Mirror Love Shadow

Chapter 5 "Free and Easy" in the Mirror

The most beautiful blue sky is pierced and illuminated by the warm setting sun. There are no boundless colors, and the gray crows are covered with darkness.

Zijian lit a cigarette in silence, took a deep breath with slightly trembling mouth corners, and spit out light smoke from his mouth, rising vigorously in the air.

He held my hand tightly, "Let's go, Jiao Lin!" It seemed that he in love resented these complicated things, but he smiled disdainfully, and said to me calmly and fearlessly.

In the car, he was silent all the time, sometimes thinking deeply, sometimes looking at me, sometimes affectionately, sometimes chuckling, this inexplicable behavior also disturbed my innocent state of mind, and the quiet and comfortable environment in the car was also like Gray day.

I don’t know when the remnants of love will be reborn again in my writing, brushing away the life of love, blooming in splendor, passing away in peace, and lifeless in ashes. The dead heart seems like a soul that no one pays homage to. Missing in my pen.The same is true for the mirror heart of love, who can't see right from wrong in this clever relationship?

The heavy footsteps were clearly heard from a distance.Soon, we got out of the car and arrived at Xinjing Building.

Zijian held my hand tightly and pressed the up button of the elevator. We took the elevator and went straight to the twelfth floor. After a while, we arrived.

When we got out of the elevator, turned right and walked straight, we saw Room 1204. With a calm demeanor, he rang the doorbell calmly.

At this time, the door was gradually and slightly hidden, and it was Qu Anhuai who opened the door.

Suddenly, my gloomy face lost the brilliance of the past, and my expression suddenly changed. I grabbed Zijian's arm tightly, but stood still on purpose.

An Huai gave us a slight smile, looked at each other, and said politely, "Jiao Lin, hello! Please come in. You should be Jiao Lin's current boyfriend, what should I call you?"

"Hi! Mr. Qu, I'm Lin Zijian." Zijian answered him frankly.

"Please sit inside as you like. This is not my home anyway, so you're welcome!"

After finishing speaking, An Huai turned his head sideways and pointed at the sofa in front of us, looking at me furtively from his sideways eyes, and secretly smiling at me again with dark eyes, showing helplessness in his humorous words.

We went straight to the sofa, sat down immediately, and Anhuai made two cups of tea for us very politely.

"Where does Mr. Lin get a job?" There was a sudden silence, and An Huai broke the silence.

"Small business, opened a style bar." Zijian responded lightly in the midst of teasing.

"Oh! I've heard of your bar before. It is said that it is quite famous here, but running a bar is not a small business. Mr. Lin's age is also a long-established business. It must be considered in this small city. He's a man of the hour!" An Huai deliberately raised Zi Jian in a teasing atmosphere.

"It's just a small bar, just to make a living." Zijian replied with a retort smile.

"Haha! Mr. Lin is being modest." An Huai said softly with a hearty laugh.

"Mr. Qu, you've flattered me. Xiang you are a real rich man. Compared with you, I can't do anything." Zijian deliberately softened his words, but his expression was very indifferent, and he replied sincerely to An Huai.

"Haha! I was just catching up with the timing." An Huai once again answered frankly while laughing.

"Oh!" Zijian agreed with disdain.

After a while, fell into silence again.

At this time, I suddenly raised my head, looked at his once familiar childlike smiling face, and just smiled at him indifferently.

"An Huai, tell me about you! I remember the heartfelt words you said on the phone, I was very moved, and I am really grateful for the help you have done to me now, but now we can only be good friends."

I finally relaxed my tense nerves and broke the silence with an excuse.

"Jiaolin, you have found your own happiness, I sincerely wish you and Mr. Lin."

Undoubtedly, there was a faint smile on his face, it seemed that the sweet smile was actually full of bitterness.

"Mr. Qu, I really want to know that since you chose Jiaolin in the first place, why did you abandon her and choose Aiqing? Because of her deceit at the beginning, why did you choose Jiaolin after leaving Aiqing? I really want to know about you What are you doing to Jiaolin now? Maybe you still remember your innocent feelings at the beginning, or it may be because of other aspects of Jiaolin that moved you. I don’t think I’m an outsider now. What you did, Jiao Lin also said that she was very grateful just now, but now that she has been tested, she must give Jiao Lin a reassuring explanation. I have stepped into this relationship, and I will not give up on Jiao Lin. I also hope that you can let go sincerely. Bless us."

Zijian looked at Qu Anhuai squarely, and there was an indescribable intimacy on his childlike smiling face.

