Dongli drinks wine after dusk

Chapter 160 Can't Love You
Prince Ping's son, Chen Di, returned home drunk, still remembering that today was the fifteenth day, and according to the rules, he had to stay in the prince's concubine's room, so he waved his hand and asked his servants to take him to the main courtyard.

This drunken cat, with the smell of alcohol all over her body, rushed straight to the concubine, who was pregnant with Liujia, almost vomited bile, and suddenly became a little angry.

Mao Zhenzhen managed to stop her vomiting, and drank the sour plum soup brought by the maid, then raised her eyebrows, "Throw him to the side hall!"

Three delicate maids hurriedly carried him out. There was no bed in the side hall, only a small couch, which was not enough for him to straighten his legs given his stature.

Why offend the princess?Don't regret it if your legs are numb tomorrow~ The three female servants complained in their hearts, helped him cover the brocade quilt, and then all withdrew, leaving behind the son who was snoring loudly.

"Have you settled down?" Mao Zhenzhen couldn't help but be concerned about her husband's long-term meal ticket in the future.

The big girl beside her laughed: "Since the imperial concubine cares so much about the elder son, why should she drive her out?"

The smell of alcohol in the room has not yet dissipated, Mao Zhenzhen only felt her throat tightening, but it was already midnight, and the cold was severe, for her own body, she could only endure it for the time being, and only asked the maid to light some fragrance Smoked.

Sigh~ At any time, she would take good care of him when he came back drunk, but not today.

Mao Zhenzhen and Chen Di grew up together, their biological mothers were close friends, and the two children were betrothed when they were still in the womb. She still remembers the good times of their childhood.

Outsiders who knew them all said that they were a match made in heaven, with similar family backgrounds, childhood sweethearts, love since childhood, a young couple, and they would definitely live happily ever after.

It's a pity, how can outsiders know what they look like inside?

Chen Di and her have friendship and kinship, but there is no love.He is probably a good person, obviously he told himself when he was 13 years old that he would not love her.

He doesn't have the ability to love a person of the opposite sex, so he only has brother-sister affection for himself. If she is willing, he will persuade her parents to withdraw this marriage, so that she will not be criticized by others, and he will bear all the sins.

At that time she asked, what if she didn't want to call off the engagement and wanted to marry him?

He looked at his stubborn face, hesitated for a long time, and then replied: "Then I can marry you, let you live a clean life, and even give you a child, but I'm sorry, I don't love you. We can't make a couple A loving couple."

But she loves him!She knew from an early age that this cute, fair and beautiful little boy would be her future husband, and they were destined to be together for the rest of their lives, to have children and grow old together.

It can only be said that good fortune tricks people, and life is perfect, even if it is as happy as her in the eyes of outsiders, there are sufferings that cannot be understood by outsiders.

Three years ago, at the age of 17, they got married as promised.

He was very kind to her, gentle and considerate. He said that he wanted to eat wontons from the old east street for her, and he could buy them early in the morning. Later, even when she had nothing to do for many years, she tried her best to protect her, and confessed to her parents that there was no real relationship between them.
If he was a woman, Mao Zhenzhen could become very good best friends with him, because he really gave her everything except love.

The woman who stays in the back house does not rely on the man's love to survive. At that time, she thought that as long as she had a child, she would have a good life. At least compared with the women in the back house, she really Don't worry about this.

Chen Di is very affectionate, he only has one lover outside, and it has been several years. At Mao Zhenzhen's strong request, he once took her to meet him.

He was an honest boy who was a bit dull, tall and big, with two dimples when he laughed. The way Chen Di looked at him hurt Mao Zhenzhen deeply.

In it, there is the love that she has always looked forward to, but has never received!It's almost overflowing!

She had to admit, she was deeply jealous.

But jealousy can't change anything, Chen Di still treats her the same, and still loves this boy named Xu Guanzhe.

She thought she was going to live like this for the rest of her life, being a lonely soul in a deep house compound, spending her best years alone in an empty room, watching her face age a little bit, and no one appreciated it.

Until three years ago, Xu Guanzhe suddenly disappeared.

Chen Di frantically searched for him for two whole months, and finally found only a dead body, a shriveled and pale corpse, who could no longer speak or laugh. Regardless of everyone's stop, Chen Di hugged him and cried very sadly.

After that, his eyes lost their light.

Mao Zhenzhen suddenly felt sorry for him, she had experienced the feeling of losing my love two years ago.That kind of powerlessness, that kind of despair, can swallow a person alive.

Xu Guanzhe has no family background, just a commoner boy who is eager to learn. Chen Di met him in the Imperial College. The two met at the age of 14, and it can be said that they hit it off. After that, Xu Guanzhe no longer lived in the Imperial Academy. In a private house in Jing Hutong.

The five years they spent together was beyond Mao Zhenzhen's lifetime.So, love is really the most unfair thing. It doesn’t mean that if you give everything, there will be a corresponding return, and it’s not that if you show up early, you can have the last laugh.

But willingly.

She didn't know whether to be thankful that Xu Guanzhe died early, or to feel pity for their pair of fateful mandarin ducks.

Since the death of his lover, there has never been another man around Chen Di who can make him look at him differently. He will get drunk and play crazy in spring, and quietly be his Prince Ping's son at other times.

After being given an ultimatum by her parents once again, not to give birth to an heir, she took away his heir's position and replaced him, Mao Zhenzhen waited for the wedding night that was three years late, and finally, she had the present child in her womb. child.

As for Chen Di, it was as if he had completed his mission, and he never had physical contact with her again, but treated him tenderly as before, towards her and their unborn child.

What should Mao Zhenzhen do with such a husband, she can't love her, but she can't hate him, she even started to hate his frankness, if she didn't know anything, maybe she could still be complacent that her husband is the same.

What a mess!Mao Zhenzhen gradually fell asleep amid wild thoughts.

In the side hall next door, Chen Di was having the nightmare he had often had in the past three years. In the dream, Xu Guanzhe was still the same as before, looking at him with a smile, and suddenly his wrist began to bleed, dripping onto his heart. superior.

And he could only stand where he was, unable to move the ground, watching the person he loved the most lose his life, fell to the ground and died, he couldn't do anything!
(End of this chapter)