards me from a distance.When he sat down, I just glanced at him lightly, and stopped looking at him. I just didn't want to meet his eyes. At this time, the scenery of people and cars outside the window was my heart's homecoming.

We were silent for a while, I moved my eyes away, but An Huai's eyes focused on me, he looked at me, as if he no longer complained about my escape from marriage before.

Suddenly, he looked straight at me, lowered his head and sighed: "Jiaolin, can you give me another chance? Forgive me, please? My love for you is true."

After finishing speaking, An Huai grabbed one of my hands firmly, I lowered my head, sighed silently and shook my head, then let go of his hand.

I deliberately avoided his gaze and didn't look at him, "Qu Anhuai, it doesn't make any sense for us to be together! In the relationship you designed, I, Manjiaolin, are just a pawn you win for wealth, and in the end you want to get This flag is for guilt, this love game is really ridiculous." I raised my face and said to him contemptuously.

Then, I added: "Aiqing is just a pawn manipulated by you. There should be a real relationship between you and her, otherwise she wouldn't show me the original love letter and take the opportunity to break up you and her." Me, that's because she hates everything you designed, and love gives birth to hatred."

After finishing speaking, I seemed to feel more comfortable in my breathing, and smiled shallowly at him. In fact, I just deliberately tested him and asked while guessing.

At this time, An Huai frowned, and started to scratch the back of his head with his hands, but he seemed to be muttering something, because I couldn't hear the noisy traffic outside the window.I stared at him suddenly without taking my eyes off him. He evasively touched the black hair on both sides of his head, lowered his head and dared not look into my eyes and said, "Oh! Jiao Lin, I admit that I was with Aiqing in the end. I violated the love letter The promise in the letter, I made a mistake." After speaking, the tears he held back flickered in his eyes.

I smiled contemptuously from time to time, thinking that it was as I expected, and now I really saw this Qu Anhuai clearly, but an inexplicable sadness welled up in my heart.

I sighed and looked up at the colorful ceiling, and lamented: "The thing I, Manjiaolin, regret most in my life is being with you, Qu Anhuai. The test you designed at Zhipeng's house is that you want to test whether I am Loyalty and purity, isn’t it, An Huai?” I couldn’t help but refute this question and laughed again.

"Jiaolin, I can understand what you said. I also admit that because of Aiqing's last betrayal, I was afraid that another woman would betray me like this. Then I would be in such pain!"

An Huai said sobbing, he could no longer control the tears in the corners of his eyes, and they burst out in an instant.

I sneered disapprovingly: "Then it looks like you like Ai Qing very much."

An Huai wanted to reach out and grab me again, but when I saw this, I immediately put my hands under the table of the seat.He sighed and wiped away his tears, shook his head and smiled, "I hate Aiqing more. Jiao Lin, I know you will never forgive me again. I, Qu Anhuai, am sorry for you the most in my life. If there is still a chance, I will definitely make it up to you."

"Hehe! An Huai, since our love has gone sour, please let go." I ignored An Huai's sad eyes and said decisively.

He once again wiped away his tears in sadness, looked at my expression and said: "Jiaolin, I know your mind has been decided, I will not force you. If I, Qu Anhuai, cannot give you happiness, I hope you can marry Lin Zijian, I believe he will give you happiness." It seemed that he was helpless when he said this.

"Okay, Zijian, I will definitely think about it." I pursed my mouth and said deliberately, after I finished speaking, I immediately got up and was about to leave.At this time, An Huai stood up suddenly and wanted to stop me from leaving, but I angrily shook off his arm and walked with my backpack, walked to the sliding door and pushed it away.An Huai just stared blankly at the back of my leaving.

Along the way, I wiped away the tears in my eyes, and took a few breaths in the deserted streets.The acacia trees on the side of the road are watching this quiet street, feeling a burst of emotion from time to time!Lamenting that the happiness repaid in a stick of smoke is just a temporary guilt and debt.

When I got home, I was disturbed in the deep sleep of the night. A black shadow kept attacking my heart, making me unable to break free. I suddenly opened my eyes but couldn't see clearly.When I woke up, I thought it was another terrible nightmare.My heart couldn't help but sigh, and I broke into a cold sweat with fright.In the dream, the people from the previous life no longer appear.

But this dream that confuses the people of the previous life has never come again, I can't help but lament!
Opening the window in the early morning and looking far away, the scene of flowers blooming and withering seems to enter a world of passion and desire where flowers are not flowers and fog is not fog. It took my eyes away.So, I closed the window and just buried myself in my words to find a kind of relief, as if I just got it when I was awake.

A petal, a cloud of fog flutters in the group of flowers, as if staring at the heart in the haze, the beauty of watching flowers in the fog covers the heart in an instant, like a beautiful mountain spring rushing through the eyes, the spring water flows into our hearts, and the water surrounds us Drifting on the water and land, forgetting in the love of lovesickness.

The plum shadow that caught the fragrance disappeared like a cloud of smoke!
Indifferently, this forgetful meeting is just a ceremony of hazy beauty in love. Between forgetting each other, this ceremony tells you the vigilance of love and decisive farewell in forgetfulness.

(End of this chapter)