Zijian gradually calmed down, and asked wittily and rationally.

"Before that, my feelings for Jiaolin were from the bottom of my heart. I didn't want to mention it here when we broke up. It would only make the two of us more sad now. As for the matter between me and Aiqing, because after I married her , all the funds are managed by her, and Aiqing's ex-boyfriend frequently seeks Aiqing to get back together, but there is a small friction between us because of our personality differences. So this guy took the opportunity to make trouble, and almost The first time I asked me to borrow money, I had no choice but to lend it to him. And sent colleagues to design my company. For a while, the company was also in desperation, and Aiqing did not stick to the bottom line of our relationship. In the end, she took most of my funds with her My ex-boyfriend opened another building materials shop, and for the past few years, I have been using Jiaolin’s QQ behind my back, just to get to know her thoroughly, without any impure motives, and also want to know if she is doing well, In fact, I want to understand her heart more, and I want to get closer to her again, and give me a chance to redeem my relationship. Jiao Lin, please forgive me for using your QQ number without saying hello, and everything in this arrangement, I hope you can forgive and understand. Now I sincerely wish you all."

After finishing speaking, An Huai was very disappointed, her sad eyes seemed to have lost a beautiful light, and there was a sigh in the bleakness.

"An Huai, it's over, there's nothing in my heart." I pretended to be calm and said.

Before I could finish speaking, Zijian asked another question in his heart, "Oh, I also want to know that Caijuan's husband's Xiangyang factory is about to close down. How did Mr. Qu find out?"

"Since I used Jiaolin's QQ to know that she has Caijuan as a friend, so I used another QQ to contact Caijuan, and Caijuan has always regarded me as a familiar netizen in life. Tell me about the situation of her husband's factory. Later, I sent Zhipeng to this city to get close to Caijuan, and this later happened. Of course, these things happened by coincidence."

After finishing speaking, An Huai inevitably lowered his head in frustration, as if he was thinking deeply in silence, but in desperation, he folded his hands and silently lit a cigarette.

"Wipe!" The sound of the lighter was loud and piercing, and the flame was burning hot. An Huai seemed to ignite a glimmer of hope in his heart in the pain, but burned his own loneliness in the flame of desire.

He handed Zijian a cigarette, and Zijian took it tacitly, but put it aside.

For a long time, fell into silence again

Taking the opportunity, Zijian stopped by to talk about other topics. At first they were a little conflicted with each other, but in the end they had a pleasant conversation with hearty laughter.

In the evening, Zijian and I had dinner at the hotel where Anhuai hosted a banquet.After eating, we bid farewell to Anhuai in a hurry, and went back home.

A gust of wind blew by, and I stood in the courtyard and saw the shadows of plum blossoms falling by the river bank from a distance.

In this bleak season, I don't understand human affection so much!It seemed that it was hard to sleep at night, I walked into the room slowly, lay on the bed inadvertently, but fell asleep inadvertently.

Suddenly, I came to a gloomy valley, where birds were singing and sparrows were singing, dragons were flying and fishes were jumping, everywhere was bright ecological beauty.When I was obsessed with this bright scene, a strange man walked up to me quietly, his footsteps were light, and the familiar figure made me want to escape. When his footsteps gradually approached, my will resisted everything , fled the valley like a leap, and came to a quiet and uninhabited lake. Feeling, I woke up in the early morning sleep, and when I woke up, I felt that the man in the dream was by my side.At this time, the mood is a different kind of loss, but one person innocently feels the inexplicable helplessness.

I smiled lightly, and laughed thoroughly!

The struggle and recollection in the dream is just a kind of fear in the thinking of love, a slight smile, maybe this is a different kind of freedom!
Once the heat of love, he ignited love in loneliness, when the fiery love burned you and me, nostalgia stopped, but you burned everything in the flame of desire step by step, and finally extinguished everything again!
But I unintentionally want to end all of this in my writing, maybe there is no words in my dream, maybe there is a promise in this life, but the love I once had gradually drowned my heart, but the reciprocating mortal world is finally left behind in prosperity.

When we are in the continuation of thoughts, the dusty love has withered and withered like fallen leaves. Is it possible that there is too much love in the past life and this life, can't you explain it clearly?

I had to laugh out loud in a dream, there were only you and me in the silence, and I fled helplessly like a leap, but what was left was regret, maybe at the end of this story, it was the laughter filled with grief and indignation in the desolate heart A kind of freedom swayed in the sky-a kind of relaxed freedom!

"Free and easy", but stay in a casual smile, it's just a ridiculous relief!
(End of this chapter)