ferocious for the rest of my life

Chapter 179 Determination
bang...

The muffled gunshots made Aviana subconsciously cover her mouth.

The young face that was smiling a little narrowly a moment ago disappeared.

The hot sticky blood blinded her eyes, so everything in front of Aviana's eyes was dyed bright red.

The black market in the dark alley had already come to an end, and the sudden gunshots broke the silence before dawn. Whether it was a vendor or someone carrying various items in exchange for food, they all lay down in the mud in the dark alley, covered with heads. The white-haired old woman pushed into the corner, and the little girl didn't even scream, but the trembling little body, the little hands covering her nose and mouth, the frightened expression and pale cheeks could make people who noticed this scene feel to what...

Waking up again from a nightmare.

At dawn, Aviania, who was immersed in fear, was sweating profusely, panting violently, until she was sure that she was lying on the soft Simmons bed, not curled up in the mud of the dark alley, and she felt relieved from her fear. In one breath, Jessica's arms and thighs were removed from her body, and she stepped on the carpet with bare feet. The thickness and softness reminded Aviana of the dark time when she was curled up in the air-raid shelter, if not Wrapping your body in a blanket, even if you survived the accident afterwards, the scars all over your body are inevitable, and there should be a high probability of being disfigured. Where will there be future volunteers, and where will there be a chance to be noticed by scouts? , Where will there be an interview, get a contract from a brokerage company, receive a plane ticket to the United States, where can there be comfort and tranquility at this moment?

wow...

The hot water soaked the hair and blurred the eyes.

Gently stroking the calf, the pain became more and more obvious when pressed. Although it looked normal from the outside, the lesions that had penetrated into the bone marrow were obviously developing at an unusual speed. I was determined that I couldn't wait until the disease was terminal.

The hair dryer in the bathroom was picked up by Aviania and put back. She wrapped her wet hair with a dry towel, put on a bathrobe and picked up the list, and Aviania tiptoed out of the room. The temperature was still low, and the corridor was quiet. She climbed onto the window sill, curled her legs, and rested her chin on her knees. Aviania stared at the so-called bucket list, asking herself, the idea of ​​suicide seemed to be It's really not as strong as it was at first...

For more than 1000 days and nights, sirens, guns, explosions, and various movements of buildings collapsing and burning, not only have long been used to it, but they can even quickly judge the distance, so that they have been away from the flames of war for nearly two years. still.

Touching the pocket, it was empty. Only then did Aviania realize that the bathrobe belonged to Jessica, and she tightened the bathrobe again when it was cold. Seeing joggers coming from the west on the walking path downstairs, Stopped under the streetlight and raised her hand towards this side, as if to say hello, narrowing her eyes, Aviania realized that it was the big boy, with a smile blooming on the corner of her lips, so she raised her right hand and raised her hand...

After a few minutes……

After going upstairs, Yu Sheng came to the window, picked up the towel around his neck and wiped his sweat channel. "Why did you get up so early?"

"Aren't you the same?"

"I wake up at one o'clock. Instead of sleeping again, I might as well go out for a run..."

Aviana was a little surprised. "How can you have such a strange biological clock at your age? Wouldn't it be better to sleep a little longer?"

"My age?" Yu Sheng felt that Avinia's words were a little weird, but he laughed without thinking about it. "What age and such a biological clock is normal?"

Knowing that she made a slip of the tongue, Avonia waved her hand, not wanting to continue on this topic, and asked if Yu Sheng had a cigarette with her?
Yu Sheng became more and more strange, but he still took out a cigarette and a lighter from his pocket and handed them over. "Are you a heavy smoker?"

"When I'm in a bad mood, I smoke a few..."

Moving a chair out of the room, Yu Sheng put the ashtray on the window sill, holding the teacup and staring at Aviana's calf until she pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray.

The cotton bathrobe couldn't even cover her knees. Aviania knew very well that the big boy in front of her was staring at her. Although she didn't really care, she was still a little shy. Comfortable means, simply straighten the legs, the skin of the calf that has not been deliberately tightened is still smooth and tight, but Aviania's mood is gradually depressed, and she whispered after a while. "Why do you want to save me?"

"Because I think you deserve it.

"Worth it? Worth what?"

"It's worth being saved," Yu Sheng added. "At such a young age, you haven't seen the true appearance of the world. Perhaps the years of the siege were already cruel to you, but there is only cruelty in this world, and there is no so-called cruelest, so I think you should live on, technology is developing, maybe one day there will be a black technology of limb regeneration..."

Aviania shook her head. If she hadn't passed the childish age, maybe she would really be moved by such rhetoric?
"There is always hope, not to mention the rapid development of technology. Ten years ago, could you imagine that friends who were thousands of miles away through the Internet communicated in real time through typing? 20 years ago... sorry, I almost forgot 20 years ago You were not born before, sorry, sorry..."

Aviana smiled.

"Do you feel that you are miserable, very miserable? You have experienced the war without being injured, and you finally arrived in America with a contract with a brokerage company with hope. When you are about to usher in a bright future, you are seriously ill and die Facing a series of problems such as amputation and chemotherapy, are you desperate?"

It's smart to change the angle so quickly...

Avonia thought so, but nodded.

"America is not heaven, but it will never be hell. There is no need to worry about wars or even survival issues here. Of course, there are many injustices, injustices, and even Extremely cruel atrocities, but as long as you are willing to work hard and hold hope, there is always a bright future, whether you want economic freedom, specialize in a certain field, or gain respect There is a chance..."

It was strange to Yu Sheng's wording and angle of view, but the old preaching and persuasion were already ineffective for Aviania, and she swiped her fingers back and forth on the list. "Are you really willing to help me fulfill all the wishes above?"

"Yeah, as long as the cost of a three-day trip to space doesn't exceed what I can afford..."

"Do you need a lot of money?"

"At present, the price of going to the International Space Station should be tens of millions, but it will definitely drop to less than six figures in the future, so if you can understand me, wait for the last three to five years, as long as it does not exceed seven figures I can still afford a three-day trip to space..."

(End of this chapter)